Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I tend to stay away from goodbye threads, they make me too... sad isn't the right word, I don't know what is. I guess that makes me a bad SS member.
managed to plug out 2 hours of work crap despite my head feeling like it's going to explode.
managed to plug out 2 hours of work crap despite my head feeling like it's going to explode.
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
I'm still here. . . for now. Just having a very very bad day. Today was supposed to be my original date to ctb and I'm kind of feeling like I should've just gone ahead and done it today like I originally planned. I'm really missing my husband today for some reason. I've been walking around my house all day crying.
I did manage to take a shower though and pull my garbage cans back in.
Thanks for noticing I wasn't here. I didn't think anyone would notice or care.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
It was noticable--we care too.I'm still here. . . for now. Just having a very very bad day. Today was supposed to be my original date to ctb and I'm kind of feeling like I should've just gone ahead and done it today like I originally planned. I'm really missing my husband today for some reason. I've been walking around my house all day crying.
I did manage to take a shower though and pull my garbage cans back in.
Thanks for noticing I wasn't here. I didn't think anyone would notice or care.
Right now I"m at work... trying not to cry.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
We're here for youI'm still here. . . for now. Just having a very very bad day. Today was supposed to be my original date to ctb and I'm kind of feeling like I should've just gone ahead and done it today like I originally planned. I'm really missing my husband today for some reason. I've been walking around my house all day crying.
I did manage to take a shower though and pull my garbage cans back in.
Thanks for noticing I wasn't here. I didn't think anyone would notice or care.
Nemeshisu
Experienced
- Dec 25, 2019
- 236
Ofcourse I would notice when you are gone. You are my one of most talented story-tellers on this forum. I had read your entire story about your husband on your 16th anniversary thread and I was moved by it. I hope you will be able to meet your husband in afterlife if it exists. I am glad that someone as wonderful as you is part of this forum and that you are still here with usI'm still here. . . for now. Just having a very very bad day. Today was supposed to be my original date to ctb and I'm kind of feeling like I should've just gone ahead and done it today like I originally planned. I'm really missing my husband today for some reason. I've been walking around my house all day crying.
I did manage to take a shower though and pull my garbage cans back in.
Thanks for noticing I wasn't here. I didn't think anyone would notice or care.
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
Thank you. That's very kind of you. I always enjoy reading your posts as well. I'm glad you keep hanging out on this thread with us.Ofcourse I would notice when you are gone. You are my one of most talented story-tellers on this forum. I had read your entire story about your husband on your 16th anniversary thread and I was moved by it. I hope you will be able to meet your husband in afterlife if it exists. I am glad that someone as wonderful as you is part of this forum and that you are still here with us
Thanks @Squiddy. I think it's just the fact that so many people are exiting right now. I think that's overwhelming me as well. We've had a whole bunch of exits in the last few days. I'm happy they're all finding peace, but, of course, sad to see them go— even if I didn't know them well.We're here for you
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Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
I didn't mean to make you cry at work!
Looks good! Beef & Broccoli? Mmmm. . .
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Having some tonight I thinkI didn't mean to make you cry at work!
Looks good! Beef & Broccoli? Mmmm. . .
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
You're making me hungry for Chinese food!
I'd love to order some, but I need to get rid of all the food I currently have before I order anymore. I've been eating leftovers for the last four days! I didn't know one person could collect so many leftovers.
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
It's nearly midnight but I finally showered. Still hallucinating quite bad but the day is nearly over and I'm still here.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
RIP @6ixxy .
How is everyone doing this evening?
How is everyone doing this evening?
Congratulations on the shower. What are the hallucinations saying?
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
I'm here. That's about it. I think all the exits over the last few days are starting to take their toll on some people here, myself included. I'm always both happy and sad with somebody exits. I just hope those who have left us over the last few days have found peace & their suffering has ended.
And @Squiddy keeps tempting me with all of that Chinese food! I'm seriously thinking of ordering some, though I'm drowning in leftovers here that I need to eat before I have to throw them out.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Is "impulsive" a good way to describe my evening? Because that's my mood.... impulsive.
omg this effing dog keeps on barking... his bark cuts through my skull like a knife and hurts my ears. he's been barking for 4 minutes non-stop practically.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Make your list and get it ready for tomorrow. I actually did things off my list today.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Yeah... like I think there's been 1 per day practically since I've been here.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
lolGreat! Be impulsive! Get that cheeseburger!!!
if only that was the impulse lol. I'm eating a cheeseball.
yeah... people bring dogs into my work... one tonight was all loving and quiet. get home and the hell hound hops up, tries to destroy more clothes of mine, goes to bite me because he likes eating clothes... and barks.... like wtf?I love dogs, but not when they're barking and I have a horrible headache.
His bark is so bad, he's GIVEN me a headace that I've had to take pills for.
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
Yes, today I took a shower and I went out and pulled my trash cans back in. I don't need to cook because as I just stated above, I'm drowning in leftovers. I'll probably just heat something up later.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Apparently my mom hasn't eaten the laundry pod contaminated beans.... interesting..... very...... interesting....
Nemeshisu
Experienced
- Dec 25, 2019
- 236
Well, I am doing pretty good. But it's 1AM now here in Europe so I start to feel sleepy
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
So.... how is the future?Well, I am doing pretty good. But it's 1AM now here in Europe so I start to feel sleepy
Maybe she doesn't like beans?
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
She ate most of them pre-laundry contamination....
I'm seriously beginning to wonder if it's intentional.
well... she's making leftover tacos for her and her boyfriend... I think I"ll have an answer pretty quick if all works out.
