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realjunes

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Oct 1, 2019
730
Smoke away darling, you are free to do whatever you wish.
 
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Dripping

Member
Nov 17, 2019
49
Will be here all night with you , please don't be afraid
 
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pandora

Member
Sep 21, 2019
36
How are you doing, @metalchic_74 ?
 
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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
Damn, I don't want another metal fan to die . I'm here for you too hun ❤️
 
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metalchic_74

metalchic_74

Gone Girl
Oct 26, 2019
260
Just took 2 Ibuprofen
30 more minutes
I'm actually feeling really calm
How are you doing, @metalchic_74 ?
I'm doing good 30 more minutes
 
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realjunes

Warlock
Oct 1, 2019
730
Just took 2 Ibuprofen
30 more minutes
I'm actually feeling really calm
Reading posts, the entire world round, all time zones are here for you whatever you do. I am in US, and it is 8:35 pm here, so I will stay with you.
 
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metalchic_74

metalchic_74

Gone Girl
Oct 26, 2019
260
Maybe you should wait until your parents are gone longer, if they call 911, you'll be "saved" and fucked over by the system. And be VERY sure you don't want to live anymore. There's no going back ♥

I've been listening to that song almost daily since the incident happened that made me suicidal. Such an amazing and relatable song
My parents are sleeping upstairs they won't hear me
 
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pandora

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Sep 21, 2019
36
I'm glad you are feeling calm. :-)
 
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metalchic_74

Gone Girl
Oct 26, 2019
260
Are you smoking any other than cigarettes. I may have a joint or 2 in my last few hours.
I'm here and it seems many others as well. You got friends and lots of love around you.
I've never felt so much love in my life ya'll ROCK!!!!!
How old are you brave soul?
45 forever :heart:
15 more minutes
 
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pandora

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Sep 21, 2019
36
I've never felt so much love in my life ya'll ROCK!!!!!

45 forever :heart:
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We're close to the same age, and have similar music tastes. I'll think of you whenever I hear Metallica.
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
I've never felt so much love in my life ya'll ROCK!!!!!

45 forever :heart:
15 more minutes
It's amazing that people who never were appreciated in life are appreciated in death. It's solemnly joyous.

(Not saying you weren't appreciated.)
 
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metalchic_74

Gone Girl
Oct 26, 2019
260
One more cigarette be right back to mix the SN
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
We are here with you.
We will support you in whatever you decide to do.

:heart:
 
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AnxiouslyDepressed

AnxiouslyDepressed

Stuck- the guilt of leaving or the pain of staying
Nov 8, 2019
149
Came to this thread late but sending you peace, love and best wishes, i will be joining you very soon
 
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catbirb

catbirb

dysfunctional
Nov 15, 2019
4
Metalhead here too, I like Lamb of God. Thanks for sharing those songs, I have listened to them all. Following your thread last night and I am happy I managed to wake up early enough to be able to bid you goodbye. Farewell metalchic_74 :heart:wishing you all the best in the path choose to take, you have been very brave.
 
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MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
Just because there are a lot of us cheering you on, don't let us pressure you. We're just here for support, whatever the ultimate outcome. We love you whatever tonight holds in store. We'll chat all night about metal or we'll just hang out and bid you safe passage. We are here to serve.
 
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metalchic_74

metalchic_74

Gone Girl
Oct 26, 2019
260
It's time my beautiful friends :heart: I can't wait to fall in the arms of Jesus
Drinking now..
I'm staying here with ya'll till I fall asleep forever..
 
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pandora

Member
Sep 21, 2019
36
It's time my beautiful friends :heart: I can't wait to fall in the arms of Jesus
Drinking now..
I'm staying here with ya'll till I fall asleep forever..
Wishing you safe and peaceful travels. I'll stay on as long as you are still posting.
 
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CozyTime

CozyTime

Death should be a free choice
Feb 16, 2019
54
I wish you nothing but the best in your journey to the other side.
 
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Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
Saw this thread late as well, glad you're feeling peaceful.
 
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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
It's time my beautiful friends :heart: I can't wait to fall in the arms of Jesus
Drinking now..
I'm staying here with ya'll till I fall asleep forever..
What brand did you use? May it be painless...much love ♥️
 
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MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
It's time my beautiful friends :heart: I can't wait to fall in the arms of Jesus
Drinking now..
I'm staying here with ya'll till I fall asleep forever..
Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your journey. Go with God.
 
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Essence

Essence

Nothingness is the beginning of Everything.
Nov 7, 2019
203
I love Metallica. I am similar age to you @metalchic_74. 'One' always stuck with me. The video, the song itself, the words. For it's time, it was quite disturbing, the content and video work. Fabulous song. Thinking of you my friend :heart:
 
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Dubs

Dubs

I exist without my consent.
Aug 16, 2018
176
Unfortunately I never got to chat with you, best of luck.
 
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metalchic_74

metalchic_74

Gone Girl
Oct 26, 2019
260
Heart is beating fast feeling dizzy gonna lay down
 
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