The question of self-immolation

[kakdela]

The question of self-immolation. I'll go further into the forest so that there will be no harm. The plan is to pour branches, pour several cans of gasoline and possibly kerosene, lie down, pour gasoline on yourself, and light a few matches in different places.Questions 1.Does it seem like it should flare up quickly? 2. I read that after the skin burns, you stop feeling pain, how quickly should this happen? 3. Is it necessary to lay down the branches if just pouring gasoline will be enough? 4. I will walk a few kilometers from the city, but there will be a distance of at least 500 meters from the trails on all sides, until someone stops will I have time to burn out, I suppose I will burn and stop feeling pain in half a minute, or up to a minute, or will it last for several minutes? 5. I have an idea to drink sleeping pills, and put short candles on the spilled gasoline so that they burn out, and during sleep the gasoline caught fire and burned me. Or just take a sleeping pill and when I feel like it's going to take effect, light a match? (I use a translator)

 

[burneverybridge]

That's no way to go, please no

 

[kakdela]

Why?

That's no way to go, please no

 

[StupidCat]

It's unnecessarily painful, unless you like pain better just hang yourself.

 

[burneverybridge]

You want your last moments to be demented with pain? I've seen deaths like this on bestgore. You don't deserve to die that way

 

[kakdela]

It's unnecessarily painful, unless you like pain better just hang yourself.

You want your last moments to be demented with pain? I've seen deaths like this on bestgore. You don't deserve to die that way

I imagine being hanged, in terrible pain with suffocation, for 5-10 minutes, it's very painful and takes a long time, most likely it won't be possible to finish. And the burning feels like I'm going to burn in less than a minute, doesn't it?

 

[StupidCat]

I imagine being hanged, in terrible pain with suffocation, for 5-10 minutes, it's very painful and takes a long time, most likely it won't be possible to finish. And the burning feels like I'm going to burn in less than a minute, doesn't it?

If you do it correctly you can pass out in seconds, so you won't be conscious while you die.
Unless you throw yourself in lava, burning takes time, it's not quick, your body is literally made of water and oil so it will hurt, a shit ton.

 

[burneverybridge]

Shit, jumping would suffice

 

[kakdela]

You want your last moments to be demented with pain? I've seen deaths like this on bestgore. You don't deserve to die that way

Did you mention that you've seen deaths like this, where people were pouring gasoline on themselves and trying to kill themselves like that? How long did it last before they lost consciousness?

Shit, jumping would suffice

That's the thing, I want to pour gasoline all over myself and pour gasoline around me, light it, gasoline seems to burn well, it should spread through my body instantly, and I should burn in less than a minute? As for hanging myself properly, I've read a lot of stories where it didn't work out, and I probably won't either. There is too much chance of error.

 

[burneverybridge]

Yes, on the now defunct website. People who have been filmed doing it to themselves and people having it done to them by their communities. It must be the lowest way to die I can think of other than a wood hopper
You wouldn't instantly burn up, you would literally start to melt

 

[kakdela]

Yes, on the now defunct website. People who have been filmed doing it to themselves and people having it done to them by their communities. It must be the lowest way to die I can think of other than a wood hopper
You wouldn't instantly burn up, you would literally start to melt

Yes, on the now defunct website. People who have been filmed doing it to themselves and people having it done to them by their communities. It must be the lowest way to die I can think of other than a wood hopper
You wouldn't instantly burn up, you would literally start to melt

How long does it last?

 

[burneverybridge]

Um, it depends. I suppose if the petrol is on your head and face you'll breath in fire and it will burn off your face whilst stopping your breathing cos your throat is burnt out…I mean, that's what I've seen. Sometimes it was just the arms or legs burning whilst villagers tried to stoke the fire. All the poor bastard could do was feebly try n slap the flames out whilst laying there. Hours sometimes. Granted, it's definitely fatal in most cases. Hold a lighter under your finger for 3 seconds. Now tell me you want that over your entire body for minutes/hours

 

[bankai]

I think you would have to be heavily medicated first. But I don't want you to go out like that. Stick around and choose a better method please.

 

[kakdela]

You scared me and encouraged me at the same time. If this happens for a few minutes, it's really not suitable, because the preference for this over hanging was because I thought I would burn very quickly. But you also said that if you light up your face and neck, it should happen faster. I don't know which way to choose, it seems all the ways are terrible. Except for a shot in the temple from a pistol, but in my country there is no way to buy a real firearm.

