Awake again and in front of the pc, yawning. Here we go again. My life is now one long yawn punctuated by trips to the loo.
Woke up too early in a terror state. Trying antianxiety med plus tea plus some leftover chicken plus aspirin (fir aches in arms) ti get a few more hours.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
No need to have any terror. You didn't eat my cooking.
7:11. Because I got my two projects ready to go last night, I am able to be in robot mode and not think.
Made coffee
Took meds
Took vinegar
Fed cats. Dishes in sink soaking
Got out project one. 2 will be done later
Increased Depression and SI. I'm not bouncing to manic.
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NonsenseTrash
Student
- Jan 19, 2020
- 158
Had rough night, but:
Got dressed in business casual
Ate some toast
Took meds
Drove to campus
Texted therapist
Texted apology to parents
Going to:
Do class presentation
Go to other classes
Get some work completed
Got dressed in business casual
Ate some toast
Took meds
Drove to campus
Texted therapist
Texted apology to parents
Going to:
Do class presentation
Go to other classes
Get some work completed
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
It's been rough for all of us lately, so you aren't alone!
Good job on your list.... and remember... we have a welcome back from the hospital @Root party on Saturday!
Most important... what was on the toast and did you have coffee?
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
Btw, in case anybody wonders, I stopped fasting yesterday - been feeling too weak to actually do my day job, so I decided to stop and do it when I have some time off and can get weak without affecting my life too much. Still I feel that it's easier to control food cravings now, not sure if it's short-term or not.
I'm also feeling much less compelled to get distracted on things left and right for the past days, so I'm only on the forum when I specifically want to be. That means, I might vanish for several days unexpectedly, but it's likely nothing bad. Also, my teeth are starting to look better with less smoking, so that's nice too
I'm also feeling much less compelled to get distracted on things left and right for the past days, so I'm only on the forum when I specifically want to be. That means, I might vanish for several days unexpectedly, but it's likely nothing bad. Also, my teeth are starting to look better with less smoking, so that's nice too
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Well yay for the teeth and smoking!!! A huge accomplishment!!!Btw, in case anybody wonders, I stopped fasting yesterday - been feeling too weak to actually do my day job, so I decided to stop and do it when I have some time off and can get weak without affecting my life too much. Still I feel that it's easier to control food cravings now, not sure if it's short-term or not.
I'm also feeling much less compelled to get distracted on things left and right for the past days, so I'm only on the forum when I specifically want to be. That means, I might vanish for several days unexpectedly, but it's likely nothing bad. Also, my teeth are starting to look better with less smoking, so that's nice too
It's ok to vanish... just know I will be paging you.
We also have @Root party on Saturday!
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Long story short. Too many illicit substances. I don't remember going to sleep and I woke up this morning in a daze. I'm a fucking time traveler!
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Was wondering why you disappeared. Are you ok?Long story short. Too many illicit substances. I don't remember going to sleep and I woke up this morning in a daze. I'm a fucking time traveler!
NonsenseTrash
Student
- Jan 19, 2020
- 158
Sourdough toast with avocado! And no coffee, sadly I ran out. But, gonna grab some when the campus coffee shop opens!
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Rules here. Pics of food! We love food pics!!!!! ;)
Coffee with let's see.. I'll take low fat or soy (almond in a pinch) and splenda please.
Read the cult chat
Oh dear. I've done that many times with booze. Woken up some time later in a random place. Fields, caves, central reservations, you name it.Long story short. Too many illicit substances. I don't remember going to sleep and I woke up this morning in a daze. I'm a fucking time traveler!
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Well damn lol. I've never woken up in as many exotic places as you have. Sounds like a trip!
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
Well, you can page me all you wantIt's ok to vanish... just know I will be paging you.
. There's probably just no reason to get worried.It was the curse of being an archaeologist. I often used to take the Beer Scooter home.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Curse? I feel like you were living the dream in those two sentences alone! Now I'm super curious to learn more lol.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Saw your project news on my morning cnn feed!No need to have any terror. You didn't eat my cooking.
7:11. Because I got my two projects ready to go last night, I am able to be in robot mode and not think.
Made coffee
Took meds
Took vinegar
Fed cats. Dishes in sink soaking
Got out project one. 2 will be done later
Increased Depression and SI. I'm not bouncing to manic.
I tried it. It made my head hurt.
'A dream to some, a nightmare to others!'
one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Different project. You will learn what it is when you make your FB today. Like how I snuck that in? ;)
What's on the agenda for today one?
You are relentless!!
Now a race for coffee, some form of respectable clothing, water plants and out the door.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
The eternal struggle
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
What's the saying..... it's better to have love and lost than to have never of loved at all?
Personally though I don't know... Loving and losing kind of kills you, even if just for a short time, making it a longer time I can't even imagine.
