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[bigj75]

best wishes. Peace be with you.

 

[SpecialK]

Requiescat in pace, may the eternal peace be with you.

 

[metalchic_74]

I just took 2 mg of Ativan to calm my nerves. I was outside smoking a cigarette praying to God to forgive me and save my soul

 

[SinisterKid]

There is nothing to forgive. You are hurting and want it to stop. Dont be too hard on yourself.

 

[Wayfaerer]

I don't know about vomiting but as long as you keep most of it down you should be good. I think it would be wise to rent a hotel room if you are able to come up with an excuse as to why you're absent in the night. As far as hell goes, I would seriously not worry about it.

 

[metalchic_74]

I don't know about vomiting but as long as you keep most of it down you should be good. I think it would be wise to rent a hotel room if you are able to come up with an excuse as to why you're absent in the night. As far as hell goes, I would seriously not worry about it.

Unfortunately a hotel is not an option. I don't have a car I'm completely dependent on my parents. We live in a very rural area we don't even have Uber

 

[jgm63]

We are here for you.
Whatever you decide, it's going to be okay....

 

[Meant2Die]

You are beautiful, you are strong, you can do this. You're helping yourself bring end to your mystery. You are brave. All is forgiven, there is no judgement. You will be fine.

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

Good Morning
Is it normal to start second guessing?
I'm not afraid to CTB I'm scared of the unknown.
What if I vomit?
What if my parents hear me?
Will I go to Hell?
Should I wait till I'm alone?
I know I will not call for help I hate hospitals
What if Quetiapine isn't strong enough of antiemetic
I got to do this!!!

I ask that ya'll be with me here every step until it's time to go!
I'll start my fast this afternoon
I plan on laying down on my bedroom floor so I don't make any noise. I will have extra cup ready in case I vomit

Hell was never actually In the bible the way you think. Purely mistranslated in the Old testament, and fabrication in the new.

"The Old Testament uses the word "hell" 31 times and each time in the Hebrew it is Sheol. While our English word hell seems to refer to a place of eternal torment, the Old Testament word for hell, Sheol, is not. It simply refers to the grave or the abiding place of the dead. It is not particularly a place of eternal punishment for the wicked as hell is mentioned in the New Testament, however it does appear that Sheol was divided into two different sections; one for the departed wicked and one for the righteous dead"

Dante, a poet, Wrote his "inferno" 600 years after Jesus died, and the pope basically put it into the new testament. Its Complete trash, there have been 2 mass re-writings of the bible to suit the churches purpose, or a kings. how anyone can believe a book with so many stolen things from ancient religions, built by killing anyone who believes anything else, and completely fabricated by men? Because it solves our fear of the unknown. If you believe hard enough, it isnt unknown anymore right? and that is hard to give up. Organized Religion, like organized crime, preys on the fearful and naive.

I will say though, Jesus as a character was a bad ass killer. He kills no less than 3 people in the bible, including a king who he stabs with his left hand (they used the left hand to wipe because the right was used to eat. Old school sanitary method before toilet paper, when they would mostly use rough cloth that had holes. This is why left handed people were seen in such a bad light, and why shaking with your left is "Bad luck")

 

[TowerUpright]

Wish I could have known you better. Already have Eastern Time zone in common in the US and were in the same age cohort. I sincerely wish you a peaceful journey. Be brave, whatever you decide.

 

[metalchic_74]

Hell was never actually In the bible the way you think. Purely mistranslated in the Old testament, and fabrication in the new.

"The Old Testament uses the word "hell" 31 times and each time in the Hebrew it is Sheol. While our English word hell seems to refer to a place of eternal torment, the Old Testament word for hell, Sheol, is not. It simply refers to the grave or the abiding place of the dead. It is not particularly a place of eternal punishment for the wicked as hell is mentioned in the New Testament, however it does appear that Sheol was divided into two different sections; one for the departed wicked and one for the righteous dead"

Dante, a poet, Wrote his "inferno" 600 years after Jesus died, and the pope basically put it into the new testament. Its Complete trash, there have been 2 mass re-writings of the bible to suit the churches purpose, or a kings. how anyone can believe a book with so many stolen things from ancient religions, built by killing anyone who believes anything else, and completely fabricated by men? Because it solves our fear of the unknown. If you believe hard enough, it isnt unknown anymore right? and that is hard to give up. Organized Religion, like organized crime, preys on the fearful and naive.

