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uniqueusername987

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Sep 9, 2023
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I was just thinking about how weird it is, the things I do and don't neglect because of my upcoming ctb plans.

My car registration expires at the end of the month but I hope I'll be gone by then. And I haven't bothered buying groceries for a while for the same reason.

But also there's a fellowship application that opened today that I think I'm going to do because if I fail or change my mind I want to be employed. :ahhha:

Anyone else have similar experiences?
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
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I don't plan to ctb anytime soon so I can only tell you this from an outstander position:

Having a backup plan is never wrong, whether that is another method or continue living life. It's always valid.
 
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thebookofdisquiet.

Student
Sep 9, 2023
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Yep, I dropped out of college, cancelled my gym membership, deleted all shopping apps, got rid of anything that I don't use every day, donated all my money, etc.

Honestly, it's very freeing.
 
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dancesponge

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Apr 18, 2023
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I just cancelled a dental hygiene appointment :D

Seemed like a waste of time considering my bus is scheduled to leave in a few weeks :D
 
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