CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
That's crazy I have been as well
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
The same video? Like what would be the odds..
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
Yeah, I just rewatched the whole show again and I've been watching the video on repeat for a few days
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
It's because everyone on this forum is connected somehow ;)
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
I've actually been watching the short like 10 minute versions of the House shows too on youtube, Hmm... I think I own the series on dvd.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Just took a shower. A big deal for me. Got back into bed wet... but hey. It's a start. Push through it @Soulless_Angel. Depression sucks. Push through it. 
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Damnnn! You know I think you U.K. folks are insane drowning everything in gravy, but I'll take it!!!
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I agree, depression does suckJust took a shower. A big deal for me. Got back into bed wet... but hey. It's a start. Push through it @Soulless_Angel. Depression sucks. Push through it.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I'm still in bed. Will put on a clean pair of PJs eventually lol.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
I swear if not for just sleeping in the living room (apparently all my bed sheets/blankets went "missing" somehow--aka my mom took them because she wanted them), I'd of been sleeping 12-15 hours a day every day for months. I'd be like "yay I'm up... ok bed time"
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
It's the depression. I am giving myself simple chores to push through it.
1. Shower (done)
2. Put on clean pjs
3. Brush teeth
4. Wash dishes
5. Clean cat box (didn't do it yesterday, a sign of my depression)
6. Dump the cat litter after I clean the box.
I won't sleep all day. Make a list. Even if it's simple. Even if the outside world would think you are crazy, because these are things 'normal' people do without thinking.
We aren't normal. We would stay in bed all day. Make sure you stay out of it. Do whatever you hand to do.
You had a sleepover at your friends house? Did you watch the movie?
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
my mother seriously annoys me at times. already yelled at me twice, ok three times as she did while writing this.
And the third time was for something she never said that I apparently was supposed to know. I swear she's starting to get dementia.
And the third time was for something she never said that I apparently was supposed to know. I swear she's starting to get dementia.
So I woke up like hours ago and typed in good morning to you all, but fell back asleep before hitting post. So now good almost afternoon.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Yeah I did and yeah, we watched the santa claus
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Honestly. It could be. My mother was like that. Realize that it is not you. It's her, and there is nothing that can be done. Come here and vent. Just agree. It's easier.
Good morning and Happy 2020! How is your head?
I'm glad you had your friend and us. You party animal you!
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I enjoy spending time with y'all on here
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Do you need to go to Urgent Care or will you be ok?Head is fine. Liver still hurts from last night and my surgeon's office is closed today
Well, we cannot do anything without the Squidmeister!
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Yeah. Sadly a few in my family had Alzheimer's, others just dementia. Bad thing is I know what would happen if that's what it is. Not going to think of it... or try not to. If it was....no, no.... just not going to think of that.
Oh no! Hopefully he'll be open tomorrow. Curious, can you call the ER and just ask "what's the wait time?"Head is fine. Liver still hurts from last night and my surgeon's office is closed today
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
We will be here. If I'm not, I'm doing the dishes. Got my pajamas on and am back in bed. I am getting the energy up for the cat box.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Nothing new there. I am now getting out of bed to clean the cat box. I must report to Squidmeister that I did it. I'm scared of @Squiddy. I don't want to be torched!
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Cat box is cleaned and I dumped it. Back in bed. No torching lolNo being torched....for now
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I emailed the surgeon's PA person, I know they're at the hospital, the liver center is just closed. So hopefully they read my email at some point. The pain is definitely not as bad as last night so I don't think a tumor has ruptured (I'd be internally bleeding and passed out by now if so) so I should be ok. I think I just freaked last night and had a panic attack which made it all worse.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Hopefully they do. Or no matter what you can get it checked asap!
