Venting Thinking of setting a date

[heydude56]

I always thought I'd just do it somewhat spontaneously since I have everything ready, but whenever I feel like I might do it I just keep chickening out.
I'm starting to think in order to actually get through with this, I'm gonna have to set an actual date and book a hotel room so that it gets harder to chicken out when the time comes

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Yeah I've been keeping it vague and all that does is keep me here. I keep thinking my misery will push me over the edge but when I feel worst I have the least willpower.