Um, it depends. I suppose if the petrol is on your head and face you'll breath in fire and it will burn off your face whilst stopping your breathing cos your throat is burnt out…I mean, that's what I've seen. Sometimes it was just the arms or legs burning whilst villagers tried to stoke the fire. All the poor bastard could do was feebly try n slap the flames out whilst laying there. Hours sometimes. Granted, it's definitely fatal in most cases. Hold a lighter under your finger for 3 seconds. Now tell me you want that over your entire body for minutes/hours

 

[Forever Sleep]

It terrifies me but then, I hate fire. One thing to bear in mind I would say... The candles seemed like a good idea except, even the fumes of gasoline are flammable. I'm not convinced neither the branches or you wouldn't immediately catch alight as soon as you struck the match or put a candle near them. If you were on fire, I doubt you'd be able to calmly lie down on the pyre. Personally, I imagine it would be a very distressing way to die.

The only self immolation examples I know of are priests and protestors who did it as a mark of protest. I guess you could try to research them to judge how long it takes.

 

[kakdela]

Do you mean sleeping pills or anesthesia? I do not know which way to choose, it seems that all methods are terrible. Except for a shot in the temple from a pistol, but in my country there is no way to buy a real firearm.

I think you would have to be heavily medicated first. But I don't want you to go out like that. Stick around and choose a better method please.

It terrifies me but then, I hate fire. One thing to bear in mind I would say... The candles seemed like a good idea except, even the fumes of gasoline are flammable. I'm not convinced neither the branches or you wouldn't immediately catch alight as soon as you struck the match or put a candle near them. If you were on fire, I doubt you'd be able to calmly lie down on the pyre. Personally, I imagine it would be a very distressing way to die.

The only self immolation examples I know of are priests and protestors who did it as a mark of protest. I guess you could try to research them to judge how long it takes.

Thanks, I realized about the candles that it was a bad idea. It will be necessary to study self-immolations in protest, thank you so much for prompting. Maybe you can recommend some way or post to read. So far, I've read casually on this forum, something about powerful pills and sleeping pills, but I haven't found any clear instructions yet.

It terrifies me but then, I hate fire. One thing to bear in mind I would say... The candles seemed like a good idea except, even the fumes of gasoline are flammable. I'm not convinced neither the branches or you wouldn't immediately catch alight as soon as you struck the match or put a candle near them. If you were on fire, I doubt you'd be able to calmly lie down on the pyre. Personally, I imagine it would be a very distressing way to die.

The only self immolation examples I know of are priests and protestors who did it as a mark of protest. I guess you could try to research them to judge how long it takes.

 

[burneverybridge]

I'd do anything to get my hands on a firearm. Just having it there would be such a comfort. So for me it will be hanging. I've been choked before and it didn't really hurt per se, just felt pressure in my head and my vision went Smokey black. Kinda peaceful. Then he let go sadly. But I know I can go through that. We deserve a kinda peaceful death

 

[Pale_Rider]

Burning is far from instant, if somebody shows up you are in a world of pain from now on. I implore you to find a kinder method. Nobody deserves that.

 

[kakdela]

I'd do anything to get my hands on a firearm. Just having it there would be such a comfort. So for me it will be hanging. I've been choked before and it didn't really hurt per se, just felt pressure in my head and my vision went Smokey black. Kinda peaceful. Then he let go sadly. But I know I can go through that. We deserve a kinda peaceful death

Oh, how I agree about the gun. Maybe you have an opportunity to buy it in your country? I'm still thinking about moving to Argentina, if I get a residence permit, I think I can buy a real gun. But I'm not an expert if anything. And when you strangle yourself, you lose consciousness pretty quickly.? I read a story, a man tried many times, but he suffered and managed to throw it off and cling to a stool even if he pushed it far away. About pills, too, in order for it to work, you need to do the right thing and drink sleeping pills. So far, talking to all of you, I've almost given up on self-immolation. You scared me. I thought I'd go burn myself on Tuesday and all the problems would be solved. The gun reminded me of my dream to get it. It may be worth enduring another life, moving to another country, a few years of torment, but the result is almost 100%. And with all other methods, there is a risk of becoming disabled and suffering for decades. I'm talking to myself, and maybe to you.

I'd do anything to get my hands on a firearm. Just having it there would be such a comfort. So for me it will be hanging. I've been choked before and it didn't really hurt per se, just felt pressure in my head and my vision went Smokey black. Kinda peaceful. Then he let go sadly. But I know I can go through that. We deserve a kinda peaceful death

I'm sorry if I'm using a translator.

I'd do anything to get my hands on a firearm. Just having it there would be such a comfort. So for me it will be hanging. I've been choked before and it didn't really hurt per se, just felt pressure in my head and my vision went Smokey black. Kinda peaceful. Then he let go sadly. But I know I can go through that. We deserve a kinda peaceful death

I'm sorry if I'm using a translator.

