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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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If want thing tl wat do time travel go point befr injury damag change all event nothing hapn ino injuriy damage nothing, this befr still no good many illne depress etc many many still prfr befr injury damage me mean me still no want live befr injury damage but me me have able write have able do many now no thin ,this alll awful no method no time travel all imposbl this trap suffer suffer pain die, no joy no peace. Want back lovy time befr injury damage, want back wabt baci no want this no want time move no no no
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I wish time travel were possible for us all. I'm sorry you're suffering, I do hope you feel better...
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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It's got to be awful to have one specific event that ruined the rest of your life. I'm so sorry.

I think I would travel back to before I was born, give my parents a big hug but plead with them not to have me.
 
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notadaisy

already wilted
Feb 7, 2023
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im so sorry to hear what you are going through and have to go through. i have read your posts and you seem like a sweet soul to me. i do wish too we can just time travel to a time where everything was still better than now.. or when we can fix things up. sending you hugs CTB Dream
 
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Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
If I could travel back in time, I'd try to save my mother from breast cancer, then kill my own father afterwards. I always contributed him to being my main reason why I was miserable for the majority of my life (or at the very least after the point things were supposed to get better). I'd do it just to see how things play out of curiosity. I've always wondered what my life would be like if my mother was the second to pass away much later in life instead of my father.
 
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tystero

Member
Feb 11, 2023
25
Have you watched that movie "The Butterfly Effect"? Well the main character can time travel and there's a deleted scene where he went back to when he was inside his mother's womb and strangle his umbilical cord to off himself to make everyone happy.
I kinda like the idea.
Here the clip:
 
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Bardo

Arcanist
Jan 25, 2023
403
Here's some info re: apparently real time travel the U.S. government has engaged in since the 19402--all due to Nicola Tesla tech and another mathematician, John von Neumann. Listen to testimony of Al Bielek, who was part of the Philadelphia Experiment (aks/ Project Invisibility aka/ Project Rainbow) and Preston Nichols, who was in the Montauk Project.

www.youtube.com/@CHANNEL3X/videos
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,041
If want thing tl wat do time travel go point befr injury damag change all event nothing hapn ino injuriy damage nothing, this befr still no good many illne depress etc many many still prfr befr injury damage me mean me still no want live befr injury damage but me me have able write have able do many now no thin ,this alll awful no method no time travel all imposbl this trap suffer suffer pain die, no joy no peace. Want back lovy time befr injury damage, want back wabt baci no want this no want time move no no no
I feel so sorry for you. Your extreme pain is really palpable. You have one of the most horrible lives I read about in this forum. Life is so injust. You seem to be an intelligent, fully innocent person that got a brain damage which you absolutely did not deserve.

The notion of being unable to commit suicide and being unable to properly communicate about my suffering both scare the shit out of me.

Recently I watched a discussion of philosophers about antinatalism and in my point of view these people should listen more to people like you. They are not aware how deeply nighmarish and hellish life really can become.
 
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amijima

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Feb 15, 2023
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The notion of being unable to commit suicide and being unable to properly communicating about my suffering both scare the shit out of me.
100% agree. Death is the one thing no one can take from you, but being unable to choose and stuck for who knows how long is the one thing I truly fear.

My grandma has been in a wheelchair since she was 26. She is now in her 80s, barely able to move anything at all. This is just cruelty with no way out and no one cares, "we have to preserve human life at all cost" they say. I wouldn't wish this kind of life onto a worm. Witnessing her decay, over the last 20 years alone, is just... sickening.
 
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CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,797
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I wish time travel were possible for us all. I'm sorry you're suffering, I do hope you feel better...
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It's got to be awful to have one specific event that ruined the rest of your life. I'm so sorry.

I think I would travel back to before I was born, give my parents a big hug but plead with them not to have me.
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im so sorry to hear what you are going through and have to go through. i have read your posts and you seem like a sweet soul to me. i do wish too we can just time travel to a time where everything was still better than now.. or when we can fix things up. sending you hugs CTB Dream
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If I could travel back in time, I'd try to save my mother from breast cancer, then kill my own father afterwards. I always contributed him to being my main reason why I was miserable for the majority of my life (or at the very least after the point things were supposed to get better). I'd do it just to see how things play out of curiosity. I've always wondered what my life would be like if my mother was the second to pass away much later in life instead of my father.
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Have you watched that movie "The Butterfly Effect"? Well the main character can time travel and there's a deleted scene where he went back to when he was inside his mother's womb and strangle his umbilical cord to off himself to make everyone happy.
I kinda like the idea.
Here the clip:

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Here's some info re: apparently real time travel the U.S. government has engaged in since the 19402--all due to Nicola Tesla tech and another mathematician, John von Neumann. Listen to testimony of Al Bielek, who was part of the Philadelphia Experiment (aks/ Project Invisibility aka/ Project Rainbow) and Preston Nichols, who was in the Montauk Project.

www.youtube.com/@CHANNEL3X/videos
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I feel so sorry for you. Your extreme pain is really palpable. You have one of the most horrible lives I read about in this forum. Life is so injust. You seem to be an intelligent, fully innocent person that got a brain damage which you absolutely did not deserve.

The notion of being unable to commit suicide and being unable to properly communicate about my suffering both scare the shit out of me.

Recently I watched a discussion of philosophers about antinatalism and in my point of view these people should listen more to people like you. They are not aware how deeply nighmarish and hellish life really can become.
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100% agree. Death is the one thing no one can take from you, but being unable to choose and stuck for who knows how long is the one thing I truly fear.

My grandma has been in a wheelchair since she was 26. She is now in her 80s, barely able to move anything at all. This is just cruelty with no way out and no one cares, "we have to preserve human life at all cost" they say. I wouldn't wish this kind of life onto a worm. Witnessing her decay, over the last 20 years alone, is just... sickening.
V sry haph this prove life cruel human monster force sufferia no care no empath other ,this cruel life endle pain suffer, hug
 
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