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Saddad

Saddad

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Dec 17, 2019
97
I'm considering opioids and benzo.

I have nitro and s.n ready to go but have been looking at alternatives.

Aim is to feel intense euphoria and then dift down in to a relaxing eternal sleep. No pain anxiety worry or panic.

I sourced some supplies recently had a little test run which ended up very pukey....

I was going to o.d on H and synthetic opioids and amitriptyline. Lack of confidence on dosages ect and fear of waking up a vegetable has prevented this plan. Going into full swing.

Have revised initial plan and thinking of combining the opiods with some xanax which i will get this week.

I have done a bit of research on near death experience with this combination and it seems to tally with my goal of achieving the kind of ctb I would want.

Still not sure on dosage. Supplies I have.

Antacids
Meto
Oxycodone ox and OC 80mg
Amitriptyline
SN
1g of H
Soon will have x40 2mg xanax.

From what I've seen people who o.d on opioids just go to sleep, followed br respiratory depression leading to shutting down of brain and organs.
 

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FullCircle

FullCircle

Member
Nov 20, 2018
74
I'll probably go out this way accidentally. I already vomited because I laughed too hard, so let's just hope this happens instead next time haha
I've considered poison hemlock. It's one of the most toxic plants in North America, and all parts of the plant are toxic. Almost immediately after ingestion, you start experiencing symptoms. Basically, your lungs become paralyzed, and you die of oxygen deprivation. 100 mg or more is almost always lethal to an adult, and it is an invasive species, so it's not very hard to find it. There currently is no specific antidote for it, so the only chance people could revive you is with artificial ventilation until the effects have worn off 48-72 hours later. It is a very quiet death, and you could do it practically anywhere as long as you have some of the plant with you. Some parts of the plant are more toxic, for example, you would have to eat 7-8 of the leaves before it would become almost definitely lethal, compared to only a couple seeds or roots before.

This is interesting. Looks like it causes respiratory failure. They used it to execute criminals in ancient Greece. If you have more info on this please message me!
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
914
aconite poisoning. it's one of the deadliest plants known to man. guaranteed death in 4 hours if enough is taken (pm for more details, or research for self). some people have had to be hospitalized just for brushing up against it in a garden, i shit you not. also known as monkshood, wolfsbane, and other titles.
Yes, I have it in my garden. I touched it lightly when tilling soil. In a few minutes a rash developed on my hand.
 
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Headingoutsoon

Member
Jan 16, 2020
10
That's all it takes? Up to 4 days? Gosh I've never contemplated this.
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No, it can take up to weeks. Sure, in some cases days yes. But mostly 10ish days seems to be the average.
The 4 days is probably if you have underlying health problems.

"You can live for a long time without eating, but dehydration (lack of fluids) speeds up the dying process. Dying from dehydration is generally not uncomfortable once the initial feelings of thirst subside. If you stop eating and drinking, death can occur as early as a few days, though for most people, approximately ten days is the norm. In rare instances, the process can take as long as several weeks. It depends on your age, illness, and nutritional status."

Stopping eating and drinking. Some people refer to it as a dignified death. It takes up to 4 days but it depends on the body ( weight, health...). For the first two days the desire to eat and drink is irresistible but afterward you won't feel a thing. It is a peaceful method, a lot of people experienced a smooth and painless transition.

The main drawabacks of this method is that it is long, draws a bit of suspicion and if you are found you will be hospitalized and forcefully fed, you may suffer minor brain damage after it.
Another one is that it takes a huge amount of determination and will to keep through it. ( but bare in mind that the desire to eat and drink will decrease greatly).


Where on earth did you get 4 days???


It can take up to weeks. Sure, in some cases days yes. But mostly 10ish days seems to be the average.
The 4 days is probably if you have underlying health problems.

