Venting Unhappy birthday

[Ardesevent]

Well, it's finally here. And unfortunately, I'm still alive. I don't feel the dread or sadness I thought I was going to feel at all, it's just "Hey. You're still alive. That wasn't supposed to happen, was it?"
I wish I could at least look back on this year and say something changed for me. Something like becoming more mature, getting a job, getting my grades up to what they used to be like, but I've got nothing. I'm not even closer to dying- if anything, I'm farther than ever.
I someone wished me a happy birthday this year. I want to be happy about it, since it's rare that someone remembers it, but I can't even do that right now.

 

[foxdie]

Happy birthday friend. Or just acknowledgement birthday. Sorry it's been such a tough year. Sending hugs

 

[AltFoxx]

Birthdays can be the worse especially when you don't feel like celebrating anything. Happy birthday though even though it's not the same coming from internet strangers, I hope you manage to feel some relief

 

[Spitfire]

I am glad someone remembered it for you and Happy Birthday to you from me!

 

[Shotgunjohn]

happy birthday! i hope your day wasn't too terrible. i hope you can figure things out be it ctb or getting your grades or whatever it is i hope you can figure it out. best regards

 

[_Kaira_]

It may not mean as much as from someone IRL, but regardless, I wish you a happy birthday. Hugs, love and best wishes

 

[waterstrider]

Happy Birthday, Ardesevent.
It might not be much but I think people here are good listeners and you can vent as much as want to (as a present, haha)
Jokes aside, I really really hope things are turning around for you. Even just a tiny bit.
Now cheers to you

 

[NodusTollens]

Happy "Hey. You're still alive. That wasn't supposed to happen, was it?" Whew, that's a mouthful.
:]

Things may not be how you planned, but I'm glad I could take some time to wish you a Happy birthday!

 

[muffin222]

Happy birthday!
I'm sorry your birthday has been a lousy experience for you. I dread my birthdays...they fill me with sorrow and loneliness almost every year.