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Liwujin

Liwujin

Spiked Cortisol
Apr 8, 2026
47
My mother took me out from a psych ward at the beginning of the month because she doesn't like hospitals and doesn't trust psychiatric care, she did it with the help of other family members. Anyways, I still intend to ctb but if I do it soon I know she will be destroyed by the guilt since she was the one who took me out in the first place. How much time should I wait to get my plan in motion again? I still have my rope. It's all a matter of executing it.
 
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崩れてゆく前に
Nov 24, 2025
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Hate to break it to ya but even if you wait a decade from that day, she'll still blame herself. Take it from someone who was left this way.
 

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