"You can live for a long time without eating, but dehydration (lack of fluids) speeds up the dying process. Dying from dehydration is generally not uncomfortable once the initial feelings of thirst subside. If you stop eating and drinking, death can occur as early as a few days, though for most people, approximately ten days is the norm. In rare instances, the process can take as long as several weeks. It depends on your age, illness, and nutritional status."

 
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Knowledgeseeker

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Jan 14, 2020
20
That just seems painful thinking about it though. I'm sure you'd be nice and fucked up by the end of it

That's all it takes? Up to 4 days? Gosh I've never contemplated this.

It took my Grandmother 3 weeks to die from starvation in hospital after her ability to swallow stopped from a stroke. She mumbled gibberish for days and days, laughing and mumbling on and on until the doctor gave her a tube in her main stomach artery for a morphine drip. She quieted down, and bout a day later died when I suspect they overdosed her on purpose when nobody was in the room so they could make space. She'd been there for so long and they were ready for her to leave. I was too as I can't imagine how that might have been lying there mumbling gibberish for 3+ weeks. I would never want to go that way.
 
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Tim101

Interesting individual
Jan 20, 2020
43
Why is there such a romanticised image of heroin OD?
I've seen a good few and the usual response is to drag the patient to a neutral place in case a police car comes with the ambulance,so you're probably alone.
Most ODs die from asphyxiation...yup! On your own puke!!! yummmmmmmmmmmmm.
Don't forget nobody gives a shit about a heroin OD. You will be remembered as a dirty junkie forever
Disagree
 
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BadChanges

Member
Sep 23, 2019
79
I ordered from A, my N got confiscated by the customs. (at least i didn't get it )

Almost all first world countries with a lot of transit/shipments have lax customs, because they can't search everything. The flux of shipments is too big to be manageable.

Shitholes countries like mine (Morocco) don't. Not only the flux isn't that hard to manage as there are few individuals ordering shipments, but non-democratic countries are also more repressive and extreme with the security measures.

The customs of your country may not be looking for "small individuals orders", mine does.

You can order F off the dark web to be shipped worldwide?
Even to Israel for example?
 
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Marsh

Member
Jan 14, 2020
7
Suicide by cop has already been mentioned I think but it's actually one of my favorite. Would be my pref method except if it didn't work you could end up in a world of problems. I guess they wouldn't matter if you did another method after though hehe
 
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Iemand

Member
Mar 11, 2020
6
Detergent gaz suicide was mainstream in japan, once it become odorless death rate 100%

I've tried this one before, but it failed. Still don't know why. There's a lot of information about it on the internet, including police reports.
 
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sfabians

Student
Nov 7, 2021
116
Could you share other "lesser known" methods? Even if they are not 100% reliable.
For example, I can think of English Yew tree poisoning, Visine eye drops, detergent method, Paraquat pesticide...
 
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affinity

Member
Oct 8, 2021
73
Heroin Overdose for sure people talk shit about heroin overdose when it´s most likely one of the best ways to go, euphoria and then nothing seems pretty nice to me.

This is my preferred method. The issue is accessing it. I would settle for Fentanyl at this point. It's not so easy to locate in my area and based on comments on BlueLight, locating heroin has been difficult since the pandemic.
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
139
I'm surprised that the detergent method which was my method of choice a few years ago, Sodium Azide and even drowning are not discussed that often on this site.

I've considered drowning, it seems effective enough with some planning about where and how to do it, but it also seems like a really distressing way to go. Also, if the body is never found it can leave a lot of loose ends emotionally and practically.
 
LastRide

LastRide

Specialist
Jan 23, 2020
369
cutting is perhaps not unheard of here, but is still quite underrated. the low succes rate is because this method is almost always used impulsively and in areas like the wrists.

if you manage to cut certain important arteries then death is very quick and almost guaranteed. many medical professionals use this method because they have the knowledge for it to actually work.
It sounds great but I'd be lost as to where to find the important arteries? Any diagramm/picture available? How tp best access ot what tools to use?
This is my preferred method. The issue is accessing it. I would settle for Fentanyl at this point. It's not so easy to locate in my area and based on comments on BlueLight, locating heroin has been difficult since the pandemic.
Try the dark web for sourcing H !
 
Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
352
I have read on here about death by hypothermia in the past but no clear accounts on how well it works, I have been thinking of taking benzos and alcohol and just losing myself deep into a forest around 0C<>10C temps. (I'd avoid sub 0 in case I get found so I don't end up with frostbite damage) Don't know if maybe I'd need to get naked or wet but it sure would help, I also heard only the first parts of hypothermia are bad (for which you have the drugs) but then it's more like drifting off. Not sure how much time it would take to die like this.
 
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Umeboahi

Member
Aug 7, 2021
44
Water intoxication was one I considered for a long time. Then I learned it wasn't reliable.
I nearly died from this, once. It wasn't intentional (at least not consciously) but I had three seizures and went to hospital, both general and psychiatric. I wish that I had died. The intoxication, by the way, arose from drinking 14 litres every day, and it was really nice - interesting, amazing, lovely.
 
DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Maybe I'm obsessed. But I'd argue that yew is god tier. But is overlooked because simply eating it alone is not very reliable and hardly anyone takes the time to study it. There's a certain way to use it that would bring consistent results and it's extraction.

I'm currently working on a perfected version without impurities and sampled a taste of the extraction and after a few minutes, I just felt incredibly weird. Kinda like being high on weed.

This is the prototype as Taxine Fumarate, there was a significant loss of yield. But yeah, it's the real deal. 663C0561 790E 477C B391 F97010884962

And this is my current batch.

DC9E3961 E925 4A62 B85F 1CE52593A4EF
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,836
cutting is perhaps not unheard of here, but is still quite underrated. the low succes rate is because this method is almost always used impulsively and in areas like the wrists.

if you manage to cut certain important arteries then death is very quick and almost guaranteed. many medical professionals use this method because they have the knowledge for it to actually work.
Medical professionals have the knowledge to make this work but they also have access to p0owerful drugs that others don't, so I think that more often they would use these.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
I have read on here about death by hypothermia in the past but no clear accounts on how well it works… I also heard only the first parts of hypothermia are bad (for which you have the drugs) but then it's more like drifting off.
I have heard this too. A former boss of mine used to be in the army and told me about training they had before they were stationed in the arctic. He mentioned something along those lines. Still, I feel like that first bit would last an eternity.

I have seen on the news that you can get crushed by your car. You can lift with a scissor jack and kick it off. Slow and painful but you can make it look like an accident.
"Slow and painful" is what I'd be concerned about…
 
ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
449
Could you share other "lesser known" methods? Even if they are not 100% reliable.
For example, I can think of English Yew tree poisoning, Visine eye drops, detergent method, Paraquat pesticide...
How much visine is lethal? I remember reading about a woman who murdered her husband with visine.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
Well I tell you wHat...I just wrapped a bunch of duct tape around my neck without any cushions or bits to target carotids thinking it wasn't gonna do anything but gonna be honest I started to feel weird and the panic set in. I don't know if it was actually doing anything or just because I suddenly had a hard time getting it off and started panicking but yeah...it wasn't pleasant.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
Well I tell you wHat...I just wrapped a bunch of duct tape around my neck without any cushions or bits to target carotids thinking it wasn't gonna do anything but gonna be honest I started to feel weird and the panic set in. I don't know if it was actually doing anything or just because I suddenly had a hard time getting it off and started panicking but yeah...it wasn't pleasant.
That sounds very uncomfortable. I'm sorry you were unexpectedly in such a situation. If it was going to harm you, it sounds like this might be a rather slow and agonizing method. :-(
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
That sounds very uncomfortable. I'm sorry you were unexpectedly in such a situation. If it was going to harm you, it sounds like this might be a rather slow and agonizing method. :-(
Idk...if I wound the tape tight enough around my neck it might have ended up like the night-night or tourniquet method. Or partial hanging basically.
 

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