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I keep forgetting to eat, unless it's pizza.
 
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Mine just keeps telling me over and over again how much of a piece of shit I am. While hinting that there may still be a chance, then ignoring me tell the next day. Rinse, and repeat. I keep taking it though because for 1 I deserve it and for 2 I still have hope.
That is a common behaviour I've seen before. Hot, cold and needy of attention? Forgive me if I'm wrong though. When faced with that before, eventually I've just walked away and dealt with the heartache with beer and country music. I know it's not that easy though.
I still have an ounce of hope that things will work out and I feel like I deserve it too for making her pay for everything while I paid for nothing when we would eat out. She also states how jealous she is of me, but there's nothing to be jealous about.
I don't think either of you deserve to be treated badly. Whatever the ups and downs, I can't see any excuse for playing with someone's feelings.
 
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That is a common behaviour I've seen before. Hot, cold and needy of attention? Forgive me if I'm wrong though. When faced with that before, eventually I've just walked away and dealt with the heartache with beer and country music. I know it's not that easy though.

I don't think either of you deserve to be treated badly. Whatever the ups and downs, I can't see any excuse for playing with someone's feelings.
My life might look good because my mom and grandma got me a car and I graduated college, but it's not and that's what my favorite person fails to understand. I just hope she didn't block me, but it looks like she did and now I feel like my world is falling apart. I'm sick and tired of this life
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Well I spoke way too much and now I'm going to the hospital for a few days so I won't be on here
 
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Squiddy

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Good luck :hug: I'm so sorry, I hope it goes okay for you.
Thanks and yeah hopefully. I'm currently waiting for this lady to get back to me. She's been gone about 20 mins now
 
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I don't think either of you deserve to be treated badly. Whatever the ups and downs, I can't see any excuse for playing with someone's feelings.

Yea.. treated badly and playing with feelings. Like being cheated on not just once but twice .
 
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Cold beer, music, nice weather, and a mountain view. Time to start moving around again and try to lighten up a bit.
 
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That is a wonderful combination! I have no beer, no music, hot and windy weather and a view of the delinquent sheep in the back field.
 
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That is a wonderful combination! I have no beer, no music, hot and windy weather and a view of the delinquent sheep in the back field.
Here's my backyard.
20200417 170051
 
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I'd take a pic of mine but it's dark here now.
 
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350 more and I'm the top poster of all time here. It's only a thing to me because I'm a gamer and game developer. I love high scores.

So many people think I do it for some sort of bullshit influence. But that's not the case, it's more OCD with numbers then anything. I'm not better or worse then anyone else.

That and my life is boring as fuck right now.
 
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Speaking of games.... Hitman 2 the new games annoys me when doing a kill everyone when that's not the point on hardest and some random jerkoff shows up like 'omg why did you do this?' and it goes pear shaped, but you take like 1-5 hits before death, and 1-2 hits before you know who is shooting you through a wall...
 
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faraway_beach

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Dec 30, 2019
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Looked out my window, and what did I see?!
Swinging cars going up
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Looked out my window, and what did I see?!
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They set that shit up outside your place? I'd think I was tripping or something.
Speaking of games.... Hitman 2 the new games annoys me when doing a kill everyone when that's not the point on hardest and some random jerkoff shows up like 'omg why did you do this?' and it goes pear shaped, but you take like 1-5 hits before death, and 1-2 hits before you know who is shooting you through a wall...
That's a fucking dope ass game though. But yea it has its moments sometimes.
 
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faraway_beach

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Dec 30, 2019
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They set that shit up outside your place? I'd think I was tripping or something.
I live across the street from the amusement park. The framework of the wheel is always there, it's 100 years old this year. I'm excited because they're finally putting up the passenger cars that get removed for the winter. This is NYC, it's been a long lockdown, I'm really looking forward to riding this again!
 
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I live across the street from the amusement park. The framework of the wheel is always there, it's 100 years old this year. I'm excited because they're finally putting up the passenger cars that get removed for the winter. This is NYC, it's been a long lockdown, I'm really looking forward to riding this again!
That's gota be kinda cool, just step outside and ride shit lol
 
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ArtsyDrawer

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Nov 8, 2018
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Jeez! I should've recorded that, but the woman is also crazy enough to literally bite me for it.

This girl I very distantly work with who apparently has a massive shoe fetish, except instead of having a girl-boner for sexy people wearing sexy shoes, dedicating like 10% of her girl-boner to the human, 90% to the shoes, she apparently has a HARDCORE shoe fetish: just shoes. She would fuck a shoe. She might've fucked at least one shoe already. Judging by her excited, squirrel-like screeching, she would fuck this shoe.

Today is an exciting day: we got a "bonus" in company credits. I can "buy" something fancy. This girl wants to buy this shoe, and presumably fuck it.

She scares me.
 
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faraway_beach

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Dec 30, 2019
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Jeez! I should've recorded that, but the woman is also crazy enough to literally bite me for it.

This girl I very distantly work with who apparently has a massive shoe fetish, except instead of having a girl-boner for sexy people wearing sexy shoes, dedicating like 10% of her girl-boner to the human, 90% to the shoes, she apparently has a HARDCORE shoe fetish: just shoes. She would fuck a shoe. She might've fucked at least one shoe already. Judging by her excited, squirrel-like screeching, she would fuck this shoe.

Today is an exciting day: we got a "bonus" in company credits. I can "buy" something fancy. This girl wants to buy this shoe, and presumably fuck it.

She scares me.
Sounds like a fairly harmless fetish, unless your foot is in the shoe at the time.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

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Sounds like a fairly harmless fetish, unless your foot is in the shoe at the time.
I mean, yeah, it's just her screeching that made me physically uncomfortable. She stepped way into my work station and didn't let me work for a bit as she screeched over this particular pair of shoes.
Kinda annoying.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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I mean, yeah, it's just her screeching that made me physically uncomfortable. She stepped way into my work station and didn't let me work for a bit as she screeched over this particular pair of shoes.
Kinda annoying.
Sell them for a premium and go buy yourself a similar pair of shoes. Then when she sees those you can sell those as well and keep the cycle going :pfff:
 
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Scrolling back through this thread at times. Brings so much memories back. So many good people are gone.

These kinda threads have really died off in general. I've always enjoyed them though when they're more active.
 
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Carina

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Yeah. I miss some more than others, some just make me sad... but it's bound to happen
 
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Oct 1, 2019
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Haven't posted here in a while but I'm also missing those no longer with us... Sending hugs and happy thoughts to you all :hug::heart:
 
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If there's one thing I can say about the sink vs the lounge. This place is more relaxed. Everyone at the lounge would prefer a false sense of happiness. But here you can just be yourself. Whether your sad or happy or whatever.
 

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