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crossingtheriver

crossingtheriver

Member
Jun 11, 2026
47
I have plans to acquire SN, once I have it, I want to go to someplace to do CTB rather than at home. Is this something commonly discussed here? People already do this or this is just my dumb idea that I should not pursue.

The reason I do not want to do CTB at home is I do not want to give the satisfaction to my relatives that I died as failure. And I think it would be too much for my parents to handle if I CTB at home, I want to spare them that trouble. I'd rather go somewhere, CTB and send out prior scheduled messages to my parents.

9please share any resource within SaSU regarding this if you have )
 
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HNR_

Close to a new start...or just meet my end
May 21, 2026
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Not a dumb idea at all, it's been discussed here quite a lot as well

People tend to go to hotels to CTB in cases like these, it's also what I'd like to do if I could
 
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Casoperso

hikikomori
Mar 31, 2025
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I have plans to acquire SN, once I have it, I want to go to someplace to do CTB rather than at home. Is this something commonly discussed here? People already do this or this is just my dumb idea that I should not pursue.

The reason I do not want to do CTB at home is I do not want to give the satisfaction to my relatives that I died as failure. And I think it would be too much for my parents to handle if I CTB at home, I want to spare them that trouble. I'd rather go somewhere, CTB and send out prior scheduled messages to my parents.

9please share any resource within SaSU regarding this if you have )
I don't understand your point. Actually, if you CTB in a foreign country, it will cause more trouble for your relatives. For example, it will be harder and more expensive for them to get your body back.
 
tonicer

tonicer

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2025
450
My plan is that after my parents die i take my part of the inheritance and travel to places i always wanted to see but never had the cash to afford it and end it there.
 
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crossingtheriver

crossingtheriver

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Jun 11, 2026
47
I don't understand your point. Actually, if you CTB in a foreign country, it will cause more trouble for your relatives. For example, it will be harder and more expensive for them to get your body back.
I mean not specifically foreign country, or but even in my own country, I do not want anyone to get my body. I just want to disappear.
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

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Jan 11, 2026
341
If changing the location reduces the chances of success then it's better not to do it. They won't be satisfied. They will have to transport the one who CTBed and possibly talk to the police then arrange this and that - basic stuff. If there's evidence (video, text messages) that they told you to CTB I think they will be held responsible before the law.
 

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