StellaArtoix

StellaArtoix

Student
Jul 25, 2020
130
What do you mean I broke up with you,
I thought you broke up with me?

You are the light of my life, fire of my loins.
We should get back together,
and I'll let you teach me the baddest wink. :devil::wink:
Dinner at my place? :heh:
You put me in a vat of acid, you asshole :angry:
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Animals being mistreated
General state of the world
The part where my mum goes back to acting like everythings fine and dandy after making me feel like shit
Any sort of predjudice
Abuse
Being laughed at
Rejection
Loneliness
My grandma's dementia getting worse
Mirrors
 
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CarbonMonoxide

CarbonMonoxide

Marejeo ni ngamani
Oct 13, 2019
369
The fact that humanity is so messed up that a suicide forum needs to exist.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,707
The bullshit notion in this anti-choice world that life is more valuable than anything and to preserve 'life' at all costs, even if it isn't in the best interests of that person (hell, there are even people in this world who want to keep the terminally and chronically ill people alive just so they won't feel bad - usually their own families and pro-life anti-choice people). Then of course, the way society is headed, becoming more Orwellian, the loss of physical intimacy (or better yet, a shift in how it is given - espeically after the pandemic). These are just the societal reasons, and I haven't even gotten into my personal and philosophical reasons for wanting to CTB.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
Having everything be an impossible struggle due to health problems.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
My personality is fragmented due to PTSD and dissociation caused by severe childhood trauma :( that lack of inner cohesion combined with autism and depression paints my life in endless shades of agony. I have pleasant moments of respite from the pain, but it always re-surfaces, the suicidal thoughts persist, and everyday is a struggle in and of itself. The emotional pain is unremitting.
 
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StellaArtoix

StellaArtoix

Student
Jul 25, 2020
130
Hmmmm, things that make me wanna kys;

Hypocrites, cant stand fucking hypocrites.
Child abusers, deserve to never die but be in constant pain.
Fakes, frauds
People that victimize and harrass
Animal cruelty
Kanye Yeesus
The "Don"...how the hell did this guy get to be President
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
The "Don"...how the hell did this guy get to be President
God forbid I'm still alive in November, but if I am and he gets re-elected, I'll ctb that night.
 
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foreverlikethestars

foreverlikethestars

Member
Jun 23, 2020
79
Interacting with family (mainly my father),
Distance from the person I love,
Lack of direction in life,
Social atomization via economic means
 
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nooo2

Member
Jan 22, 2019
93
Tik tok
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
644
1. Loud tinnitus caused by years of reoccurring/chronic ear infection :'(

2. Visual snow/grainny vision (I don't know what causes it) :mmm:

3. Abusive narcissistic BPD mom that gave me such traumatic childhood and PTSD now :hmph:

4. Being an aspergers with almost no social skills and zero IRL friend ;-;

5. Lots of f*ckin' dumb, low-educated, and barbaric religious people in this corrupted country that I currently resides! :eh:
 
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Caspers

Caspers

Lost
Jun 23, 2020
403
Life, the universe and everything (shit NHS, disabilities, mental health, self esteem, the future, the past, the present, humans, relationships, animal cruelty, can't get what I want, can't get what I need, overwhelmed, tired, lost hope, politicians, injustice, the world going to shit, the NHS)
 
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