@foreverbroken28 , I have never been in love so I can't say I understand, but that was just heartbreaking to read. I wish there was some way of killing the pain without killing the patient.
Good4Nothing
Unlovable
- May 8, 2020
- 1,865
I wish someone would say that to me...
Personally, I find it frightening. I can feel sorry for foreverbroken28, but I never want that much influence over another person.
I did the income taxes!! I still have to do the income affidavit, but my gut hurts so I'm taking a break. My MMJ doc never got back to me from Thursday, who knows when I'll be able to get any more of the stuff.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Munchin on some shrooms by the river and listening to some tunes.
Nyxx33
Member
- May 8, 2020
- 94
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
GoBack
Paragon
- Apr 25, 2020
- 997
Nyxx33
Member
- May 8, 2020
- 94
I find money intimidating. I find the government intimidating, I have five very intimidating forms, dealing with both money and the government, to fill out. I did four out of the five! Yay, me! But the fifth was the one that precipitated a panic attack a couple of weeks ago. My therapist phoned today and didn't seem to understand why I'm reluctant to work on that one.
I picked it up today, and for a few minutes I couldn't find one of the other forms I need to work from. I did find the missing one before long, but in just those few minutes my gut started churning. So now I'm procrastinating online again.
I picked it up today, and for a few minutes I couldn't find one of the other forms I need to work from. I did find the missing one before long, but in just those few minutes my gut started churning. So now I'm procrastinating online again.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
I swear my pills make me so out of it... yet i totally have to take them all to function. kinda sucks thinking of it
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
As many breadcrumbs as to who I am that I've left. It's a fucking miracle I haven't been institutionalized or incarcerated again.
I did the fifth intimidating form! They're all done! But it's too late in the day to get them copied now, still have to copy and mail, tomorrow I guess. And then I need to see about getting the MMJ. My gut hurts.
raindrops
Someday, eventually
- Mar 29, 2020
- 447
beautiful words, I'd love to say this to my ex-partner.
I'd do anything to change how I was/am and be back to normal again with him
everyday I cry, sometimes I don't wash for days (disgusting I know) I see no reason to do anything without him, I've forgot who I am without him.
I'd do anything to have him back. I get horrible visions of him with someone else.
even if I sent something like what you said to him, he wouldn't listen, I've lost one of the best people in my life.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
So its been a sort of ritual to post here every thousandth post. This is #8,000 and I dunno if it's a blessing or a curse. But I'm still here and grateful for this community, all the love, and support I've received since I joined.
Hey. it's been a while. I hope you're all doing okay. 
aspx
Member
- Mar 25, 2019
- 73
This lockdown is making me feel worse each day. I don't know what to do anymore.
Can't even concentrate on my internship anymore.
Can't even concentrate on my internship anymore.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Could always be worse lol. Atleast we're still online!
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
true, i was just surprised that didn't make it. unless.... oh they changed board software... like who wants to share on facebook? and the bottom links.
might just make it harder for some to go here withtout getting caught. but maybe they're getting it back
xBrialesana
Become Dust With Me, My Love.
- Dec 17, 2019
- 552
Miss y'all.
Somehow I've been too depressed to even open the browser on my phone. I've lurked occasionally. Hope everyone is doing okay. I'm spiraling bad.
Somehow I've been too depressed to even open the browser on my phone. I've lurked occasionally. Hope everyone is doing okay. I'm spiraling bad.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Yea they did update the board before they migrated servers. I didn't know there was an option to share to Facebook though lol.
I'll be sure to share it along with the pornhub Facebook share option as well. That way everyone can know just how fucked up I am!
I've been wondering about you. I've seen you around a couple times tho. Sorry to hear you're spiraling, I have been spiraling lately myself.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Given how common pornhub is to everyone, you'd probably get recommendations for similar from your friends lolYea they did update the board before they migrated servers. I didn't know there was an option to share to Facebook though lol.
I'll be sure to share it along with the pornhub Facebook share option as well. That way everyone can know just how fucked up I am!
I've been wondering about you. I've seen you around a couple times tho. Sorry to hear you're spiraling, I have been spiraling lately myself.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Hahaha, I might! But in all honesty that FB share link on there freaks me the fuck out. I feel like one day I'm going to hit it on accident or something without even realizing.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
yeah some things don't need shared lol odd thing is the sites know that but they put the option out there anyway
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
It's not odd, because nothing will be secret before long. Like it ever has, you know as well as I do that it never has.
its been a while I visited here. Site design has changed a lot, it looks messy to me.
Some members I followed are gone. One of the strong and very popular poster in this thread is missing cannot find what happened :(
Some members I followed are gone. One of the strong and very popular poster in this thread is missing cannot find what happened :(
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
i keep on losing this thread's place in the list lol
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
It's not nearly that popular anymore so it always slips to the next page.
I've been playing Red Dead Redemption 2 all day. What a fucking game! Sooo good.
