Venting Today was the day

[laeloth]

Today was the day I was going to leave. Fast 24 hours, I took 3 hours ago nolotil + a 5mg diazepam. And finally I fell asleep. Now I don't have time to prepare everything without being disturbed. I will have to wait for next week. God, I didn't sleep at all tonight thinking that today was the day, in the morning I was convinced. Damn, it's not that easy.

 

[WornOutLife]

There's no easy way out at all but luckily, one day will be the day.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I'm sorry that things didn't work out as you'd planned. But I'm happy that you're still with us. Maybe this will give you time to think things out. For now, rest and be easy on yourself.

 

[laeloth]

There's no easy way out at all but luckily, one day will be the day.

Yes, but it costs more than it seems :(

I'm sorry that things didn't work out as you'd planned. But I'm happy that you're still with us. Maybe this will give you time to think things out. For now, rest and be easy on yourself.

Thank you very much from the heart

 

[whywere]

You are such a loving and kind peson, one can tell that by your post. I really wish you all the love and support in the world and I am the same as far as no sleep. I love and care for you and only want the best for you. Walter

 

[laeloth]

You are such a loving and kind peson, one can tell that by your post. I really wish you all the love and support in the world and I am the same as far as no sleep. I love and care for you and only want the best for you. Walter

Thank you, also brother, all I want is to sleep forever and if, by chance, there is a better afterlife, wake up there.

 

[Thanatonaut]

Even space shuttle launches are postponed. (Yeah I grew up with the space shuttle. Sue me.)

 

[laeloth]

Even space shuttle launches are postponed. (Yeah I grew up with the space shuttle. Sue me.)

xD It's true. Well the SN is still hidden, I have everything but no antiemetics and I just hope I don't suffer too much.