Leonard_Bangley39
Hate life but scared of death
- Nov 6, 2025
- 231
i feel like ive been betrayed by my closest friend. im pissed. im frustrated. im sad. i know i shouldn't but i really wanna cut. i wish i didn't have work tonight, i don't wanna go. i just wanna lay in bed forever and rot.
my friend is a toxic, manipulating person. he caught feelings for this one woman in our server and when she rejected him and left, he crashed out and has been blowing up her dms for a month threatening suicide and accusing her of hurting him and making him out to be the villain. he constantly lies about her in our server. eventually i had enough and called him out and posted all their dms in the server and he banned me. i felt like he was my closest friend, and yet he switched up on me so fast. and so many other members did too. i feel awful. im glad to be gone from there, but at the same time i feel betrayed. like everyone around me is two faced.
i shouldn't but all i can think of now is cutting
my friend is a toxic, manipulating person. he caught feelings for this one woman in our server and when she rejected him and left, he crashed out and has been blowing up her dms for a month threatening suicide and accusing her of hurting him and making him out to be the villain. he constantly lies about her in our server. eventually i had enough and called him out and posted all their dms in the server and he banned me. i felt like he was my closest friend, and yet he switched up on me so fast. and so many other members did too. i feel awful. im glad to be gone from there, but at the same time i feel betrayed. like everyone around me is two faced.
i shouldn't but all i can think of now is cutting
