cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Most of my family thought I'd have ended myself by now. It's pretty fucked up hearing your family tell you that when they've not actively tried to help you prevent it.

That's really fucked up of them to say that, I am so sorry.
 
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That's really fucked up of them to say that, I am so sorry.
It's okay, they were probably taking bets on when it would happen lol. I hope I made them all lose money on that!
 
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So you let the clown change your tire!? How're you still alive? Never trust a clown!

It's funny you say that other bit. Most of my family thought I'd have ended myself by now. It's pretty fucked up hearing your family tell you that when they've not actively tried to help you prevent it.
Yeah, in hindsight, I think he was the one with the worst homelife, and he was like "I'm just going to do it" and we just expected him to. Now I realize it was a cry for help. As I and my other friend didn't want help.

That family life of yours is screwed up! I mean why say that?!? I mean if you thought someone was going to do that, just offer to help, offer to get you things, offer to be with with , you don't say that! I'm so sorry :(
 
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That family life of yours is screwed up! I mean why say that?!? I mean if you thought someone was going to do that, just offer to help, offer to get you things, offer to be with with , you don't say that! I'm so sorry :(
I've legit heard it from like 5 or 6 family members. I wasn't even mad or upset honestly. I thought it was funny. All they did was show their true colors to me.
 
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It's okay, they were probably taking bets on when it would happen lol. I hope I made them all lose money on that!

Well, you showed and continue to keep showing them! :heart: At least you know now which family members you can trust.
 
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11:00. Nurse and I are watching tv. He's here for 2 more hours.
 
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great.... nose running and stuff is related to migraines.....

I had a headache coming on.... nose started running, I now have a full blown migraine... and no migraine pills on me, and nose is dripping like a faucet left on.

someone effing poison me.
 
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great.... nose running and stuff is related to migraines.....

I had a headache coming on.... nose started running, I now have a full blown migraine... and no migraine pills on me, and nose is dripping like a faucet left on.

someone effing poison me.

I hope you feel better soon!
 
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I hope you feel better soon!
I was so tempted to grab the migraine pills to put in my purse 'just in case' but thought no why do that? I haven't really had one in like forever! I should've. Then I took out all of the other pills.... ugh.. oh well.


Funny thing thing... I honestly thought the ENT was crazy about the 'migraine nose link'.... until today.... apparently I had just been having like minor migraines before non-stop and crap that means they aren't controlled again...

I"m fine... this is fine.... everything is fine....
 
Jean4

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great.... nose running and stuff is related to migraines.....

I had a headache coming on.... nose started running, I now have a full blown migraine... and no migraine pills on me, and nose is dripping like a faucet left on.

someone effing poison me.
Want my nurse?
great.... nose running and stuff is related to migraines.....

I had a headache coming on.... nose started running, I now have a full blown migraine... and no migraine pills on me, and nose is dripping like a faucet left on.

someone effing poison me.
Nobody is poisoning you. You haven't eaten my cooking! :blarg:
 
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Somebody bump please
Sometimes thing go bump in the night and prevent people from sleeping.... sometimes these things come from cats... sometimes it comes from bumping a thread making a comment about a cat booping you.
 
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Sometimes thing go bump in the night and prevent people from sleeping.... sometimes these things come from cats... sometimes it comes from bumping a thread making a comment about a cat booping you.
Or from my nurse... who just opened my spaghetti sauce jar. :blarg:
 
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I will never understand why a hotel will think almost 3 grand for a room per night with no view is even reasonable. Especially when the place isn't that great.
 
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I will never understand why a hotel will think almost 3 grand for a room per night with no view is even reasonable. Especially when the place isn't that great.
Depends on the event or how booked they are. Rates fluctuate daily and even our rooms can go from 100 to 600 in a flash. So if you wana CTB in one you need to pick a cheap day. So you can spend the rest on drugs and entertainment before you do the deed!
 
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Depends on the event or how booked they are. Rates fluctuate daily and even our rooms can go from 100 to 600 in a flash. So if you wana CTB in one you need to pick a cheap day. So you can spend the rest on drugs and entertainment before you do the deed!
I was just glancing around out of curiosity, and it was like 75, 100, 175, 200, 400, 500, (typical considering the city)... then one 2500/5000.... like wtf? it was a 2/3 star place, with a 'view' of offices, where as a 175->500 room has a view of the lake... like what?

just threw me off... one year a presidential convention had a hotel rented, and the hotel only charged $500/room!
 
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Brick In The Wall

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I was just glancing around out of curiosity, and it was like 75, 100, 175, 200, 400, 500, (typical considering the city)... then one 2500/5000.... like wtf? it was a 2/3 star place, with a 'view' of offices, where as a 175->500 room has a view of the lake... like what?

just threw me off... one year a presidential convention had a hotel rented, and the hotel only charged $500/room!
They factor in alot of things honestly. Like different franchises, and if there are companies booking there. How often they sell out of rooms, how close they are to local events etc.
 
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Ok... this has it rated better... at least 4.6 stars... and better view.... ...
 
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