Jean4

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I emailed the surgeon's PA person, I know they're at the hospital, the liver center is just closed. So hopefully they read my email at some point. The pain is definitely not as bad as last night so I don't think a tumor has ruptured (I'd be internally bleeding and passed out by now if so) so I should be ok. I think I just freaked last night and had a panic attack which made it all worse.
Wait. How come you freaked out? You didn't eat my cooking!
 
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Why is the board not sending me notifications? bell has nothing, click the bell, 2-5 new things.
 
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Write Sinister.
Hmm... yeah, he might know. Might try something first though just in case (hate to bother him for such a simple thing)
OK just did it (my test just in case), we'll see if it worked...
 
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@Squiddy. I need you to threaten me to do the dishes!
 
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If I threatened for someone to do dishes, it'd be like "do the dishes otherwise I'll give you cake... and pizza... what do you like on your pizza?" don't think it'd work
 
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Is it weird that I love doing dishes? Gives me time to think, and I get to make things clean.

I also clean baseboards with a toothbrush. I may have a problem. :pfff:
 
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You've just officially broken the thread rules...
 
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I like your plates. They look like Monet paintings around the edges.
 
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Those are pretty plates!
 
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@Squiddy don't hurt me!!!!
Those are pretty plates!
Thanks. They were my mothers. Had them since the 80's. The cats eat off of them. I use paper. No washing. Throw away. Plastic utensils and paper cups.
 
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Dinner


Tacos
 
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Ingredients and is it spicy?
not sure which company's grounds for vegetarian ones... but that, cheese, vegetarian refried beans, lettuce, tomato, black olives, onions sour cream.... if you stop there, then no not spicy, but I added salsa, so mine are, but depends on the salsa.
 
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not sure which company's grounds for vegetarian ones... but that, cheese, vegetarian refried beans, lettuce, tomato, black olives, onions sour cream.... if you stop there, then no not spicy, but I added salsa, so mine are, but depends on the salsa.
Extra olives and onions please!
 
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Every time I eat I have a thought "well, I'll be here at least one more day".

I so love music. So expressive. I've been basically listening to music today.
 
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So like.. Do I post a picture of my kitchen sink then? :heh::sunglasses:
 
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So like.. Do I post a picture of my kitchen sink then? :heh::sunglasses:
Go for it! I needed to wash dishes. @Squiddy threatened me and I posted to be held accountable.
Every time I eat I have a thought "well, I'll be here at least one more day".

I so love music. So expressive. I've been basically listening to music today.
One day at a time. :wink:
 
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Go for it! I needed to wash dishes. @Squiddy threatened me and I posted to be held accountable.

One day at a time. :wink:

Yeah.

New word I hate getting as a reply to texts: "Ok"

Is a brain giving the silent treatment good or bad?
 
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Yeah.

New word I hate getting as a reply to texts: "Ok"

Is a brain giving the silent treatment good or bad?
Bad. I need to think of what I have to do.

When they say ok, text back you are a man of few words.
 
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Bad. I need to think of what I have to do.

When they say ok, text back you are a man of few words.

Sorry brain's giving you the silent treatment then. I almost think... no... no.. that might be worse.

Bad thing my friend would reply "yep" because he's said he's a man of few words. That and I think I did that once actually! Guess I assume more out of him given a pretty obvious thing. Eh, oh well.
 
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Sorry brain's giving you the silent treatment then. I almost think... no... no.. that might be worse.

Bad thing my friend would reply "yep" because he's said he's a man of few words. That and I think I did that once actually! Guess I assume more out of him given a pretty obvious thing. Eh, oh well.
It's your fault. Not his. You expect a man to be rational?
 
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Back. Just ate dinner. My mom asked me what my plans are now that I'm out of college and to be honest, I don't know. I don't feel ready for a job yet as I feel like I'll screw it up somehow due to my incompetence, but I don't feel like taking on a a lot of debt from the last 2 years of college. I wish I could just drop dead
 
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Hi! Yay I'm so glad we have another thread to chat in! Thanks for making this @Jean4
 
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Hi! Yay I'm so glad we have another thread to chat in! Thanks for making this @Jean4
Where have you been? How are you feeling the day after?
 
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