plan c
My last resort.
- Nov 8, 2022
- 168
For those familiar with my presense, I have severe "delayed-sleep-phase syndrome", if u chatgpt or deepseek, well, i dont know if i spelled that correctly. So i posted this to record my schedule.
In case I follow the ctb protocol or seek recovery, this will be vital. So its a part of the fragile agreement between two sides of me.
This is sth. like my 30-th time attempting to do this. (i may not be confident with counting but no intention to exaggerate) Must picture a happy Sisyphus eh? "Do it again!" Okay.
The first target will be one complete phase-cycle. I'll keep writing at a minimum after this. Only time and "sleep/wake". And no guilt for writing less than the previous post -- not even subconsciously. will try.
I'll keep a dedicated thread for all written vent that possibly goes with this.
Wish me luck.
Jan.20, 2026
In case I follow the ctb protocol or seek recovery, this will be vital. So its a part of the fragile agreement between two sides of me.
This is sth. like my 30-th time attempting to do this. (i may not be confident with counting but no intention to exaggerate) Must picture a happy Sisyphus eh? "Do it again!" Okay.
The first target will be one complete phase-cycle. I'll keep writing at a minimum after this. Only time and "sleep/wake". And no guilt for writing less than the previous post -- not even subconsciously. will try.
I'll keep a dedicated thread for all written vent that possibly goes with this.
Wish me luck.
Jan.20, 2026
