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[Brick In The Wall]

Man I'm sore as fuck and my day hasn't even really started. The cold weather has been starting to set in and I can about guarantee that's the problem. Hopefully I can adjust to the temperature changes sooner rather than later.

 

[Squiddy]

Man I'm sore as fuck and my day hasn't even really started. The cold weather has been starting to set in and I can about guarantee that's the problem. Hopefully I can adjust to the temperature changes sooner rather than later.

My grandma just turned on the heat because it's kinda cold here

 

[Brick In The Wall]

My grandma just turned on the heat because it's kinda cold here

It just kinda came out no where didn't it? I can't imagine the temperature is much different where you are.

I love fall but it would be nice to have a smoother transition into it!

 

[Georgii]

Same here U.U . The weather really took a sudden quick turn .

 

[Squiddy]

It just kinda came out no where didn't it? I can't imagine the temperature is much different where you are.

I love fall but it would be nice to have a smoother transition into it!

Yeah it did come out of nowhere

 

[XYZ]

Hey @Squiddy I just dropped by to ask you how it's going with the jury duty thing. Did you post the letter, is it sorted out? Are you ok?

 

[Squiddy]

Hey @Squiddy I just dropped by to ask you how it's going with the jury duty thing. Did you post the letter, is it sorted out? Are you ok?

I sent it off. So far, I haven't heard anything back. I'm doing okay. Still have ctb thoughts, but they aren't as bad as yesterday. I'd rate a 6.5/10 today

 

[XYZ]

I also wanted to say Thank You for the kind replies and the reacts to my post yesterday. I had a very bad breakdown, stayed one night at a hotel and returned home. My situation is hard right now, I don't know what to do anymore, I am at my wits' end. Somehow I still manage to get up every morning and take on another day. But the sadness and pain inside are killing me.

Yesterday, all alone and scared in that hotel, all I could do was post here in The Lounge. I needed to share my pain with someone.

Thank you for listening

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I also wanted to say Thank You for the kind replies and the reacts to my post yesterday. I had a very bad breakdown, stayed one night at a hotel and returned home. My situation is hard right now, I don't know what to do anymore, I am at my wits' end. Somehow I still manage to get up every morning and take on another day. But the sadness and pain inside are killing me.

Yesterday, all alone and scared in that hotel, all I could do was post here in The Lounge. I needed to share my pain with someone.

Thank you for listening

That's what we're here for. I've had a few nights in a hotel like that myself. It's hard to make any type of decision with clarity when you're in such distress. I hope today is atleast slightly better for you

 

[Squiddy]

So I made a profile pic update on FB a few hours ago and my self esteem is boosted from all the replies

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Well its been...a day, bout all I have to say about that. Time to catch some rest, goodnight SS

 

[Squiddy]

Well its been...a day, bout all I have to say about that. Time to catch some rest, goodnight SS

I'm about to head to sleep too. Hopefully no bad dreams. Goodnight! :)

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Since Covid has hit I've been ghosted on more dates then anytime in my life. Which is kinda understandable but was also starting to get to me a bit.

I FINALLY hooked up with this chick who's smart, funny, kind, an amazing artist, and absolutely gorgeous! She's like 7 years younger then me and I keep telling myself "okay what's the catch, there HAS to be a catch."

I have my reservations and I'm trying not to make any expectations at this point. But if it does workout I may need to seriously re evaluate my situation, atleast for the time being.

 

[XYZ]

Since Covid has hit I've been ghosted on more dates then anytime in my life. Which is kinda understandable but was also starting to get to me a bit.

I FINALLY hooked up with this chick who's smart, funny, kind, an amazing artist, and absolutely gorgeous! She's like 7 years younger then me and I keep telling myself "okay what's the catch, there HAS to be a catch."

I have my reservations and I'm trying not to make any expectations at this point. But if it does workout I may need to seriously re evaluate my situation, atleast for the time being.

Good luck on your date. I hope you guys hit it off

 

[Squiddy]

Since Covid has hit I've been ghosted on more dates then anytime in my life. Which is kinda understandable but was also starting to get to me a bit.

I FINALLY hooked up with this chick who's smart, funny, kind, an amazing artist, and absolutely gorgeous! She's like 7 years younger then me and I keep telling myself "okay what's the catch, there HAS to be a catch."

I have my reservations and I'm trying not to make any expectations at this point. But if it does workout I may need to seriously re evaluate my situation, atleast for the time being.

Wishing you good luck.

Also good morning everyone.

 

[XYZ]

Wishing you good luck.

Also good morning everyone.

Good afternoon :-)

 

[Squiddy]

Good afternoon :-)

How are you doing?

 

[XYZ]

How are you doing?

Stressed out as usual. Browsing the forum to get my mind of things. It was good to hear about the FB profile picture you received nice comments for.
And how are you?

 

[Squiddy]

Stressed out as usual. Browsing the forum to get my mind of things. It was good to hear about the FB profile picture you received nice comments for.
And how are you?

I'm ok. Ctb thoughts are kinda strong right now, but they always are in the morning

 

[Umbreon]

I hate doing responsibilities when I could be planning my suicide or clicking cookies instead

 

[AvaAdore]

Spent most of my work day reading CTB related NDE stories. They're somewhat comforting for me because they're rarely negative experiences. Despite all the fire and brimstone talk you're told awaits you if you do commit suicide.

Can you pm the link?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

F U C K, pour it up!

 

[AvaAdore]

I saw the site mentioned for the NDEs after I asked for it. I was worried to ask for a link to be posted in the messages because I thought it was against the rules.
I would hate to be kicked out for something minor like that.
I once got bounced from a forum because I didn't post enough and the community thought that the lurkers were spreading sensitive info to another rival site.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Since Covid has hit I've been ghosted on more dates then anytime in my life. Which is kinda understandable but was also starting to get to me a bit.

I FINALLY hooked up with this chick who's smart, funny, kind, an amazing artist, and absolutely gorgeous! She's like 7 years younger then me and I keep telling myself "okay what's the catch, there HAS to be a catch."

I have my reservations and I'm trying not to make any expectations at this point. But if it does workout I may need to seriously re evaluate my situation, atleast for the time being.

Hopefully it works out for you and there is no catch. It would be great if that turns out to be the case!

 

[Squiddy]

Morning everyone

 

[Umbreon]

Morning everyone

Bad morning, my friends with benefits yelled at me last night for acting weird in public while i was super dank

 

[Squiddy]

Bad morning, my friends with benefits yelled at me last night for acting weird in public while i was super dank

Damn. Sorry to hear

 

[Squiddy]

Today was almost a good day. Experiencing ctb thoughts now

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Today was almost a good day. Experiencing ctb thoughts now

Don't let a small part ruin your whole day!

 

[Squiddy]

Don't let a small part ruin your whole day!

I'll try not to :) it's just hard sometimes