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purplerapture

purplerapture

ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
Apr 10, 2023
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I'm bulimic and it got to a point where I was puking blood, the source is either from my stomach or esophagus. When I wanted to ctb in December, one of my crazy methods was puking as much blood as possible and it took like 5 hours to puke 1 liter of blood and stomach fluids.


Obviously that's a shit method because at some point I would've passed out. However thoughts on this as a long term way to kill me? if I just puke everything and get a decent amount of blood out everyday eventually I'll die or get a heart attack or something no?
bump because this might be the most deranged ctb in history :D
 
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