Right now I'm a bit conflicted. I'm now stuck at home with my family, though I do have a place of my own in a dormitory. At my family's home, I'm not given any privacy or any personal space of any sorts, which leads me be in constant state of anger and being pissed off because I have nowhere to rest or relieve any sort of emotion alone, nor do anything private in peace like browse and chat. It's also hard to focus on work and play games here so it's hard to be productive. Hygiene is also a problem, since most bathrooms are dirty and outdated here so I rarely bathe and clean up. I'm also constantly pissed at my abusive siblings and my narcissistic parent. The only upside is being able to see my pet and a guarantee in meals and health safety (since my family's house is further than the place with most cases)
At my own place, I can be free on my own. I can work and play without being annoyed and interrupted and pretty much do anything I want, I can stay clean since the bathrooms are clean, I have privacy, and I can control my own diet. The downside is that I have to go outside to get meals and supplies every 2/3 days, or just every morning for breakfast, which increases my risk of being infected, and if the city is in full lockdown, I may be screwed since I will have very little places to find food in, and my place is arguably closer to where the most cases are.
So that's my choice, either losing my mental health and sanity or losing my physical health. There's no place where I can safely have both, and to be honest, I'd much rather be alone even if it's a bit risky. As much as I wanna die, I don't want to die from this virus or experience the complications of getting it.