those bandages are looking really tempting

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i feel like ive been betrayed by my closest friend. im pissed. im frustrated. im sad. i know i shouldn't but i really wanna cut. i wish i didn't have work tonight, i don't wanna go. i just wanna lay in bed forever and rot.

my friend is a toxic, manipulating person. he caught feelings for this one woman in our server and when she rejected him and left, he crashed out and has been blowing up her dms for a month threatening suicide and accusing her of hurting him and making him out to be the villain. he constantly lies about her in our server. eventually i had enough and called him out and posted all their dms in the server and he banned me. i felt like he was my closest friend, and yet he switched up on me so fast. and so many other members did too. i feel awful. im glad to be gone from there, but at the same time i feel betrayed. like everyone around me is two faced.

i shouldn't but all i can think of now is cutting

 

[dewdfish]

You had such little control over the situation, and I don't think it was a bad idea to call him out at all. Having friends like that in your social circle is also a big issue because eventually you catch on those traits - speaking from experience. Nonetheless, I sympathize with your situation and if it comforts you in any way, you dodged a big bullet.

 

[Jadeith]

i know i shouldn't but i really wanna cut.

Just keep in mind that getting angry and frustrated is punishing yourself for sins of others. I know it's easy for me to just talk but please. Leave those arms alone. Do not punish yourself for sins of some asshole who failed your trust.

 

[difficvltmachineryy]

If you cut make your you have aid so you can care for yourself afterwards. I am so sorry. Sending love xoxo

If you cut make your you have aid so you can care for yourself afterwards. I am so sorry. Sending love xoxo

*make sure not YOUR ugh sorry for bad english