The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[BlueWidow]

@BlueWidow can you bump up the Frank Sinatra post please.

Sure, did you see the popcorn hearts that I put on there?

 

[Sensei]

Meh. I need a medication change I think. Doctor won't be in until Monday.

Sleep and smoke and you'll be fine.

 

[Jean4]

Sure, did you see the popcorn hearts that I put on there?

Yesterday. Thank you!

 

[Squiddy]

Sleep and smoke and you'll be fine.

I wish I had a blunt right now, but probably won't be able to smoke til tomorrow when I go to my friends house

 

[BlueWidow]

Food pics?

I'll see what I can find.

 

[Morphinekiss]

I had a dream about SS and everyone was there profile pictures on stick figure bodies walking around a convention center.

weird as shit

 

[Jean4]

Sleep and smoke and you'll be fine.

My pulmonologist actually told me to smoke lol.

I had a dream about SS and everyone was there profile pictures on stick figure bodies walking around a convention center.

weird as shit

Blame it on the migrane ;)

 

[Carina]

My mom's an idiot.... she think's I'm "grumpy", and because I "had to get my own meds"

Yeah... if "grumpy" is not wanting to eat, almost saying screw it and running car off bridge at 70mph because it's slick and foggy and no one would suspect (logic won out easily--don't worry, I wouldn't have 'really' done it, but the thoughts were so there), and not being able to look at people because I almost burst out crying and had to avert my eyes as it felt like everyone was staring at me because they knew is "grumpy" than yeah.... I think it's more depressed, but whatever.

I had a dream about SS and everyone was there profile pictures on stick figure bodies walking around a convention center.

weird as shit

That sounds cool actually

 

[BlueWidow]

It's a cold rainy day here and I'm not really all that hungry, so I think I'll have tomato soup and grilled cheese for dinner this evening.

 

[Jean4]

My mom's an idiot.... she think's I'm "grumpy", and because I "had to get my own meds"

Yeah... if "grumpy" is not wanting to eat, almost saying screw it and running car off bridge at 70mph because it's slick and foggy and no one would suspect (logic won out easily--don't worry, I wouldn't have 'really' done it, but the thoughts were so there), and not being able to look at people because I almost burst out crying and had to avert my eyes as it felt like everyone was staring at me because they knew is "grumpy" than yeah.... I think it's more depressed, but whatever.

That sounds cool actually

On another note. Take your new meds!

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It's a cold rainy day here and I'm not really all that hungry, so I think I'll have tomato soup and grilled cheese for dinner this evening.

Comfort food!!!!

 

[Carina]

On another note. Take your new meds!

it's tomorrow morning, ironically it's half as strong antidepressant, meant to get me out of a MANIC state... lol

 

[BlueWidow]

Then rum. . . Lots of rum. . . It's been a loooong f***in week!!

 

[Jean4]

it's tomorrow morning, ironically it's half as strong antidepressant, meant to get me out of a MANIC state... lol

Sometimes it just takes a shake up. Like when you are dieting and stall, you eat something you aren't supposed to in order to break the plateau

 

[Carina]

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Then rum. . . Lots of rum. . . It's been a loooong f***in week!!
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I so want rum. rum is good.

 

[BlueWidow]

it's tomorrow morning, ironically it's half as strong antidepressant, meant to get me out of a MANIC state... lol

I hate it when Drs start tinkering with your meds. They never get it right. It's like you're some kind of a science experiment or something.

 

[Carina]

Sometimes it just takes a shake up. Like when you are dieting and stall, you eat something you aren't supposed to in order to break the plateau

even if the same drug, just half the strength?

 

[Jean4]

even if the same drug, just half the strength?

Yup! Did that with my Wellbutrin

 

[Carina]

Yup! Did that with my Wellbutrin

hmm... still not too confident but that's only because the reason he's doing it doesn't exist now.

 

[Squiddy]

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It's a cold rainy day here and I'm not really all that hungry, so I think I'll have tomato soup and grilled cheese for dinner this evening.

I'm having baked chicken, mac and cheese and fries for dinner tonight

 

[BlueWidow]

I'm having baked chicken, mac and cheese and fries for dinner tonight

That sounds good too!

 

[Morphinekiss]

I'd kill for some mac and cheese and french fries. Stupid diets.

 

[Squiddy]

I'd kill for some mac and cheese and french fries. Stupid diets.

I need to start my diet, but just haven't yet

 

[BlueWidow]

I had a dream about SS and everyone was there profile pictures on stick figure bodies walking around a convention center.

weird as shit

I had a dream about SS the other day and I was so excited to tell everyone about it, but by the time I got here, I had completely forgotten what the dream was about. I keep hoping I'm going to go back to sleep and dream it again so I can remember it, but so far, if I have dreamed it, I haven't been able to remember it long enough to write it down!

I'd kill for some mac and cheese and french fries. Stupid diets.

What kind of diet are you on?

 

[Jean4]

hmm... still not too confident but that's only because the reason he's doing it doesn't exist now.

When can you actually talk to him?

I'm having baked chicken, mac and cheese and fries for dinner tonight

Pics!!
6:48 and I am in bed with the lights out. I need a meds change lol

 

[BlueWidow]

When can you actually talk to him?

Pics!!

Yes, pics! We have to live vicariously through you, @Squiddy! Or maybe it's eat vicariously through you!

 

[Carina]

When can you actually talk to him?

Pics!!

Since they want me on the reduced for 2 weeks to see if it gets me out of the manic like state lol... that'd make a call on the 24th. to say "yeah well the state ended 2 days before I started the lower dose".... my actual seeing him is the 30th or 31st

 

[BlueWidow]

 

[Carina]

I actually fell asleep in my chair... I'm so tired.

 

[Morphinekiss]

I had a dream about SS the other day and I was so excited to tell everyone about it, but by the time I got here, I had completely forgotten what the dream was about. I keep hoping I'm going to go back to sleep and dream it again so I can remember it, but so far, if I have dreamed it, I haven't been able to remember it long enough to write it down!

What kind of diet are you on?

low carb, dairy free, no red meat, under 1200 calories. I basically took the suggestions from my gp, oncologist, and liver surgeon and mashed it all together. Plus my eating disorder sooo....
I'm pretty much hangry all the time.

 

[BlueWidow]

I actually fell asleep in my chair... I'm so tired.

So, you're no longer in a manic state?