Tonight ( SN )

[pandora]

I'm on the west coast, so I'll be here with you until it's time for you to go. Peaceful travels.

 

[truthseeker]

I wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[Essence]

It's afternoon where I am...I am here @metalchic_74

 

[metalchic_74]

About 3 more hours or sooner. Waiting till my parents are asleep. I know most of ya'll overseas are sleeping. But we are all together in spirit. I've been spending my last hours listening to my favorite Metal songs, smoking a ton of cigarettes lol. I'll keep every one updated as it gets closer

 

[Thisisjustadream]

Rock on

 

[Essence]

About 3 more hours or sooner. Waiting till my parents are asleep. I know most of ya'll overseas are sleeping. But we are all together in spirit. I've been spending my last hours listening to my favorite Metal songs, smoking a ton of cigarettes lol. I'll keep every one updated as it gets closer

We are all connected in this realm and the next. Enjoy those cigs

 

[realjunes]

About 3 more hours or sooner. Waiting till my parents are asleep. I know most of ya'll overseas are sleeping. But we are all together in spirit. I've been spending my last hours listening to my favorite Metal songs, smoking a ton of cigarettes lol. I'll keep every one updated as it gets closer

7:20 pm here, so wide awake for you.

 

[pandora]

You inspired me to set up a Metallica (etc) station on my Spotify. :-)

 

[howard]

About 3 more hours or sooner. Waiting till my parents are asleep. I know most of ya'll overseas are sleeping. But we are all together in spirit. I've been spending my last hours listening to my favorite Metal songs, smoking a ton of cigarettes lol. I'll keep every one updated as it gets closer

Hi, I'm in uk it's late but I'm awake. Cannot sleep much.
I'll be with you all the way whatever you do.
Sounds like your making best of last time
Who's your favourite metal band, mine was the scorpions.
Keep cool, love and hugs to yoy4

 

[Dripping]

I'm here from italy to support ya. with all my love.

 

[WhiteDespair]

Best wishes and safe travels! May we meet again under more favorable circumstances!

 

[metalchic_74]

You inspired me to set up a Metallica (etc) station on my Spotify. :-)

And Justice for All is my favorite album

 

[Passersby]

You are very brave metal chic, I will be here for you. Remember you can always back out too if you are unsure.

 

[metalchic_74]

Hi, I'm in uk it's late but I'm awake. Cannot sleep much.
I'll be with you all the way whatever you do.
Sounds like your making best of last time
Who's your favourite metal band, mine was the scorpions.
Keep cool, love and hugs to yoy4

Aww thank you

And Justice for All is my favorite album

 

[howard]

Aww thank you

You've great taste.
How you feeling now?

 

[I’vehadenough]

Maybe you should wait until your parents are gone longer, if they call 911, you'll be "saved" and fucked over by the system. And be VERY sure you don't want to live anymore. There's no going back

Aww thank you

I've been listening to that song almost daily since the incident happened that made me suicidal. Such an amazing and relatable song

 

[Moony21]

Safe travels

 

[howard]

You've great taste.
How you feeling now?

I just read the lyrics to one, they are so apt. I never knew much Metallica, but most others was into.
separate- I have to agree with ivejusthadenough in that you need to be 100% and have exhausted all other options. The one way ticket is serious.
With parents near! Think think think...
However me and others are all here with you. X

 

[realjunes]

Thank you I plan to take around 27g

Did you already mix it with water? How much water did you need for 27g? Are you okay with the ativan still?

 

[Ark]

Wishing you peace and happiness. I know it's been said many times but, remember it is your choice. Do not feel pressured in any direction for any reason. If you decide this isn't the right time everyone is still here for you and I am always willing to talk.

 

[metalchic_74]

You've great taste.
How you feeling now?

My parents just went to bed feeling fine less anxious the Ativan helped
Hey do any of ya'll know anything about cannabis oil? I read it has antiemetic effects

 

[howard]

My parents just went to bed feeling fine less anxious the Ativan helped
Hey do any of ya'll know anything about cannabis oil? I read it has antiemetic effects

Good, keep cool. For mine soon I've got propanapol and maybe use some promazine as well for anxiety. Do you Have any tv or films on to help, I always need a screen on near me, it's my companion since my wife died a few years ago.
Are you sleepy?

 

[Dripping]

I've red it in multiple sclerosis patient. you should consider that it will rise up your appetite so be wise.
how old are you?

 

[metalchic_74]

Good, keep cool. For mine soon I've got propanapol and maybe use some promazine as well for anxiety. Have any tv or films on to help, I always need a screen on near me, it's my companion since my wife died a few years ago.
Are you sleepy?

I've been listening to my favorite music. No I'm not sleepy yet lol

 

[Ark]

I used CBD oil for a bit. It is amazing for a lot of things. It helped me with pain, nausea, sleeping, and more. No idea if it would help or hinder anything else your taking though. When I was diagnosed a few month's ago I was put on several other medications and I used CBD with them with no adverse side effects. No idea about with SN or AE's or anything though. I have since stopped all my meds though. Can't stand how pain meds make me feel. Rather feel the pain.

 

[metalchic_74]

Ok guys just took my Quetiapine
I'll take Tagamet in 30 minutes

 

[pandora]

We're here for you. Keeping the music going?

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

About 3 more hours or sooner. Waiting till my parents are asleep. I know most of ya'll overseas are sleeping. But we are all together in spirit. I've been spending my last hours listening to my favorite Metal songs, smoking a ton of cigarettes lol. I'll keep every one updated as it gets closer

Checking in. I'll smoke one for you, as well. As for your iPhone, you can set the pin to something nobody will guess and turn off Face ID or Touch ID. Then you can set it to erase after ten failed attempts. The phone is encrypted. Without that pin, they won't get access. That way you can use it until the last moment. You'll want to delete any backups you have in iTunes on a pc or Mac. Pm me if you have any questions.

 

[metalchic_74]

Checking in. I'll smoke one for you, as well. As for your iPhone, you can set the pin to something nobody will guess and turn off Face ID or Touch ID. Then you can set it to erase after ten failed attempts. The phone is encrypted. Without that pin, they won't get access. That way you can use it until the last moment. You'll want to delete any backups you have in iTunes on a pc or Mac. Pm me if you have any questions.

I'm going to smoke again now lol

 

[Meant2Die]

Proud of you. You're doing great. Will be here all night with you.