I will say though, Jesus as a character was a bad ass killer. He kills no less than 3 people in the bible, including a king who he stabs with his left hand (they used the left hand to wipe because the right was used to eat. Old school sanitary method before toilet paper, when they would mostly use rough cloth that had holes. This is why left handed people were seen in such a bad light, and why shaking with your left is "Bad luck")

I made my peace with him he knows my heart

 

[LMLN]

I just took 2 mg of Ativan to calm my nerves. I was outside smoking a cigarette praying to God to forgive me and save my soul

He forgives you . Thats why He died for you. Remember that. ❤

 

[metalchic_74]

Does anybody know how to delete cookies and history off an iPhone? I'll wait till after I've said my final goodbye. I'm sooo overwhelmed with all the warm wishes. I'm so grateful that ya'll stand with me and support me. Thank you everyone

He forgives you . Thats why He died for you. Remember that. ❤

I can't wait to see his beautiful face :)

 

[realjunes]

Does anybody know how to delete cookies and history off an iPhone? I'll wait till after I've said my final goodbye. I'm sooo overwhelmed with all the warm wishes. I'm so grateful that ya'll stand with me and support me. Thank you everyone

I can't wait to see his beautiful face :)

I don't know about iPhones, only had androids. But it may be easier, and more thorough, to "factory reset" your phone which wipes out everything. Here is just one article about that. https://www.macworld.co.uk/how-to/iphone/reset-iphone-3596892/
I hope to be with you in spirit today.

 

[Dripping]

hello metalchic,
i've been readingthis forum for 3 months but i took you at hart and wanted to say peace end godspeed.
please dont' be afraid, you are going to experiment the biggest mistery of the life.

 

[Darkhaven]

Remember His words back in Genesis:
"By the sweat of your brow you will eat your food until you return to the ground, since from it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you will return."
That is the punishment God gave Adam and Eve for their sin.
Why would we suffer a worse fate than them, by going to hell and suffering an eternal punishment?
We are sinners because they sinned.
We are imperfect because they lost perfection.
And so it goes.
There is no reason for eternal punishment for us just as there wasn't for them.
They were also vcitims of another being.
And that one, the one who started all of this mess, is set for eternal punishment. The scriptures are clear on this matter.

 

[Dripping]

probably you should microwawe the phone, it is the only garantee of privacy

 

[metalchic_74]

I don't know about iPhones, only had androids. But it may be easier, and more thorough, to "factory reset" your phone which wipes out everything. Here is just one article about that. https://www.macworld.co.uk/how-to/iphone/reset-iphone-3596892/
I hope to be with you in spirit today.

Thank you

probably you should microwawe the phone, it is the only garantee of privacy

Lol
I'm feeling really fucked up on this Ativan maybe I should've just taken one lol

 

[SpecialK]

I don't know about iPhones, only had androids. But it may be easier, and more thorough, to "factory reset" your phone which wipes out everything. Here is just one article about that. https://www.macworld.co.uk/how-to/iphone/reset-iphone-3596892/
I hope to be with you in spirit today.

Same. I don't know about iPhones. Only Androids.

And I know that I will delete my entire phone memory and cache like a brand new phone.

