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- Jul 31, 2018
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Awake again and in front of the pc, yawning. Here we go again. My life is now one long yawn punctuated by trips to the loo.
As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.
No need to have any terror. You didn't eat my cooking.Woke up too early in a terror state. Trying antianxiety med plus tea plus some leftover chicken plus aspirin (fir aches in arms) ti get a few more hours.
It's been rough for all of us lately, so you aren't alone!Had rough night, but:
Got dressed in business casual
Ate some toast
Took meds
Drove to campus
Texted therapist
Texted apology to parents
Going to:
Do class presentation
Go to other classes
Get some work completed
Well yay for the teeth and smoking!!! A huge accomplishment!!!Btw, in case anybody wonders, I stopped fasting yesterday - been feeling too weak to actually do my day job, so I decided to stop and do it when I have some time off and can get weak without affecting my life too much. Still I feel that it's easier to control food cravings now, not sure if it's short-term or not.
I'm also feeling much less compelled to get distracted on things left and right for the past days, so I'm only on the forum when I specifically want to be. That means, I might vanish for several days unexpectedly, but it's likely nothing bad. Also, my teeth are starting to look better with less smoking, so that's nice too![]()
hhhi, what happened yesterday?Holy shit I'm still alive! What a day yesterday...
Long story short. Too many illicit substances. I don't remember going to sleep and I woke up this morning in a daze. I'm a fucking time traveler!hhhi, what happened yesterday?
Was wondering why you disappeared. Are you ok?Long story short. Too many illicit substances. I don't remember going to sleep and I woke up this morning in a daze. I'm a fucking time traveler!![]()
Sourdough toast with avocado! And no coffee, sadly I ran out. But, gonna grab some when the campus coffee shop opens!It's been rough for all of us lately, so you aren't alone!
Good job on your list.... and remember... we have a welcome back from the hospital @Root party on Saturday!
Most important... what was on the toast and did you have coffee?
I still have all my limbs so I'm good!Was wondering why you disappeared. Are you ok?
Rules here. Pics of food! We love food pics!!!!! ;)Sourdough toast with avocado! And no coffee, sadly I ran out. But, gonna grab some when the campus coffee shop opens!
Read the cult chatI still have all my limbs so I'm good!
Oh dear. I've done that many times with booze. Woken up some time later in a random place. Fields, caves, central reservations, you name it.Long story short. Too many illicit substances. I don't remember going to sleep and I woke up this morning in a daze. I'm a fucking time traveler!![]()
Well damn lol. I've never woken up in as many exotic places as you have. Sounds like a trip!Oh dear. I've done that many times with booze. Woken up some time later in a random place. Fields, caves, central reservations, you name it.
Well, you can page me all you wantIt's ok to vanish... just know I will be paging you.![]()
It was the curse of being an archaeologist. I often used to take the Beer Scooter home.Well damn lol. I've never woken up in as many exotic places as you have. Sounds like a trip!
Curse? I feel like you were living the dream in those two sentences alone! Now I'm super curious to learn more lol.It was the curse of being an archaeologist. I often used to take the Beer Scooter home.
Sorry. No.Does anybody here come in contact with Bitcoin?
Saw your project news on my morning cnn feed!No need to have any terror. You didn't eat my cooking.
7:11. Because I got my two projects ready to go last night, I am able to be in robot mode and not think.
Made coffee
Took meds
Took vinegar
Fed cats. Dishes in sink soaking
Got out project one. 2 will be done later
Increased Depression and SI. I'm not bouncing to manic.
I tried it. It made my head hurt.Does anybody here come in contact with Bitcoin?
'A dream to some, a nightmare to others!'Curse? I feel like you were living the dream in those two sentences alone! Now I'm super curious to learn more lol.
Different project. You will learn what it is when you make your FB today. Like how I snuck that in? ;)Saw your project news on my morning cnn feed!
What's on the agenda for today one?I LOVE IT LOL
You are relentless!!Different project. You will learn what it is when you make your FB today. Like how I snuck that in? ;)
What are you doing today besides making a FB? ;)You are relentless!!
Now a race for coffee, some form of respectable clothing, water plants and out the door.
The eternal struggleI don't know what's worse, never having someone to love, or having had someone and losing them.
What's the saying..... it's better to have love and lost than to have never of loved at all?Anyone else get consumed by loneliness at bedtime? I don't know what's worse, never having someone to love, or having had someone and losing them.