Method Think tonight's the night SN

[howard]

From everything I have read, it is a very peaceful and reliable way to CTB. SN I mean.

I hope so. I've lived in pain I dont want to die in it as well.

 

[howard]

Postponed for 48 hrs

 

[howard]

I've decided to go in style so am booked into a top hotel 5 stars next mon-wed . Going to max out my last credit card, do the regime and exit in luxury rather than this shit hole I live in. I'll be committed in many ways then and certainly will enjoy my 48 hrs regime.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Hope you have found or are finding peace.

 

[howard]

Hope you have found or are finding peace.

Thanks, I hope so too

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I'm sorry you've been up to this. Best wishes, I think of you

 

[howard]

I'm sorry you've been up to this. Best wishes, I think of you

Thanks, but I'm really quite excited. Hope you find peace too.

 

[Shivani]

I've decided to go in style so am booked into a top hotel 5 stars next mon-wed . Going to max out my last credit card, do the regime and exit in luxury rather than this shit hole I live in. I'll be committed in many ways then and certainly will enjoy my 48 hrs regime.

Wishing you strength and peace... hope you find your calm

 

[howard]

Wishing you strength and peace... hope you find your calm

Thank you Shivani. I too am bereaved, it is part of my pain and I so look forward to being with wife who died 3 years ago. I wish you peace also

 

[sala-samobójców.3]

I ve had enough. This isn't really on impulse as I've been on the verge for a few weeks. Coming up with a date just didnt work for me.
I haven't done the 48 hr. Last ate at 1800uk so looking to take stat dose meto at around midnight.
Plan to take propranolol and some rennies along with 120mg dihydrocodeine and some paracetamol.
25g sn in minimum of water at around 1am.
If I do this, I thank this forum for existing and for all the kind words said by many already.

If you don't read this is both bad and good news, so congratulations and anywhere you are, good luck and wish you find peace.
Hugs

 

[BPD_LE]

I've decided to go in style so am booked into a top hotel 5 stars next mon-wed . Going to max out my last credit card, do the regime and exit in luxury rather than this shit hole I live in. I'll be committed in many ways then and certainly will enjoy my 48 hrs regime.

I love this plan ❤

 

[puppy9]

I've decided to go in style so am booked into a top hotel 5 stars next mon-wed . Going to max out my last credit card, do the regime and exit in luxury rather than this shit hole I live in. I'll be committed in many ways then and certainly will enjoy my 48 hrs regime.

Damn that's the way to go. You're my spirit animal. Peace will be yours with this level of coolness.

 

[reapandsow918]

You're going out like a baller bro. Wish I could do that. Wishing you a peaceful transition!

 

[howard]

Damn that's the way to go. You're my spirit animal. Peace will be yours with this level of coolness.

Wow thanks, pity about the fasting as could have room service banquet.

 

[LMLN]

Peace to you ❤

 

[a.n.kirillov]

The 48h regimen has been proven to be more effective many times. Thank you for the kind response.

I also am extremely concerned with the peacefulness of my death. Enough so that I ordered N and waiting for it to come in hopefully. I also have my Meto now.

Regardless of what you do, remember you have people here willing to talk.

Are you willing to name your country/ continent? Also via pm if you prefer.

 

[Ark]

I am in the USA.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Okay thanks. I'm still torn whether to risk it after recent events in Europe

 

[realjunes]

Wow thanks, pity about the fasting as could have room service banquet.

Howard, I just got back to the forum, so just now seeing your thread. Are you still at your place or have you moved to the hotel? I will
keep eye on thread for your comments. I am here for you either way you go. I know we had a chat or two and I enjoyed visiting with
you. Reach out if you wish, but I will follow here regardless. Best.

 

[Nem]

All the best

 

[Jean4]

Howard I liked seeing your posts. Please stop by and keep us informed. We will be here for you.

 

[Duckup]

Okay thanks. I'm still torn whether to risk it after recent events in Europe ☹

What do you mean? Ordering N?

 

[MissNietzsche]

I hope something doesn't go wrong..because having to pay for that hotel afterwards would suckkkk

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish you peace, and it is great that you enjoy yourself before you leave.

 

[howard]

I wish you peace, and it is great that you enjoy yourself before you leave.

Howard I liked seeing your posts. Please stop by and keep us informed. We will be here for you.

Thanks, I will.

Howard, I just got back to the forum, so just now seeing your thread. Are you still at your place or have you moved to the hotel? I will
keep eye on thread for your comments. I am here for you either way you go. I know we had a chat or two and I enjoyed visiting with
you. Reach out if you wish, but I will follow here regardless. Best.

Hi realjunes, I am still at my place.
I go to hotel Monday about noon, I may well resch out over the next few days. Thanks. H x

 

[Seagirl]

Thank you
I might chicken out again yet! I'm bloody scared!

I know I feel the same way. If you take enough sedative that might take the fear away?

 

[MissNietzsche]

I know I feel the same way. If you take enough sedative that might take the fear away?

tbh, I think if you're that scared about it, you might wanna rethink it

 

[howard]

I know I feel the same way. If you take enough sedative that might take the fear away?

Yeah its going against survival, weired. I will have pregablin ready which acts as sedative to me, also some amitriptyline. Wish you well what ever you do

 

[Time]

I'm happy that you're able to go out on your own terms. Try to enjoy your time leading up to your ctb, howard. Hopefully I'll be online when you go.

 

[howard]

I'm happy that you're able to go out on your own terms. Try to enjoy your time leading up to your ctb, howard. Hopefully I'll be online when you go.

Thanks, I hope to speak then ot before.