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zzzim

Member
Sep 29, 2019
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How do I search the forums for a specific post? The Rules & Info page states that we should make use of the search feature but I cant seem to find where it is, a link would be helkpful thanks.
 
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Dot

Globl mod | Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
2,494
How do I search the forums for a specific post? The Rules & Info page states that we should make use of the search feature but I cant seem to find where it is, a link would be helkpful thanks.

 
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zzzim

Member
Sep 29, 2019
5
Having to unlock the search bar seems counter intuitive if you ask people to search before posting, I figured out a way around it though, thanks I guess.
 
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Andry387

Member
Oct 17, 2022
35
Where is 👁️👃👁️ now?
His new account is blocked.
P.S 👁️👃👁️ if you are reading my message, please write in Private messages.
 
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Andry387

Member
Oct 17, 2022
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where is @Hollowillow now?
She hasn 't been online for a long time . Who communicated with her, how is she feeling?
I miss her.
 
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rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,714
Where is 👁️👃👁️ now?
His new account is blocked.
P.S 👁️👃👁️ if you are reading my message, please write in Private messages.
I miss his posts.
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
I wonder what happened to them, if they CTB. Just wanted to say.. you're not a failure for not fitting into this nightmare of existence.
To have enough empathy and awareness means to hate this world, I'm sorry irresponsible people made you experience hell. #Antinatalism

Best wishes, wherever you are 🌹

I am on vacation in Mexico, staying at a resort. I am at a beach right now, it's peaceful. It couldn't get anymore perfect than this. There's good food, great beach, amazing staff and pretty interior/rooms. I still want to CTB. I still can't stop thinking about how lavish stay is, how can I be happy when animals are suffering (so much meat here at buffets, dolphin shows, trained birds/animals for shows I think, workers are getting underpaid most likely, all the food being wasted and the ocean is dying (I see so much seaweed on the beach, this means that oceans are not filtering). It all seems like a facade.

I talked to one of the staffs and asked if they are getting fair wages so I can feel a little better about my stay but couldn't get a Clear answer from them. I will ask again.

I didn't want to come but it's a family vacay so couldn't say no. Plus reservations were already made so couldn't cancel as well.

I want to keep things short and simple when I write a note so here's a list. Which one do you like?

1. I am sorry for leaving, this is the only way to cure my depression and anxiety.

2. Thank you for everything you have done for me. I am sorry I turned out to be such a failure.

3. This world is too cruel to exist in. I cannot bear to live in a world full of pain and suffering.

4. F**k this s**t society. F**k everyone. I should've never been born.

5. I refuse to be a wage slave in this greedy capitalistic society.


This one is long:

6. No matter how good my circumstances are, I cannot just focus on myself/my life alone especially when our society is in shambles. Everywhere I turn, I find more things wrong with this society and feel that every moment of our existence is pointless. I can't turn a blind eye to all the senseless suffering and violence going on around this world. How could I be happy when things like rape, genocide, war, pedophilia, human/child trafficking, animal cruelty/abuse, and other types of unimaginable abuse exists in this society. I know that I was given a good life and that if I feel strongly towards these issues then I must try to fix it. But I don't have the strength to fight blind people. Many have tried to fix these issues or at the very least expose them to our society but all in vain. Most of these issues (such as human/child trafficking) are suppressed by the media because those who are involved run/are the government. This world is a lost cause, the best thing I can do is not be a part of it.

7. Every moment of our existence inflicts pain onto other sentient beings. This is my fate, this is everyone's fate. We must consume other living beings (animals and/or plants) in order to be alive. It is horrifying and cruel. I don't want to be a part of this miserable existence.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
What happened? to me?
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,537
Does anyone know what happened to @Dr.Sleep (Im tired)?

I was going to message them today but their name is crossed out. I hope they're ok :(
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,733
What happened to @Suicidal Loser ?
I guess he has been banned for his thread about talking to young girls, and I understand he was wrong but I miss him...
 
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Dot

Globl mod | Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
2,494
What happened to @Suicidal Loser ?
I guess he has been banned for his thread about talking to young girls, and I understand he was wrong but I miss him...

Slf-bn

H/ ws upst @ th/ responss
 
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corazon

corazon

"a heart's a heavy burden"
Mar 30, 2023
94
Wondering what happened to @kernel_panic ...?
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,630
Anyone heard from @snowman626? I hope he has found peace from this world or maybe on a road to recovery...
 
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Interloper

Jul 23, 2021
686
Has anyone heard of @Sanva?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
7,810
Has anyone heard from @ksp recently?
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

Enlightened
Aug 26, 2022
1,168
@Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
what happened to him?
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

📜 Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
353
What happened to @lith1um?
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,157
What happened to unnormal9 ?
Did I miss a goodbye post ? :aw:
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

📜 Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
711
Did @Vizzy ctb?
 
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http-410

http-410

nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,042
What happened to @BitterlyAlive_? I only see their name crossed out and wonder if they left a message on their profile. They were one of the first users I interacted with (even if it was just reactions). I hope they are doing "okay" considering the circumstances.
 
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starcrazy

Mage
Aug 14, 2021
505
Does anyone know about @Interloper ?
 
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