Tomorrow is my day (Charcoal)

[ungewiss]

Tomorrow will be my day, I chose the charcoal method.

1. Small bathroom with 6m³.
2. 5kg of premium lump charcoal, big BBQ grill, 3x charcoal starter.
I think I'll use 3kg minimum.
3. Prepared all warning signs.
4. Wrote suicide notes for my family.
5. Insulation tape.
6. 3-4x diphenhydramine 50mg

Bathroom is already sealed as much as I can beforehand (last sealing tomorrow from the inside).
I'll lit up the charcoal in my kitchen (windows open, neighbours don't care), and if it's white/grey and not smoking anymore, I'll bring all charcoal inside my bathroom (bbq grill prepared), take my diphenhydramine pills and seal the door from the inside.
No test runs, no ppm tester, no alcohol.

Anything I missed?
I triple checked everything.
3kg should be enough charcoal?!

 

[Jrmull1993]

@locked*n*loaded is a knowledge source when it comes to this method, so hopefully he'll have a chance to chime in, but either way, I'd like to wish you the best of luck.

I hope you find your eternal peace.

 

[befree]

There is one point that makes me think. Will you be in the kitchen all the time ? What if you inhale too much CO already in the kitchen and pass out ? The amount of CO inhaled in the kitchen might be enough to make you unconscious, but not enough to kill you. Maybe you won't be able to bring the BBQ into the bathroom then. What if you survive with permanent brain damage ?

 

[ungewiss]

There is one point that makes me think. Will you be in the kitchen all the time ? What if you inhale too much CO already in the kitchen and pass out ? The amount of CO inhaled in the kitchen might be enough to make you unconscious, but not enough to kill you. What if you survive with permanent brain damage ?

No, I'll be in another room with open windows. I know the charcoals will be ready in approx. 25-30 minutes with my charcoal starters, should be fine.

 

[befree]

Ok. Hopefully the room you're waiting in is sealed. Hold your breath when you bring the BBQ from the kitchen to the bathroom.
Good luck and find peace.

 

[hellispink]

It sounds well thought and planned. I might do this one if sn for some reason doesn't work. Sounds like a nice option for me. Wishing you the best luck. Make sure no one enters to interrupt by any circumstances. 3-4hrs minimum or longer of alone time. Best.

 

[ungewiss]

I'll do it in 6-7 hrs and will update my thread when my BBQ is inside the bathroom.
It is so liberating that all this will soon come to an end.

 

[Specific_Milk]

@ungewiss THAT DOES SOUND LIBERATING !!! eternal peace is awaiting you !!! gosh am I envious XD I'm planning to ctb soon so I'll see you on the other side!! also are you planning to listen to music during the process? if so what are your top picks?

 

[nico1420]

Whish You luck friend, i am, as many of us, waiting for a chance to leave this world, hope that You have safe travels

 

[Forever Sleep]

I wish you a peaceful journey and freedom.

 

[Euthanza]

Good luck, I wish peace be upon you

 

[ungewiss]

Just a few hours left. I feel absolutely nothing rn. Guess thats a good sign.

 

[Someone123]

Won't the smoking charcoal set off smoke alarms at first? With this method I thought that people usually light it outside and only bring it inside once it stops smoking.

 

[ungewiss]

No smoke alarms, they are all dismantled.
Vegetable oil and kitchen paper to lit the charcoal with little to no smoke.

 

[Someone123]

No smoke alarms, they are all dismantled.
Vegetable oil and kitchen paper to lit the charcoal with little to no smoke.

If you're in a house this should be ok. If youy are in apartment or condo building possibly some air circulation could set off someone else's alarm?

 

[Specific_Milk]

For how long will you be conscious for? I hope you will feel serene throughout the process! Best of wishes!

 

[Specific_Milk]

@ungewiss just went inactive. I think they went.... may they find everlasting peace.

 

[ungewiss]

I'm sittijf in my bathroom rn goodbye

 

[Specific_Milk]

I'm sittijf in my bathroom rn goodbye

I WISH YOU THE BEST!!!!!! SENDING MUCH LOVE

 

[atonofdespair24]

I'm sittijf in my bathroom rn goodbye

Safe travels.

 

[Shivali]

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I wish you freedom from suffering.

 

[farakini]

I wish for you pure peace and happiness and that you get everything you ever wanted on the other side.

 

[Tiberius85]

I hope all has worked out as you wished and prepared for.

 

[theboy]

Fly high, friend. Wherever you are

 

[DreamSurfer]

I hope you found your peace and an end to your suffering. Surf freely!

 

[MessedUp.]

Find peace my love.....

 

[Someone123]

This seems like a very solid plan and just as peaceful as N, without the cost and trouble of getting what you need. Of course it won't work in most apartments, condos, or hotels- you need a house- or a car. It seems that this person was able to find peace in a peaceful way.

 

[Finding Sirius]

I wish you are safe journey to the other side.

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

I hope you are at peace now fellow sufferer, or will shortly find peace. I can't wait to join you shortly