The saddest thing about this website

[restlesseyes]

I feel like there are so many great and helpful people on these forums and it's so sad when you reading all the messages they sent same as when you are talking to somebody on here and then realized they CTB it just breaks my heart….. clicking on there profile and seeing they haven't been active in few weeks , months or years but I know they are in a better place so that helps and that's what they wanted , I want it to so I understand , one thing these forums have motivated me to do is try and help as many people before I go if anybody wants to talk please PM

 

[ForeverCaHa]

I know what you mean. It's eery to stumble across a profile which went silent years ago, and knowing the likely reason.

I've interacted with a lot of great people here, and I at least hope that our conversations have helped them feel calmer on the more stressful days. It's a weird mental gymnastics situation where my heart wants to help them decide against CTB (of course I don't say this to them as I understand this is 100% their choice and some random dude on the internet isn't going to change that), but then being convinced of the inevitability and, I guess, the necessity of my own CTB. Even though I know these two thoughts contradict each other, I imagine quite a few people here experience a similar thing.