Jean4

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No diet. But I quit sugar this Christmas. I'm curious to see if it'll make my mood swings less extreme and my body feel less sickly.

Who knows. Anyone else seen this decade old video?


How are you feeling? I haven't had sugar because I had Bariatric Surgery since 2018. A complete diet change.
 
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I know you are very busy with breakfast and taking your nap afterwards, but if you pass the medicine cabinet, would you mind fetching for me an aspirin the size of a baseball please. Whoa..... thank you and Happy NY
 

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And I need extra coffee, and she still owes me bacon and sausage!!

It's late afternoon for us over here, I am sat here with the smell of a roast cooking and a snowball in my hand :D
And I need extra coffee, and she still owes me bacon and sausage!!

It's late afternoon for us over here, I am sat here with the smell of a roast cooking and a snowball in my hand :D
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@Squiddy
I know you are very busy with breakfast and taking your nap afterwards, but if you pass the medicine cabinet, would you mind fetching for me an aspirin the size of a baseball please. Whoa..... thank you and Happy NY
You missed her. She isn't here. Must be @Squiddy 's nap time at 10:30 am :pfff:
 
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How are you feeling? I haven't had sugar because I had Bariatric Surgery since 2018. A complete diet change.

Feeling a liiiiittle bit better in the mornings. Otherwise I'm the same old me.

Has quitting been a positive experience for you?
 
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Feel free to hang out. Sometimes it is just good to chat about nonsense and laugh. Takes away from some of the seriousness of the board :)

Bring the Asprin. You know @Raven Moon @realjunes @BlueWidow @Morphinekiss and @Carina will need it ;)

Nope no hangover--drank water last night and stuff so it got rid of the one I had then, and woke up without one. The usual for me though.
 
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It's late afternoon for us over here, I am sat here with the smell of a roast cooking and a snowball in my hand :D


It's late afternoon for us over here, I am sat here with the smell of a roast cooking and a snowball in my hand :D
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I'm trying to get out of bed for my coffee lol
 
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I'm trying to get out of bed for my coffee lol


its weird since I had my first full heavy mental breakdown last april, I've not enjoyed coffee or a cuppa tea at all since, just water mainly occasionally orange juice
 
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Feeling a liiiiittle bit better in the mornings. Otherwise I'm the same old me.

Has quitting been a positive experience for you?
Really.. I'm not sure. I am also on meds and medical marijuana. I still have horrible rocky periods. Almost CTB the other day. But maybe it would be worse if I continued.
its weird since I had my first full heavy mental breakdown last april, I've not enjoyed coffee or a cuppa tea at all since, just water mainly occasionally orange juice
It's better for you.
 
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Really.. I'm not sure. I am also on meds and medical marijuana. I still have horrible rocky periods. Almost CTB the other day. But maybe it would be worse if I continued.

It's better for you.

I don't think the daily rum is though or the jagermeister :pfff: :pfff:

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Jag tastes like cough syrup lol

I love the cold brew one but its hard to get locally, I have to rely online and its a pain in the ass
 
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I love the cold brew one but its hard to get locally, I have to rely online and its a pain in the ass
Ah. We only have the traditional one that tastes like cough syrup.
 
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I can't imagine myself going to work tomorrow after sitting 10 days in home doing nothing and with my current mental state.
 
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@Squiddy - Hey, Squids - thanks, but I found an aspirin in @Jean4 couch cushions after I looked around her apartment, in a slightly desperate fashion.
 
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@Squiddy - Hey, Squids - thanks, but I found an aspirin in @Jean4 couch cushions after I looked around her apartment, in a slightly desperate fashion.
I know. I know. I will shower today and wash the dishes. You can find anything in my couch, and don't even look in my fridge!
 
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@Squiddy - Hey, Squids - thanks, but I found an aspirin in @Jean4 couch cushions after I looked around her apartment, in a slightly desperate fashion.
I just saw that and thought "Aspirin, it's what's for dinner"
 
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I can't imagine myself going to work tomorrow after sitting 10 days in home doing nothing and with my current mental state.
I know. I know. I am in the same boat as you. We can do it. Put one foot in front of the other. We are here. Post here, and we will get through it.
I just saw that and thought "Aspirin, it's what's for dinner"
That's about right the way I cook
 
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I totally hate being around others when in a bad mental state. Always afraid I'm going to slip. And at work, that's like 9 hours around people who basically 'know' you. And I definitely know some of my coworkers noticed.
 
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I totally hate being around others when in a bad mental state. Always afraid I'm going to slip. And at work, that's like 9 hours around people who basically 'know' you. And I definitely know some of my coworkers noticed.
I know how you feel. I'm currently in a bad mental state and around friends and I'm afraid I'm gonna break down
 
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I totally hate being around others when in a bad mental state. Always afraid I'm going to slip. And at work, that's like 9 hours around people who basically 'know' you. And I definitely know some of my coworkers noticed.
Here's what you do. I was able to hide the fact Stan died. Nobody knew about him for obvious reasons. When you go to work say you are fighting the flu. Anybody who sees you are off, they will think it's that.

We are here. Come and talk to us. We will pull you through.
 
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this is where self employed works, dealing with people in a time limited manor, I hate people they are annoying,
Well most, not the ones on this forum
 
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this is where self employed works, dealing with people in a time limited manor, I hate people they are annoying,
Well most, not the ones on this forum
Don't discriminate. Hate all humans equally. Keep your phone near and write us. We will put each other through the day.
I know how you feel. I'm currently in a bad mental state and around friends and I'm afraid I'm gonna break down
You got us Squidmeister. Break down here. ;)
 
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Here's what you do. I was able to hide the fact Stan died. Nobody knew about him for obvious reasons. When you go to work say you are fighting the flu. Anybody who sees you are off, they will think it's that.

We are here. Come and talk to us. We will pull you through.

I normally say allergies (which is true). I've gotten really bad at lieing at my older age-- or I just give my instant replies to how I am of like 'ok, fine, here, living' like trueish, or just facts. Granted totally telling of my mental state lol.

I'm hungry...
 
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I keep on watching this same video (The House MD's cover of 'Get Happy')
 
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I wish I had a mimosa and weed right now
 
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