 

[burneverybridge]

No I live in the uk. No guns. I have thought about a bolt gun, they use to kill cattle but I'm sure it's rigged so you can't shoot it one handed or whatever. Would it be easy to even get hold of one? Probably not. Then I think… maybe a huge dose of heroin? Never used it. But a possibility. Do I have the mental fortitude to jab a knife in my carotid? I'd have to be really really distressed and even then…

 

[Forveleth]

I'll go further into the forest so that there will be no harm. The plan is to pour branches, pour several cans of gasoline and possibly kerosene,

I want to pour gasoline all over myself and pour gasoline around me

First, I have a huge problem with you planning to douse parts of a forest with potentially highly flammable liquids. I find this grossly irresponsible.

...gasoline seems to burn well...

In vapor form. Liquid gasoline does not burn. It needs to evaporate into the vapor form to burn.

Also, are you planning to be clothed? If you wear any modern clothing, I am guessing you will be wearing synthetic fibers, which are just going to melt into your skin causing extreme pain:

Is Polyester Flammable? Is it Fire Resistant? -

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I could not find any information on LOC with burns but I will say most of the time it occurs from inhaling fumes not burning. So if you have something that burns well and does not give off a ton of noxious gas, you might well be awake for quite a while.

 

[burneverybridge]

Yeah that's a point, you would probably send the whole forrest up in flames. Nature and trees are innocent. Also other people would likely die

 

[Squiggles3]

Burning is a horrible way to go. You don't just poof into a flames and then disappear like a piece of cotton. The body isn't flammable like that. The water in your body would boil, your fat would melt, you would be in immense pain until your skin and nerves had melted off, and even given that you'd likely be dead or unconcise before that point, it would be incredibly painful. Please at least consider another method

 

[kakdela]

No I live in the uk. No guns. I have thought about a bolt gun, they use to kill cattle but I'm sure it's rigged so you can't shoot it one handed or whatever. Would it be easy to even get hold of one? Probably not. Then I think… maybe a huge dose of heroin? Never used it. But a possibility. Do I have the mental fortitude to jab a knife in my carotid? I'd have to be really really distressed and even then…

Heroin seems like a good idea combined with some other method. But it's dangerous, it's hard to get it.

Burning is a horrible way to go. You don't just poof into a flames and then disappear like a piece of cotton. The body isn't flammable like that. The water in your body would boil, your fat would melt, you would be in immense pain until your skin and nerves had melted off, and even given that you'd likely be dead or unconcise before that point, it would be incredibly painful. Please at least consider another method

Эх, я почти решился на самосожжение, только потому, что
думал что перестану чувствовать боль меньше чем через минуту. Повешение с удушением в течение нескольких минут тоже кажется ужасным вариантом.

 

[Squiggles3]

Heroin seems like a good idea combined with some other method. But it's dangerous, it's hard to get it.

Эх, я почти решился на самосожжение, только потому, что
думал что перестану чувствовать боль меньше чем через минуту. Повешение с удушением в течение нескольких минут тоже кажется ужасным вариантом.

Couldn't really tell you what way is best but I imagine several methods can be found on here. Either way, self-immolation is painful, hanging without doing anything else is painful, and heroin also is a risky one, very easy to go wrong and be painful or end up addicted or even locked up depending on the laws where you live. Sorry I can't help much more than that

 

[axab43]

You scared me and encouraged me at the same time. If this happens for a few minutes, it's really not suitable, because the preference for this over hanging was because I thought I would burn very quickly. But you also said that if you light up your face and neck, it should happen faster. I don't know which way to choose, it seems all the ways are terrible. Except for a shot in the temple from a pistol, but in my country there is no way to buy a real firearm.

This is never a good idea Please do not do this. It is horrific pain no matter how long it lasts. The good thing about this site is they are very strong against forms of suicide that are guaranteed to fail or cause horrific suffering. This would cause horrific suffering! Please don't. If you are determined, there are other, less painful ways on here. Just ask people in a post.

 

[Dante_]

Op, please consider all the given responses here, this would ultimately lead to horrific suffering which is the last thing anyone should endure. Please reconsider...

 

[kakdela]

Thank you very much! This is a very good site, I and many others could do something stupid. It's a pity that they turned against him. I think I'll look for other ways now.

This is never a good idea Please do not do this. It is horrific pain no matter how long it lasts. The good thing about this site is they are very strong against forms of suicide that are guaranteed to fail or cause horrific suffering. This would cause horrific suffering! Please don't. If you are determined, there are other, less painful ways on here. Just ask people in a post.

 

[kakdela]

Op, please consider all the given responses here, this would ultimately lead to horrific suffering which is the last thing anyone should endure. Please reconsider...

Thanks! I'm very glad, I've changed my mind about using this method!

 

[Linda]

It's an unpleasant way to go, and there are a lot of variables that could result in your attempt not succeeding. The fact that you are asking all those questions suggests to me that you haven't thought this through throroughly. My advice would be to choose a different method. If you do decide to do it, then plan it so thoroughly that it can't fail. This is one method you don't want to survive.
If you do choose that method, do it in damp weather so you don't set the entire forest on fire.