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I_go_in

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Nov 5, 2024
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i'm actually really scared now. i came onto to this website to find peace and an ethical method to end my life in fear of accidentally traumatizing the kids in my neighborhood. i'm seeing the comments and it doesn't help the majority of them are making assumptions or meme-ing on it. the site has helped more than a couple times from doing a more stupid, risky, and less effective method. if anything, it's delayed my CTB because of it.
slightly off-topic.
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on a topic about suicide and you put in your merch link? since it's expected there's going to be an influx of people viewing the site, i think I'm gonna put my profile on private and post in the private suicide discussion.
What do you expect? To be famous on YouTube you are selected for sociopathy just like a politician. These people make videos for money and morality is the last thing they care about.
 
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To be fair there are different types of people who come to this website. There are those who are very serious and are trying to find painless and fearless ways to end their suffering after long horrible lives of debilitating diseases or torment. Then there are those who are obviously under age or teens that just had something in their life that they don't like and are here for attention. I would say the vast majority of people aren't actually serious about ending their existence on this website or it's some cursory dive into macabre topics. I can see the critique from both sides. When you see a pink named anime profile saying they are "18" and totally need to end their life by slicing their wrists so their boyfriend is jealous you just know it's a child who wants revenge.
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Happens all the time on here. Theres obviously a wide range of people on this website and the low hanging fruit will be made fun of which is probably what the dude who made the video was talking about. This site has some of the most extremely knowledgeable human beings on the planet as well as the most infantile, petty and psychopathic. It's just the nature of a website like this.
 
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Happens all the time on here. Theres obviously a wide range of people on this website and the low hanging fruit will be made fun of which is probably what the dude who made the video was talking about. This site has some of the most extremely knowledgeable human beings on the planet as well as the most infantile, petty and psychopathic. It's just the nature of a website like this.
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Going to watch it now. I am sure gonna be entertained by whatever programmed slop the comments wrote, you make sound like the video is tolerable haven compared to them lol
 
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I_go_in

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There's people on this website that don't even plan on killing themselves but get off to the idea of encouraging and egging on people to do so. I won't go into detail but humans can be quite "evil." I usually only engage with threads where I can see the person I actually suffering and posting in good faith. If it's some high school girl complaining about her breakup I'll just ignore the thread and move on. You can usually tell who is serious about wanting to end their suffering and who is here for social acceptance and up cummies.
 
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Going to watch it now. I am sure gonna be entertained by whatever programmed slop the comments wrote, you make sound like the video is tolerable haven compared to them lol
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There's people on this website that don't even plan on killing themselves but get off to the idea of encouraging and egging on people to do so. I won't go into detail but humans can be quite "evil."
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I_go_in

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Yeah that's my experience at least. Very weird but usually middle aged middle class women who are depressed and just like seeing people suffer. I've talked to a few of them personally and it's probably some of the most fucked up shit I've ever heard people say and made me lose what humanity I had left.
 
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What do you expect? To be famous on YouTube you are selected for sociopathy just like a politician. These people make videos for money and morality is the last thing they care about.
i didn't say anything about fame? perhaps i should've clarified my intentions, but i wanted to change my profile settings so that i don't have to worry ab privacy and getting random PMs. i pointed out the pinned comment because i thought it was tasteless of anyone to do that.
 
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the video was so fucking bad but like i was in it at one point in a screenshot lmfao
 
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I_go_in

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i didn't say anything about fame? perhaps i should've clarified my intentions, but i wanted to change my profile settings so that i don't have to worry ab privacy and getting random PMs. i pointed out the pinned comment because i thought it was tasteless of anyone to do that.
I was obviously talking about the YouTuber and not you friend.
 
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Always-in-trouble

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First part of the video was just regurgitated stuff about what others said while vaugely talking standard pro-life/anti-suicide talking points. The second was talking about the other sites Diego and Marquis ran (Honestly worse than this one tbf) barely even talking about this site other somehow being more 'grim' than the literal women and LGBT bashing hub. Waste of time, this is why commentary youtubers aren't respected. wish I ate a big turkey named Tom instead.
 
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themisfell

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I don't use this forum anymore, but man. I think his video was so deeply irresponsible. At least Tantecruel's video did everything it could to create distance from SS while describing it. I found this site due to Tantecruel's video on it, and I'm sure a new wave of suicidal people will find this site due to Turkey Tom. So if he thinks its so bad, I hope he realizes it, especially since ive found the site has been on the downturn lately. What an idiot.
 
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I was obviously talking about the YouTuber and not you friend.
apologies, i couldn't tell. my eye sight is quite shit rn and brain is running very low
the video was so fucking bad but like i was in it at one point in a screenshot lmfao
bro u gotta spamming ur own merch link /joking obviously. but that's so irresponsible that no one's user was properly censored. i hope u don't get weird messages
 
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I Am Happy Nowhere
Feb 6, 2026
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Just pointing out that at 19:07 into the video he describes Sarge as Uruguayan, and then plays "La Cucaracha" with a meme image of a fat Mexican man. So not only does he misrepresent this site, he's racist too.
 
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Always-in-trouble

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Just pointing out that at 19:07 into the video he describes Sarge as Uruguayan, and then plays "La Cucaracha" with a meme image of a fat Mexican man. So not only does he misrepresent this site, he's racist too.
Let's just say he is a bit too fond of the ol' wojaks, not surprising though since he also played a clip about someone calling redditors r-word. His whole channel is a relic of 2016 he still has not moved on from.
 
