The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[strawberrygirl]

Woke up late... showered... took pills... went to work... tired.... feel like puking... pills on empty stomach was not a good idea, but didn't have time to eat

what kind of pills? does it help with work?

 

[Sensei]

Checking in. A little over an hour until the nurse gets here, so I am straightening up. No shower, but I did brush my teeth and get dressed in real clothes which will shock the hell out of her lol.

@BPD Barbie made it through the night and checked in with me when she woke up (5 am my time).

Her mother should be with her shortly and they will go to her psychiatrist, where she will hand over the SN, and film it for me as proof.

She doesn't want to die. She has a horrible case of being Bipolar. She gets very manic and when she crashes, you see what happens.

Luckily, some part of her had enough sense to contact me.

I'm always here folks.

Stan was there for this one giving her that push. It wasn't her time. It isn't her time. She has a life ahead of her if they can get her meds right.

She has been diagnosed correctly at last and that's crucial. It will most probably take at least a couple of weeks before the lithium kicks in, but I'm sure she's going to be okay.

 

[BooGirl]

Alright, on the train to the psych now. I have a midterm tomorrow, didn't really study, kinda nervous, but I think I know the material, guess I'll study more later

 

[strawberrygirl]

She has been diagnosed correctly at last and that's crucial. It will most probably take at least a couple of weeks before the lithium kicks in, but I'm sure she's going to be okay.

Thank you for updating us.. i wish her all the best!

Alright, on the train to the psych now. I have a midterm tomorrow, didn't really study, kinda nervous, but I think I know the material, guess I'll study more later

Good that you know the material.. have a good day!

 

[Jean4]

Alright, on the train to the psych now. I have a midterm tomorrow, didn't really study, kinda nervous, but I think I know the material, guess I'll study more later

You know more than you think you know!
Nurse is here. I will pop on when I can. I'm rooting for you @Sensei . Hope your day is ok

 

[Carina]

what kind of pills? does it help with work?

random ones, two to prevent migraines, anti depressant, two right now for current medical (hopefully temporary thing otherwise it'll need surgery and will be lifelong thing), and other pills... basically enough that when they dissolve at once they make me a bit nauseous.

 

[Squiddy]

I'm up

 

[Carina]

She has been diagnosed correctly at last and that's crucial. It will most probably take at least a couple of weeks before the lithium kicks in, but I'm sure she's going to be okay.

Picts!!!
5:12 am. I was up all night with BPD Barbie who is NOT CTB and getting help today.

I am exhausted. Cranky. And will be offline because visiting nurse is coming from 10-1 for my bi monthly Medicare required check up.
If I'm not here, I'm headachy, tired, but alive. ;)

Someone bump up Stan's thread please.

So glad She's able to get help... Honestly probably a good thing she'd be turning it over... less chance of impulsively doing something.

I'm at work and people need things so rushing with typing, hope that makes sense.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

I'm just heading home after a long day shopping that was horrid

 

[Jean4]

I'm just heading home after a long day shopping that was horrid

Are you feeling better? And I wanted bra pics!!!!
And giving you a heads up. Nurse is here and I am manic. I'm back to Bipolar.

 

[Squiddy]

 

[BooGirl]

I just got that feeling where I realized that I'm not really a girl and never will be one. Why can't I be dead?

 

[Carina]

Are you feeling better? And I wanted bra pics!!!!
And giving you a heads up. Nurse is here and I am manic. I'm back to Bipolar.

Well I both wanted to hug you for being bipolar, hug you for being where the nurse is, but being like 'yay your where a nurse is' even though you don't want the nurse there lol because that means you have to have been nice and presentable with your place lol

ok that's weird.. I blame the meds, I think they're interacting of maybe I took the wrong ones because I look like an effing cherry.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

I'm up

Time to take Kola outside to go potty:) Saves on the indoor clean-ups! Hint: get "Nature's Miracle" for cleaning up. Good thing puppies are cute!

 

[Squiddy]

Time to take Kola outside to go potty:) Saves on the indoor clean-ups! Hint: get "Nature's Miracle" for cleaning up. Good thing puppies are cute!

She did have one accident inside

 

[LegaliseIt!]

LOL!
It's minus 36 outside, with windchill of minus 42 and snow...I've stopped wearing my flip-flops outside in the yard! I think it's time for sneakers!
Definitely a sign that a person is Canadian!

 

[Jean4]

LOL!
It's minus 36 outside, with windchill of minus 42 and snow...I've stopped wearing my flip-flops outside in the yard! I think it's time for sneakers!
Definitely a sign that a person is Canadian!

Miss you!!!

