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smirks00ts

smirks00ts

have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
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I cant get alcoholic beer as I live in a Muslim country. so I'd appreciate any suggestions for things to help me numb my SI. medicine, food, whatever. thanks!

sorry for many posts today, my want to CTB has risen up again and i am trying to work hard towards it.
 
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hdead

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2026
498
are there other names for it? like if I can get it in regular pharmacies?
Benzodiazepines are a type of pharmaceutical medicine that comes in different types, I suggest you go out and do your own research on them. Generally speaking you'd need a prescription for them, where I am at you can not get them in a regular pharmacy.
 
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MrMegalomaniac

MrMegalomaniac

On year 8 of my unfortunate extended time
Jul 24, 2026
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are there other names for it? like if I can get it in regular pharmacies?
Benzodiazepines (benzos) are a class of drugs with many examples like alprazolam, diazepam, lorazepam, bromazepam etc...
(they all work on the same basis but notably with different mg requirements and a differing half life, depending on which one you get you should do research on it specifically)
They're anxiolytics meaning they're mostly to combat anxiety, though they can also be prescribed for insomnia, seizures among other things.
They have a calming and sedating effect that will help your mind and body relax.
This being said they're a controlled substance and you will need a doctor's prescription to get them at a pharmacy.
How achievable this is depends on your jurisdiction (the state or country you live in) and doctor, but some alternatives would be getting them from a family member (especially if you have a grandmother/father or someone more elderly, doctors tend to prescribe benzos to them more readily) or friend.
Also, for example, if you have a friend that smokes weed, if they can acquire weed it's likely they can acquire benzos as well.
Please be safe and use your knowledge wisely.
 
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