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- Sep 18, 2020
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(btw you have an incredibly cool pfp and banner WeDontKnowTheFuture, where do they come from ?)- Sleeping
- watching youtube
- creating music
- coffee
- board games
I know this will sound cringe but sometimes when I get really down, I imagine myself as a well-fed and well-loved housecat in my next life. I think that I have escapist tendencies. I also love to read fantasy and imagine myself in those fantasy worlds. I sleep a lot because I have vivid and interesting dreams, and prefer my dreams to reality. I drink copious amounts of coffee, listen to music, read, play video games, play with my dog, and just surf the web. I'm always on the internet, lol.What are some things you do to feel better or for pleasure? For me it's music, art and playing with my dog![]()
That sounds bit familiar. I have stoped taking the antipsychotic due it's numbing and fogging effect. Tbh, it actually cripled me by making me go dumber over time (I was forced to used it for couple of years, while being held in mental hospital against my will.).There aren't many things left to enjoy, im schizophrenic was born with fasd with in the 90's iq
on top of that i've been abusing benzos for 2 years on top of psychotic episodes my intelligence is even lower and lower
i used to play games which i don't enjoy anymore due to meds and poor attention span, i've stopped reading since again my attention and comprehension of plot
and characters don't register anymore. that leaves movies and music things that are slipping away as well, nothing brings me joy anymore.
I'm just a medicated plant that works and sleeps that's it, i don't know i'll be around much longer at 27 i say my childhood was good until my illness fucked my life up.