The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[LegaliseIt!]

Meanwhile in Canada...

"Wind chill values of minus 40 or colder will continue through the coming week and into next weekend. Some brief improvement may occur during the afternoon hours."

 

[Squiddy]

Sylveon is a trans rights activist in my headcanon, so gotta love her ;)

my fav eeveelution is still glaceon tho, I actually have an awesome plush of her

Have you played Pokemon Sword and Shield? I thought Sword was pretty good

 

[BooGirl]

Have you played Pokemon Sword and Shield? I thought Sword was pretty good

Nah, I haven't. I've barely been able to focus on video games lately. I actually got through Pokepark 2 last week, but that's the first I've played in ages.

 

[Squiddy]

Nah, I haven't. I've barely been able to focus on video games lately. I actually got through Pokepark 2 last week, but that's the first I've played in ages.

Oh. I never played PokePark 2

 

[Sensei]

You can't sleep because you knew I was calling you!

As a rule of thumb, I only show up at the Queen's court when I'm conscious.

You will get through it!

Definitely. Doesn't make it more fun, though.

 

[BooGirl]

Geez, the trolls sure are hard at work today.

 

[Carina]

Geez, the trolls sure are hard at work today.

yeah.... trolls suck

 

[Jean4]

Time for me to go to bed. I'll be back when I can't sleep.

 

[Carina]

Time for me to go to bed. I'll be back when I can't sleep.

Sleep well hopefully :)

 

[Squiddy]

Geez, the trolls sure are hard at work today.

Yeah they are

Time for me to go to bed. I'll be back when I can't sleep.

I think I'll also head to bed

 

[Carina]

Yeah they are


I think I'll also head to bed

Sleep well Squiddy!

 

[Squiddy]

Sleep well Squiddy!

Thanks :)

 

[BooGirl]

Just wanna mention something strange I've noticed. I feel like this place has this spiritual energy surrounding it. I'm not a religious person at all. I stopped believing in Judaism at around age 13. But the way that suicide is treated around there, and the way that those who ctb are treated is just... beautiful.
Anyways, I'm gonna sleep now. Love you all

 

[MysticPerception]

I am very sleepy. I just got home after staying an extra hour at work. Today was...hard. Also everyone is already in bed as I suspected. I guess I'll pass out soon too.

 

[HereToday]

I am very sleepy. I just got home after staying an extra hour at work. Today was...hard. Also everyone is already in bed as I suspected. I guess I'll pass out soon too.

Hope tomorrow is a better day for you

 

[BlueWidow]

I've got some almost 2 and a half year old Clonazepam pills, 0.5 mg. I got them just a few months before my husband passed away. They were prescribed in August 2017. The reason I still have them is because, at the time, I couldn't afford to take a new medicine and deal with any side effects because my husband was very sick and I had to be focused on him. Then, after he passed away, I had a million things to do so I still couldn't afford to take any new medicine and deal with side effects. Once I finally got moved here, I kept thinking I'd save them for a suicide attempt. I'm going to take one tonight and see how they affect me. I've had insomnia the last few nights in a row & I'm not the slightest bit tired right now, so I'm hoping if I take it and it helps me sleep, maybe it will help knock me out or at least calm me down when I decide it's time to drink my SN. I'm going to take it and time how long it takes me to get drowsy.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Morning world

 

[CyanideSoup]

Morning all. Still here and still haven't eaten any cake. I think it's because the last thing I wanted to do here was bake and then have a piece of cake before I go. It seems so final now and SI is kicking in. We'll see what today brings

 

[strawberrygirl]

I've got some almost 2 and a half year old Clonazepam pills, 0.5 mg. I got them just a few months before my husband passed away. They were prescribed in August 2017. The reason I still have them is because, at the time, I couldn't afford to take a new medicine and deal with any side effects because my husband was very sick and I had to be focused on him. Then, after he passed away, I had a million things to do so I still couldn't afford to take any new medicine and deal with side effects. Once I finally got moved here, I kept thinking I'd save them for a suicide attempt. I'm going to take one tonight and see how they affect me. I've had insomnia the last few nights in a row & I'm not the slightest bit tired right now, so I'm hoping if I take it and it helps me sleep, maybe it will help knock me out or at least calm me down when I decide it's time to drink my SN. I'm going to take it and time how long it takes me to get drowsy.

Hugs. It is tough losing a loved one and feeling all alone. Keep us in check.. you are not alone here. I hope you get the calm and peace you need to continue on.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Sleep well, everyone!
Good morning/afternoon, Europe and Asia:)
I hope that work isn't so harsh today, @Sensei

 

[Sensei]

I hope that work isn't so harsh today, @Sensei

It goes surprisingly smoothly, knock on wood. I'm lucky to have kind and patient pupils. :)

 

[Soulless_Angel]

I'm braving it today and heading out to go bra shopping gotta get a bloody train first though people too many people out here

 

[strawberrygirl]

I'm braving it today and heading out to go bra shopping gotta get a bloody train first though people too many people out here

Hope all goes well!!!

 

[Jean4]

I'm braving it today and heading out to go bra shopping gotta get a bloody train first though people too many people out here

Picts!!!
5:12 am. I was up all night with BPD Barbie who is NOT CTB and getting help today.

I am exhausted. Cranky. And will be offline because visiting nurse is coming from 10-1 for my bi monthly Medicare required check up.
If I'm not here, I'm headachy, tired, but alive. ;)

Someone bump up Stan's thread please.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

I'm braving it today and heading out to go bra shopping gotta get a bloody train first though people too many people out here

 

[BooGirl]

God, I regret scheduling psych appointments for 10.

 

[strawberrygirl]

God, I regret scheduling psych appointments for 10.

what's your psych appointment like?

 

[BooGirl]

what's your psych appointment like?

Not really sure if it helps, tbh. I talk to him about problems, and then he monologues for a bit.

 

[Jean4]

Checking in. A little over an hour until the nurse gets here, so I am straightening up. No shower, but I did brush my teeth and get dressed in real clothes which will shock the hell out of her lol.

@BPD Barbie made it through the night and checked in with me when she woke up (5 am my time).

Her mother should be with her shortly and they will go to her psychiatrist, where she will hand over the SN, and film it for me as proof.

She doesn't want to die. She has a horrible case of being Bipolar. She gets very manic and when she crashes, you see what happens.

Luckily, some part of her had enough sense to contact me.

I'm always here folks.

Stan was there for this one giving her that push. It wasn't her time. It isn't her time. She has a life ahead of her if they can get her meds right.

 

[Carina]

Woke up late... showered... took pills... went to work... tired.... feel like puking... pills on empty stomach was not a good idea, but didn't have time to eat