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w4itingforthesun

w4itingforthesun

always sorry
Mar 20, 2026
18
i miss him i just want him back he said he loved me but he left in an instant and said he was done with me i've never hurt this bad before the only thing i want to do it end it i don't want to live like this anymore
 
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Secro

Secro

Life is a bitch.
Jul 6, 2026
84
There are certainly other people there who wouldn't leave you, but I don't want to talk you out of it; you know best what's good for you. Just try to think carefully about whether you really want to let such an asshole ruin your life.
 
girl_with_a_plan

girl_with_a_plan

Arcanist
Jan 11, 2024
469
I relate to this so much. I feel like all they do is use you and throw you away. Sending a hug. <3
 
w4itingforthesun

w4itingforthesun

always sorry
Mar 20, 2026
18
There are certainly other people there who wouldn't leave you, but I don't want to talk you out of it; you know best what's good for you. Just try to think carefully about whether you really want to let such an asshole ruin your life.
im the one who ruined my own life he left because of my stupid mistakes he was so forgiving and loved me and kept giving me chances over and over but this time i messed up so bad and he's going to be better off without me while im stuck without him i've wanted to go for a long time but now i lost my motivation i know that this life isn't for me
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
relatable. unfortunately, for me, even a year and a half later, and despite the fact i broke up with them, not the other way around.. still miss them so much.. i feel like i see specks of them in everybody else
 
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50/50

Member
Jul 9, 2026
33
relatable. unfortunately, for me, even a year and a half later, and despite the fact i broke up with them, not the other way around.. still miss them so much.. i feel like i see specks of them in everybody else
why did you break up then?
 
meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
why did you break up then?
it was pretty impulsive but the main reason was that 1, none of them were all that good at handling me, 2, they weren't super great to me, even in just their platitudes, 3, they all had their own mental problems and it would have been best for the remediation of those problems for me to just, not. 4, i was pretty clingy and generally i try not to cling on to things
 
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FoolsExpedition

FoolsExpedition

I Still Don't Know Where Everything Went
Nov 24, 2018
99
smirks00ts

smirks00ts

have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
88
I feel like this always..even tho I was just hanging out w some friends. I still miss them.so much. doesn't help i impulse saw their profiles a day ago snd it.still hurts
 

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