 

[realjunes]

Not sure what language this is lol but Thank you

Not sure what language this is lol but Thank you

That is Italian translation -
Friend, my stepmother is preparing a roast beef for dinner. I will starve ugh
One of my favorite songs ❤ Whatever decision you make tonight, we'll be with you ... I wish you to realize your desires, we'll be with you

Remember His words back in Genesis:
"By the sweat of your brow you will eat your food until you return to the ground, since from it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you will return."
That is the punishment God gave Adam and Eve for their sin.
Why would we suffer a worse fate than them, by going to hell and suffering an eternal punishment?
We are sinners because they sinned.
We are imperfect because they lost perfection.
And so it goes.
There is no reason for eternal punishment for us just as there wasn't for them.
They were also vcitims of another being.
And that one, the one who started all of this mess, is set for eternal punishment. The scriptures are clear on this matter.

Thank you so much Darkhaven. The things you write are so important, to help people to think through the crazy superstitions handed down through the ages, to make people fearful. You are doing an enormous favor. No one has to believe what you say, they can believe what they wish, but I like to read this kind of information, to nourish the few brain cells still working, and it makes me feel b

Same. I don't know about iPhones. Only Androids.

And I know that I will delete my entire phone memory and cache like a brand new phone.

And if you have a laptop, factory reset it too.

 

[Hollow men]

I see you're a religious person
"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away" Revelations 21:4

 

[Alec]

I'll sending you all the love!!! Please remember, you don't have to feel alone, there are many with you, and me I'm with you. There most likely will even be someone at the exact same moment as you choosing to leave this world somewhere on this planet. And know that many have do t it before and many will follow you, you are not alone, we are not alone! Stay stronger whatever you choose to do, and remember if you decide not to do it today, it's ok to wait, it's alright, it's your life - you can do whatever you want. Wait for the time it will feel right and you'll feel ready. Or maybe you'll decide not to do it at all, again it's your choice and is only up to you, but remember you have every right to make every choice, whichever it will be, it's your body, it's your life. I love you forever, and I'm with you!

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I wish you the best.

 

[passenger27]

I wish you peace, in mind and spirit, whether it's in some other place than this or here with us tomorrow, metalchic.

If you get too stressed about this or something doesn't feel right, you can always step back now and re plan things. None of us would blame you, don't feel pressured.

If you're cool with everything though, look for my girlfriend & me on the other side next week, if things go right

 

[metalchic_74]

Remember His words back in Genesis:
"By the sweat of your brow you will eat your food until you return to the ground, since from it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you will return."
That is the punishment God gave Adam and Eve for their sin.
Why would we suffer a worse fate than them, by going to hell and suffering an eternal punishment?
We are sinners because they sinned.
We are imperfect because they lost perfection.
And so it goes.
There is no reason for eternal punishment for us just as there wasn't for them.
They were also vcitims of another being.
And that one, the one who started all of this mess, is set for eternal punishment. The scriptures are clear on this matter.

Yes you are absolutely right

I wish you peace, in mind and spirit, whether it's in some other place than this or here with us tomorrow, metalchic.

If you get too stressed about this or something doesn't feel right, you can always step back now and re plan things. None of us would blame you, don't feel pressured.

If you're cool with everything though, look for my girlfriend & me on the other side next week, if things go right

Same to you my friend

I wish you the best.

Metallica has always been my favorite band. I remember watching the video "one" on MTV I was 13 always will forever be a Metalchic

 

[Darkhaven]

It's getting late over here.
I won't be around to acompany you, so i will say my farewells even though i have hope that you will call this out and stay with us a while longer... =)
However if you really decide to go through with things, then i would like to express my deppest wishes of a very calm and peaceful departure, may it be quick and smooth like falling asleep after a tiresome day.
You are very dear to all of us and you will never be forgotten! ❤

 

[metalchic_74]

It's getting late over here.
I won't be around to acompany you, so i will say my farewells even though i have hope that you will call this out and stay with us a while longer... =)
However if you really decide to go through with things, then i would like to express my deppest wishes of a very calm and peaceful departure, may it be quick and smooth like falling asleep after a tiresome day.
You are very dear to all of us and you will never be forgotten! ❤

Goodnight Darkhaven see you on the other side

 

[jgm63]

We're still here with you....

 

[Throwawaysoul]

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[FTL.Wanderer]

I'm late but sending shiploads of moral support... Here to listen or talk if you'd like.