took 100 40mg propranolol

[savoytruffle]

i hit my own mother in a fit of rage. my beloved fucking mum who i love to the moon and back who is breaking her back to support this waste of oxygen. I took 2 boxes of propranolol and I didn't expect it to go like that, i had a plan of acquiring SN going to the woods to listen to some Beatles and take in the last moments. Instead im lying in my bed in the same room the same everything. whatever

i don't hope i KNOW she'll be better off with me gone. i wish i was born a mindless ape 100000 years ago. i hope this works. ill take a few xanax to sleep

 

[woknows]

If I were you, I would reconsider and go throw up if necessary.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for peaceful sleep.

 

[savoytruffle]

it didn't work and i vomited. been in bed for a day now feeling like shit. i think for the best didnt work, would have been a terrible way to go