The SS lounge

[VIBRITANNIA]

I want to die in a dangan ronpa style execution sometimes. It's what I fantasize about when I get suicidal.

a danganronpa style execution would be painful, but exciting. i hope you're doing alright.

 

[Squiddy]

Hey everyone

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Hey everyone

Heya Squiddy, how're ya?

 

[Squiddy]

Heya Squiddy, how're ya?

I'm ok. Ctb thoughts are a little stronger today, but I think it might be because I accidentally skipped a dose of my meds

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm ok. Ctb thoughts are a little stronger today, but I think it might be because I accidentally skipped a dose of my meds

That'll definitely do it. I've had some pretty dark thoughts and feelings over the past few days myself.

 

[Squiddy]

That'll definitely do it. I've had some pretty dark thoughts and feelings over the past few days myself.

I really want that meteor today lol

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I really want that meteor today lol

I watched Color out of Space lastnight, great lovecraftian movie about aliens and a meteor strike.

 

[Squiddy]

I watched Color out of Space lastnight, great lovecraftian movie about aliens and a meteor strike.

Nice. I've never watched it
Waiting for my therapist to send a link to group therapy and she's 17 mins late. Oh well, I don't mind at all lol. If she never sends it to me, I'm fine with that too. Therapy goes on to 12pm

 

[Lost in a Dream]

@Brick In The Wall

Hopefully you have 3 meteors stashed away somewhere because I could use one too.

Waiting for my therapist to send a link to group therapy and she's 17 mins late. Oh well, I don't mind at all lol. If she never sends it to me, I'm fine with that too. Therapy goes on to 12pm

Hopefully she hurries up and sends that link. I would hate for you to miss your therapy session if it's helpful for you.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

@Brick In The Wall

Hopefully you have 3 meteors stashed away somewhere because I could use one too.



Hopefully she hurries up and sends that link. I would hate for you to miss your therapy session if it's helpful for you.

Oh there's no short supply I'm sure we can wrangle one up for you too!

 

[Marchioness]

Doing my random popping in once in awhile thing.

I don't understand why when they say it gets better to keep going or try harder, like, I'll do that and then it only gets better for a tiny while and then I'm either back tracking worse or worse than worse.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Doing my random popping in once in awhile thing.

I don't understand why when they say it gets better to keep going or try harder, like, I'll do that and then it only gets better for a tiny while and then I'm either back tracking worse or worse than worse.

They just say that cause they have nothing else to say. It's good to see ya tho.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

@GoodPersonEffed I'd like to squash any potential "beefs" with you, because I have none. I'd like to extend my hand in friendship and understanding to you.

 

[Squiddy]

Hey everyone

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Hey everyone

Heya! How're you?

 

[Squiddy]

Heya! How're you?

I'm ok. Ctb thoughts are at bay right now. Also waiting for my clothes in the laundry to finish

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm ok. Ctb thoughts are at bay right now. Also waiting for my clothes in the laundry to finish

That's honestly good to hear! Atleast the first bit.

 

[Squiddy]

That's honestly good to hear! Atleast the first bit.

Yeah :) I also have to work on this paperwork for my gastroenterologist appointment next month so I can finally see wtf is wrong with my stomach

 

[Voy]

I'm so jealous of people with freedom. How am I going to kms when I never get to be alone. I can't live by myself and it sucks. I can always take a knife and stab the what I can't spell but I'm like rational and stuff so it's just gonna end up bad. If i get to be alone I'm gonna try hanging myself everyday until I'm dead.

 

[Squiddy]

Hey everyone

 

[XYZ]

I left my house, checked in to a hotel. I was so distraught and crying so much, I booked and paid for a tripple room by mistake. So here I am... me and three beds. And so much pain. I don't understand how my heart keeps pumping blood, how my brain does not explode... I just went to the bathroom to wash my face and the image in the mirror scared me. Please God, please exist! Please reach down to me. And to everyone else crying alone right now. Please save us all

 

[Squiddy]

I left my house, checked in to a hotel. I was so distraught and crying so much, I booked and paid for a tripple room by mistake. So here I am... me and three beds. And so much pain. I don't understand how my heart keeps pumping blood, how my brain does not explode... I just went to the bathroom to wash my face and the image in the mirror scared me. Please God, please exist! Please reach down to me. And to everyone else crying alone right now. Please save us all

I hope your day gets better :(

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I left my house, checked in to a hotel. I was so distraught and crying so much, I booked and paid for a tripple room by mistake. So here I am... me and three beds. And so much pain. I don't understand how my heart keeps pumping blood, how my brain does not explode... I just went to the bathroom to wash my face and the image in the mirror scared me. Please God, please exist! Please reach down to me. And to everyone else crying alone right now. Please save us all

I hope you just needed to get out a bit. We're here for ya if you need to talk.

 

[Squiddy]

About to go get my hair done in a bit. Hopefully it's not too painful. It's in braids currently

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I left my house, checked in to a hotel. I was so distraught and crying so much, I booked and paid for a tripple room by mistake. So here I am... me and three beds. And so much pain. I don't understand how my heart keeps pumping blood, how my brain does not explode... I just went to the bathroom to wash my face and the image in the mirror scared me. Please God, please exist! Please reach down to me. And to everyone else crying alone right now. Please save us all

My friend, that sounds awful. Here for you. We all cry alone, but we cn cry alone together.

I'm so jealous of people with freedom. How am I going to kms when I never get to be alone. I can't live by myself and it sucks. I can always take a knife and stab the what I can't spell but I'm like rational and stuff so it's just gonna end up bad. If i get to be alone I'm gonna try hanging myself everyday until I'm dead.

Bless you, wish I could help. I'm so sorry things are so bad.

 

[Mr2005]

First post in the lounge. Going mad for it today.

 

[nothing but agony]

Hello everyone
I made this acc a month or so ago to research my ctb properly
I was thinking maybe I would interact here sometimes
But I am too retarded and anxious to even type out a single text so I just never did
However today I just felt like it so I have managed to say something now

But but but..... my vacation ends today and tomorrow I have uni which means my torture begins and I will become horribly busy
2.5 months of vacation and I slightly feel like interacting only on the last day.

P.S. this took me 10 minutes to think and type

 

[Squiddy]

Hair is now done and looking good :)

 

[Brick In The Wall]

First post in the lounge. Going mad for it today.

Welcome to the lounge brother!

Hello everyone
I made this acc a month or so ago to research my ctb properly
I was thinking maybe I would interact here sometimes
But I am too retarded and anxious to even type out a single text so I just never did
However today I just felt like it so I have managed to say something now

But but but..... my vacation ends today and tomorrow I have uni which means my torture begins and I will become horribly busy
2.5 months of vacation and I slightly feel like interacting only on the last day.

P.S. this took me 10 minutes to think and type

Nah bud you're not retarded lol. I'm glad you took the time to come out of your shell a bit. Say anything you want, we don't judge here!

Hair is now done and looking good :)

It's amazing how much something as simple as getting your hair done can have such a big impact.

 

[Squiddy]

Welcome to the lounge brother!


Nah bud you're not retarded lol. I'm glad you took the time to come out of your shell a bit. Say anything you want, we don't judge here!


It's amazing how much something as simple as getting your hair done can have such a big impact.

Yup. It was hell getting it done too. It was so tangled and hurt to detangle