Discussion This is your last day. Who's the last person you speak to before you CTB?

[kilowatt]

Who do you think is gonna be the last person you speak to before you go and why?
Just curious on people's thoughts. For me it's gonna be my one and only friend that yet knows I'm going to CTB. He's like a safe/comfort person for me.

 

[アホペンギン]

The last person who I speak to will be the person who I love.

 

[NocturnILL]

The last person I'd say anything to will be my son

 

[Elmer]

The last person I'll talk to will probably be the hotel receptionist, but I'd prefer for it to be my partner

 

[ddn.ctb]

I hope I will be talking to the dozen or so people who have come to watch me hang.

 

[todeswunsch]

Never thought of it.
I don't plan to say goodbye or anything, I want to be lonely and will try to isolate myself as much as possible for some time before CTB.
I am by myself and have nothing left to say to anyone I believe

 

[kilowatt]

I hope I will be talking to the dozen or so people who have come to watch me hang.

What's your plan like? That sounds interesting

 

[ddn.ctb]

What's your plan like? That sounds interesting

Live moment with selected individuals

 

[lojogoeshome]

If I jump? Probably the person selling the ticket to the bridge I plan to jump from. If I decide CO W/ charcoal, I'll probably call my parents (I'm grown) to say bye.

 

[Golden]

The last person I'll talk to will probably be the hotel receptionist, but I'd prefer for it to be my partner

Likely the hotel receptionist for me too. Out of the people from my life, my closest friend if I decide to tell him beforehand, otherwise just which ever friend (or family member) I happen to meet last

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Nobody. Why would I need to announce my departure?

 

[drella]

no one, just automated messages going out

 

[IBM0000]

Well, maybe the siblings that I've sexually abused while young. I do owe them an explanation for their declining mental health, as they were most likely far too young to remember anything and instead secretly hate themselves for no fault of their own. Though as you would expect out of someone who's done something like that, I might not. I just don't want to face the backlash that this bit of information will cause and I love the current relationship I have with them as they are the reason for my will to live being this strong; I feel like I should be a part of their life and support them and helping with peacefully acknowledging the past and possibly getting over it. And, frankly, I am not capable enough to navigate that, if I was, I wouldn't be here in the first place.

 

[sad_rock]

Never thought of it.
I don't plan to say goodbye or anything, I want to be lonely and will try to isolate myself as much as possible for some time before CTB.
I am by myself and have nothing left to say to anyone I believe

same. i feel like talking to them will only bring more pain to others.

 

[Some place nice]

If the people I talk to answers back I would talk to my best friend. We've known each other for 7 years now. We were extremely close until he moved but we are still close.

 

[Kit1]

I don't think I will talk to anyone as I don't want anyone to suspect that something is wrong.

 

[annxietty]

Not talking, just messaging my mom to let her know that I love her. Im leaving notebooks with stuff written and stuff, kinda ridiculous I know but I want people that matter to understand... I guess... I told my psychiatrist I tried to die a couple of years ago and left a note, he was extremely interested on knowing who was the note addressed to... and I couldnt say... I just said "to everyone" ...Who was the note addressed to? I just know that all the anger that I had left my body, and just wanted to say "I love you" to a couple of people... Im angry but I dont know If I want my last words to be full of hate, well, not that it matters huh

 

[Dante72]

I probably would talk to my mom for like 1 hour or a bit more and after that I guess I just would CTB.

 

[heavyeyes]

My dad or my best friend

 

[stxrdustprincex]

i would talk to my bpd favourite person. we dated for a year and "broke up" a couple weeks ago, but it doesn't feel like a break up and they're still my emotional support person.

 

[hi-okbye]

probably my mom.
i'll say goodnight to her and tell her i love her for the last time before we go into our rooms. then after a few hours when i make sure she's asleep, i'll do it.

 

[not_here]

My cat. If anyone in my life deserved a goodbye, it would be him. He deserves to have that before I leave.

 

[ringo99]

Most likely no one. I might be tempted to change my mind and continue suffering

 

[february in alaska]

In person, I'm guessing it's going to be saying thank you to whoever is driving my bus that day or an uber driver or something, nothing significant. But I also plan on writing a goodbye thread, so hopefully I'll have people here in my last moments to talk to :')

 

[edu0z]

Me, Myself and Irene.

 

[Forever Sleep]

No one. By the time I feel ready to go, there will be pretty much no one anyway. I'm waiting for my Dad to go first. I haven't spoken on the phone to friends in years. Now and again, we might text. But- I wouldn't want them to have a final conversation to go over and over after the event as to whether they missed something that could have stopped me. I guess I would have to respond if someone texted me but- it would be brief.

 

[Kundalini Guy]

No one

 

[catmom23]

Who do you think is gonna be the last person you speak to before you go and why?
Just curious on people's thoughts. For me it's gonna be my one and only friend that yet knows I'm going to CTB. He's like a safe/comfort person for me.

I wouldn't talk to anybody because as cruel as it sounds, I have been told by multiple people that if I am going to kill myself, I have to make sure they aren't involved in any way, that they don't want to get in "trouble" because of me, and that I should CTB privately. I have been also called a burden for sharing heavy/dark topics with others, mostly about my emotions. I have no one..

 

[loopdaloop]

nobody (or a stranger), i'm planning to go AWOL

 

[3AM]

No-one