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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

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Dec 26, 2024
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This is so sad to me, but it makes sense because it's the only thing I have left of him. I thought something happened to my phone and messages for a few minutes and I broke down crying. I look at our text messages, and listen to his voice notes almost everyday. If something happens to this phone I would kill myself immediately because that's all I have left of him. They're the only thing I have left to look back at besides his pictures, which I could get from his sister but the messages, I couldn't replace those. I already have a lot of screenshots saved in my phone, but I'm worried about losing them😭. I almost had a heart attack!

And it reminds me of the time he came to see me and I started crying because he was about to leave, and I didn't want him to leave me. I was so attached to him, and I still am.
 
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LunarEc

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You should consider getting a usb stick and copying all the pictures and data that you have saved of him just in case you ever lose ur phone
 
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You should consider getting a usb stick and copying all the pictures and data that you have saved of him just in case you ever lose ur phone
Omg, I never considered that! Thank you!
 
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Omg, I never considered that! Thank you!
No problem just be careful with it, look up more on it so that you dont accidentally corrupt any files and what not lol.
 
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