things that help you get through the day

[Kristicide]

Xanax, SS, my phone/TV, F1, sweets

 

[Stopthepain]

Weed, juice wrld

 

[Lost Magic]

It varies. I was a junk food eater, now I only eat when hungry. I sometimes play games, youtube, the odd film or documentary, listen to ambient music, drink kratom tea 3 times a day. Basically whatever I can to numb the pain a little. It's still boring as all hell and lonely.

 

[myopybyproxy]

It varies. I was a junk food eater, now I only eat when hungry. I sometimes play games, youtube, the odd film or documentary, listen to ambient music, drink kratom tea 3 times a day. Basically whatever I can to numb the pain a little. It's still boring as all hell and lonely.

what has your experience been with kratom? I had 28g from a gas station package, lasted several months with 3-7g each use, and wasn't very impressed - required much potentiating and even then effect was subtle. Stopped so as to bring my tolerance to zero to maximise success with my method.

 

[Lost Magic]

what has your experience been with kratom? I had 28g from a gas station package, lasted several months with 3-7g each use, and wasn't very impressed - required much potentiating and even then effect was subtle. Stopped so as to bring my tolerance to zero to maximise success with my method.

Well there are lots of different strains. Red Borneo consistently makes me feel calmer and mildly euphoric sometimes. 2 heaped teaspoons of kratom, 3 cups per day works pretty well. I now add a little squeeze of lemon juice (from a bottle) to make it stronger and last longer.

 

[myopybyproxy]

Well there are lots of different strains. Red Borneo consistently makes me feel calmer and mildly euphoric sometimes. 2 heaped teaspoons of kratom, 3 cups per day works pretty well. I now add a little squeeze of lemon juice (from a bottle) to make it stronger and last longer.

I've heard conflicting things about strains. You haven't developed a tolerance using that often? Good to know about the lemon juice.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Valium, Horror films, Working out with weights, cuddling my old Doggy, housework, meditation, YouTube, conversing/arguing with my invisible russian mice friends!

 

[elfin]

my dog. my eating disorder. being able to go for a walk and a smoke in the mornings. at the moment i have a couple of things to look forward to which are helping, although when they're over i'm not sure how i'm going to cope.

 

[myopybyproxy]

my dog. my eating disorder. being able to go for a walk and a smoke in the mornings. at the moment i have a couple of things to look forward to which are helping, although when they're over i'm not sure how i'm going to cope.

i would say i feel that except the eating disorder doesnt help me anymore. no matter how much i binge, i cant get the same feeling i used to. everything is empty. drugs dont work anymore either. im so tired.