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Feb 12, 2026
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what even is the point of this video...? he starts rambling on about the incel forum for practically the entire video and he doesn't even bother censoring the names of the people on this site, basically showcasing the entire site?? people are curious so videos like this only tempt them to look for this place. Is there really not anything else to content farm? bro just make another smartschoolboy9 video or something, forums and communities like this are better left not brought to public eye why can't we just leave the people on here alone. the memes made this such a hard watch he's so genuinely unfunny all of his braindead fans are praising him for releasing even more slop content
 
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stellaistired

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Aug 7, 2025
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That little asshole will do anything for views, hence the clickbait title. He was caught abusing his ex girlfriends recently and looks for a controversial topic to switch attention to. Complete piece of shit. What fking death cult, this forum has zero atrributes of a cult. I've NEVER seen anyone gaslight someone into commiting suicide on here, if anything, comfort people who already decided.
It turns out those weren't true, Tom very much had the receipts to prove it, at least a brightside knowing that noone got abused
 
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I_go_in

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Nov 5, 2024
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Just pointing out that at 19:07 into the video he describes Sarge as Uruguayan, and then plays "La Cucaracha" with a meme image of a fat Mexican man. So not only does he misrepresent this site, he's racist too.
Based.
 
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Mr.Black

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Dec 31, 2023
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Any user suspected of doing such actions should be reported and we will look into them. It's important to remember while our dedication to the site is very prevalent , we rely on user reports and concerns to be brought to our attention as we're all kind of in the same boat and for the forum size compare to our staff team we are unable to keep proper tabs on all users.

We will take action on any report deemed necessary and we are prepping for the influx of bad users starting now.
How do you even plan on reporting lurkers such as myself? I barely post anything on the forum, even though I lurk it quite frequently, we just need to come to terms with the fact that anything and everything that gets posted on the internet is basically public access. I only watched the first two minutes of the video in question, even though I honestly quite like Turkey Tom and have watched many of his videos before, but the amount of misinformation in merely the first two minutes was astonishing. I personally always tried to dissuade posters from CTB whenever I felt like they were on an emotional high, as it is not a good headspace to make such a, literally, life-changing decision. Truth be told, I didn't bother even checking if the citations in his video were real. I assumed they were, but I didn't really like the way they were worded. But that's just that, I didn't like them, doesn't change the fact that I appreciate the hell out of this forum for just existing and being a space for free-expression on such delicate topics such as CTB. I have my own personal attitude towards death and wouldn't wish it on anyone, thus always advocating towards recovery. But I'm merely human, I'm not so full of myself to think that I can put myself in the shoes of every person on the planet, if someone decides to do the deed that's their decision, all the power to them. I hate how the youtubers depict this forum as a REASON for people dying, when it's the fucking opposite, it saves lives.
 
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pleaseletmeperish

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Nov 4, 2023
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All I can add is all of us should be a lot more careful and vigilant when it comes to sharing private details now. No more sharing names, locations, anything that could be used to identify us. Especially with newer accounts. I know this isn't particularly new advice but doesn't hurt to reiterate
 
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liquid jen

liquid jen

Blind painting, my body's a disease
Sep 9, 2025
96
These commentary youtubers have to know what they're doing is wrong, right? For one, so blatantly exposing people on here with full usernames is unfair knowing our mental states and the nature of online harassment. But beyond that, they think this site shouldn't exist, so WHY are they making it so easy to find for new people? They don't care. Normies don't and can't possibly care or understand. They get more views for covering such a taboo topic and get more money. Now, with his and Internet Investigator both making videos recently, I only foresee there being more. This site will be mainstream discussion very soon. Fuckkkkkkk.
 
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BradGuy123

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I have never heard of Turkey Tom, but I'm sure this is going to get more eyes on this site and more people trying to get it shut down. For any judgmental eyes seeing this post, I have never encouraged anyone to take their own lives or given instructions on how to do so.
 
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EmoGirl

EmoGirl

Rawr X3 Will You Share A Coffin With Me
Feb 9, 2026
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Turkey Tom just made a video for the bucks I'm pretty certain he doesn't care about this site and is only doing it because it'll get views. From what I know of him that seems to be the case with most things.
 
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RestlessTaiga

RestlessTaiga

I'm glad you're evil too
May 18, 2025
43
This site will be mainstream discussion very soon. Fuckkkkkkk.
God damnit 😭
Turkey Tom just made a video for the bucks I'm pretty certain he doesn't care about this site and is only doing it because it'll get views. From what I know of him that seems to be the case with most things.
I guess no one of those creators care that much, same thing from the comments of those videos, all I see it's insults, Demonizing the users, and lumping everyone as a "Death cultist" that loves to see people CTB, I'm not gonna say that's not the case, but almost everyone is speaking like that's the only purpose of this site and nothing else, when that's not even the case.
 
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Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
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These commentary youtubers have to know what they're doing is wrong, right? For one, so blatantly exposing people on here with full usernames is unfair knowing our mental states and the nature of online harassment. But beyond that, they think this site shouldn't exist, so WHY are they making it so easy to find for new people? They don't care. Normies don't and can't possibly care or understand. They get more views for covering such a taboo topic and get more money. Now, with his and Internet Investigator both making videos recently, I only foresee there being more. This site will be mainstream discussion very soon. Fuckkkkkkk.
I dont think I can watch his videos anymore. I don't know why I didn't think about it sooner but he is just picking on vulnerable people in almost every video, justified or not. Really opened my eyes...
 
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EmoGirl

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Rawr X3 Will You Share A Coffin With Me
Feb 9, 2026
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God damnit 😭

I guess no one of those creators care that much, same thing from the comments of those videos, all I see it's insults, Demonizing the users, and lumping everyone as a "Death cultist" that loves to see people CTB, I'm not gonna say that's not the case, but almost everyone is speaking like that's the only purpose of this site and nothing else, when that's not even the case.
It's pretty funny considering his fanbase is like toxic as fuck, half of the stuff he complains about applies to his fanbase.
 
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