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laeloth

laeloth

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Nov 24, 2020
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Today was the day I was going to leave. Fast 24 hours, I took 3 hours ago nolotil + a 5mg diazepam. And finally I fell asleep. Now I don't have time to prepare everything without being disturbed. I will have to wait for next week. God, I didn't sleep at all tonight thinking that today was the day, in the morning I was convinced. Damn, it's not that easy.
 
virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
317
I'm sorry that things didn't work out as you'd planned. But I'm happy that you're still with us. Maybe this will give you time to think things out. For now, rest and be easy on yourself.
 
laeloth

laeloth

Member
Nov 24, 2020
97
There's no easy way out at all but luckily, one day will be the day.
Yes, but it costs more than it seems :(
I'm sorry that things didn't work out as you'd planned. But I'm happy that you're still with us. Maybe this will give you time to think things out. For now, rest and be easy on yourself.
Thank you very much from the heart
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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You are such a loving and kind peson, one can tell that by your post. I really wish you all the love and support in the world and I am the same as far as no sleep. I love and care for you and only want the best for you. Walter :heart::heart::hug::hug:
 
laeloth

laeloth

Member
Nov 24, 2020
97
You are such a loving and kind peson, one can tell that by your post. I really wish you all the love and support in the world and I am the same as far as no sleep. I love and care for you and only want the best for you. Walter :heart::heart::hug::hug:
Thank you, also brother, all I want is to sleep forever and if, by chance, there is a better afterlife, wake up there.
 
Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
Even space shuttle launches are postponed. (Yeah I grew up with the space shuttle. Sue me.)
 
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laeloth

laeloth

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Nov 24, 2020
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Even space shuttle launches are postponed. (Yeah I grew up with the space shuttle. Sue me.)
xD It's true. Well the SN is still hidden, I have everything but no antiemetics and I just hope I don't suffer too much.
 

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