 

[BooGirl]

I seriously don't even know what to do anymore. I just wanna cry and disappear. I don't even look like a girl. My dysphoria is killing me.

 

[Jean4]

Nurse called my doctor who ordered bloods. Doc will have to find out if I can take Lithium. If I can't, she will go to plan B.

I seriously don't even know what to do anymore. I just wanna cry and disappear. I don't even look like a girl. My dysphoria is killing me.

What's going on Boo?

 

[BooGirl]

What's going on Boo?

I'm not a girl, I never will be a girl, and I'll probably never even look like a girl. Is this a life worth living?

 

[Jean4]

I'm not a girl, I never will be a girl, and I'll probably never even look like a girl. Is this a life worth living?

So you are trans? Ok. What are you going to do about it? Nothing wrong with being trans. I know and work with many.

 

[BooGirl]

So you are trans? Ok. What are you going to do about it? Nothing wrong with being trans. I know and work with many.

I wanna transition, but I dunno how long I could hold on. And even then, I'll always be a hideous fucking freak.

 

[Jean4]

@BooGirl. I don't know if you know the band Modern Romance. Anyway, the lead singer has a trans child. He wrote this.

So my son Steph has received notification of his first appointment with a gender clinic. I've seen how much he is buzzing at the thought of transitioning to the person he has always been "on the inside" so to speak. I've always known, and am so pleased and proud that he has found a way to express his feelings to me, but even more delighted with the happiness I know he felt, once he had told me. I have had many people praising me, saying what a great dad I am, and how fantastic it is that I'm so accepting, blah blah blah. Hang on, isn't that what parents are supposed to do - accept our children's decisions, desires, wishes and feelings, without judgment, but with support? So, much as I appreciate the congratulatory platitudes, I am only doing what any good, loving parent should do. No medals necessary....... x

I wanna transition, but I dunno how long I could hold on. And even then, I'll always be a hideous fucking freak.

What country are you in?

 

[BooGirl]

@BooGirl. I don't know if you know the band Modern Romance. Anyway, the lead singer has a trans child. He wrote this.

So my son Steph has received notification of his first appointment with a gender clinic. I've seen how much he is buzzing at the thought of transitioning to the person he has always been "on the inside" so to speak. I've always known, and am so pleased and proud that he has found a way to express his feelings to me, but even more delighted with the happiness I know he felt, once he had told me. I have had many people praising me, saying what a great dad I am, and how fantastic it is that I'm so accepting, blah blah blah. Hang on, isn't that what parents are supposed to do - accept our children's decisions, desires, wishes and feelings, without judgment, but with support? So, much as I appreciate the congratulatory platitudes, I am only doing what any good, loving parent should do. No medals necessary....... x

What country are you in?

C'mon, you know this. I'm in New York.

 

[Jean4]

C'mon, you know this. I'm in New York.

Apologize. Multi tasking. Nurse is here.

New York is easy. Contact the LGBT community Center. I used their medical services. They are fantastic.

The Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual & Transgender Community Center

The Center is the heart and home of NYC’s LGBTQ community, providing programs for health, wellness and community connection.

gaycenter.org

 

[BooGirl]

Apologize. Multi tasking. Nurse is here.

New York is easy. Contact the LGBT community Center. I used their medical services. They are fantastic.

The Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual & Transgender Community Center

The Center is the heart and home of NYC’s LGBTQ community, providing programs for health, wellness and community connection.

gaycenter.org

I dunno. I just don't wanna be a freak.

 

[Jean4]

I dunno. I just don't wanna be a freak.

I consider you normal. We live in the age of the Orange Orangutan. You are normal. In actuality, more normal than most. You have insight and you are aware of who you are.

 

[BooGirl]

I consider you normal. We live in the age of the Orange Orangutan. You are normal. In actuality, more normal than most. You have insight and you are aware of who you are.

A person who wants to be a girl really badly, but can't? Yeah.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Are you feeling better? And I wanted bra pics!!!!
And giving you a heads up. Nurse is here and I am manic. I'm back to Bipolar.

hahah those kinda pics are for @realjunes

 

[Jean4]

A person who wants to be a girl really badly, but can't? Yeah.

Yes. It's normal. You realize you have a birth defect and was born in the wrong body.

There are many who just realize they don't feel right and don't know why.

Because you know you have a birth defect, if you do choose, you can do something about it.

Maybe start with therapy with a specialist? It will be mandatory if going through the transition process.

I would also contact a LGBT center. Go to some groups. Talk to others about their experiences. You aren't alone in this.

hahah those kinda pics are for @realjunes

@realjunes is my partner in crime. He will share them with me.