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Love Ash Love

love you all <3
Mar 19, 2023
16
Honestly? It's been a little while since I was last here, and nothing really changed. I have friends, technically, but they're mostly off doing their own things. I can never get into contact with anyone, and I'm always hidden in my room, away from most other people. Except for my bro, I really have nobody, and not even my brother is someone I can go to about my problems. Nobody wants to listen to my issues. I'm just so isolated from humanity. All I really have to fall back on is sexuality but I'm so isolated that it just amounts to me being frustrated and honestly purposeless. I'm supposed to enjoy my youth, but there's not even much of anything to enjoy. Honestly, I'm down to chat about whatever.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,849
It's certainly true that you cannot rely on other people in this world. But I just think that overall, existing is dull, dreadful and tedious, we are all just waiting for death to come and existence is just a meaningless distraction from this fact.
 
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Love Ash Love

love you all <3
Mar 19, 2023
16
It's certainly true that you cannot rely on other people in this world. But I just think that overall, existing is dull, dreadful and tedious, we are all just waiting for death to come and existence is just a meaningless distraction from this fact.
Well, yeah, but I kinda wish I could go to the grave with the knowledge that I didn't fuck it up as bad as I did. I think that the weirdly intense importance I place on sex is probably the only thing really keeping me alive right now.
 
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feder

feder

I'm more scarred more scarred than my wrist is.
Apr 13, 2023
161
Honestly I feel the same all my friends are either online or we just don't see each other often. Its been like that for the last 3 years so im kinda used to it. I also have a bro but he is also depressed, so I don't wanna worsen the situation by talking to him about my problems as well. What do you mean all you fall back on is sexuality?
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
Honestly? It's been a little while since I was last here, and nothing really changed. I have friends, technically, but they're mostly off doing their own things. I can never get into contact with anyone, and I'm always hidden in my room, away from most other people. Except for my bro, I really have nobody, and not even my brother is someone I can go to about my problems. Nobody wants to listen to my issues. I'm just so isolated from humanity. All I really have to fall back on is sexuality but I'm so isolated that it just amounts to me being frustrated and honestly purposeless. I'm supposed to enjoy my youth, but there's not even much of anything to enjoy. Honestly, I'm down to chat about whatever.
i can relate to everything you've said here - it's unbelievably hard living in isolation </3

i have no friends, and live with my boyfriend who is only with me because he's got nowhere else to live.

i feel like i'm wasting the best years of my life - while i just work and sleep, everybody else my age is out enjoying the summer, drinking and partying, meeting up and talking.

is there any point continuing in life if there is nobody to share it with?
 

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