Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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It's Stan day. He knocked us offline
Tell him to knock me offline next time!
He was my CTB support originally.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Stan needs to chill out then because he caused one of my posts to not go through lol.
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
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He saw the spelling mistake.

So you are part of his cult according to the thread. ;)
Ah so he saved me when I accidentally quoted the OP for no reason and only realized afterwards wait why did I do that I'm not awake yet.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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He saw the spelling mistake.

So you are part of his cult according to the thread. ;)

Stan was my nigga through and through. He posted on my first thread. Not just that but our stories aligned perfectly and we regularly conversed. You're the living part of Stan and so much like him. You keep him alive in so many ways.
 
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Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Stan was my nigga through and through. He posted on my first thread. Not just that but our stories aligned perfectly and we regularly conversed. You're the living part of Stan and so much like him. You keep him alive in so many ways.
Now go back to that thread and read what you missed lol.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Wait. There's a cult? I want in. I've never been cool enough for a cult.

You're in one now if you believe the mainstream narrative. This only a pro choice forum though as stated many times by the mods.
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

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Dec 31, 2019
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Stranger danger. I'll never understand people who think online friends aren't real friends. There is a real person behind the person posting on your screen. I've had online friends that I've known for over 10 years and they are very close to my heart and I know them well. It baffles me that someone can just say online stranger when you can know someone from top to bottom but if someone was their friend for a week in person and hardly knew them they wouldn't say they were strangers at all. It's so stupid how close minded people are about this.
 
Carina

Carina

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Cult of the Dead Cow.... Best cult anywhere! it's also abbreviated cDc

Seriously! Look it up on wikipedia. They had a program called "Back Orifice 2000 "
 
Carina

Carina

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Stranger danger. I'll never understand people who think online friends aren't real friends. There is a real person behind the person posting on your screen. I've had online friends that I've known for over 10 years and they are very close to my heart and I know them well. It baffles me that someone can just say online stranger when you can know someone from top to bottom but if someone was their friend for a week in person and hardly knew them they wouldn't say they were strangers at all. It's so stupid how close minded people are about this.
98% of my friends are online friends. Most of my "knew in person" friends, are now "online friends" because I mainly talk to them online now anyway.
 
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Stranger danger. I'll never understand people who think online friends aren't real friends. There is a real person behind the person posting on your screen. I've had online friends that I've known for over 10 years and they are very close to my heart and I know them well. It baffles me that someone can just say online stranger when you can know someone from top to bottom but if someone was their friend for a week in person and hardly knew them they wouldn't say they were strangers at all. It's so stupid how close minded people are about this.
Stan and I never physically met. He said we would have been married under different circumstances. Pretty real to me lol.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Soooo can we get members only jackets now? I always wanted one.
 
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I am seriously considering buying rum and coke tonight.... like... really seriously...
Really though it's all down to me having prescriptions to pick up at 2 places, and if I"m out, I might as well buy things loll
 
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I am seriously considering buying rum and coke tonight.... like... really seriously...
Really though it's all down to me having prescriptions to pick up at 2 places, and if I"m out, I might as well buy things loll
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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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So I wrote down on my final paper today a no for wanting to self harm because we gotta fill out the papers before we leave, but now, I'm starting to feel an urge mostly because I feel like an incompetent loser
 
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So I wrote down on my final paper today a no for wanting to self harm because we gotta fill out the papers before we leave, but now, I'm starting to feel an urge mostly because I feel like an incompetent loser
You've been taking massive steps towards your education and keeping yourself well fed and healthy so I think you're anything but an incompetent loser.
 
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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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You've been taking massive steps towards your education and keeping yourself well fed and healthy so I think you're anything but an incompetent loser.
Thanks. I admit I did cut a little
 
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BlueWidow

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So I wrote down on my final paper today a no for wanting to self harm because we gotta fill out the papers before we leave, but now, I'm starting to feel an urge mostly because I feel like an incompetent loser
I agree with @MysticPerception. You should be very proud of yourself today. It's not easy to. . . well, do anything when you're depressed, and you've been working very hard. I admire you for that. I just consider it an accomplishment when I get out of bed in the morning. But to go out and go through this program and looking for colleges— those are things to be admired. You are taking steps and you are doing it despite how difficult it is. :heart: :hug:
 
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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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I agree with @MysticPerception. You should be very proud of yourself today. It's not easy to. . . well, do anything when you're depressed, and you've been working very hard. I admire you for that. I just consider it an accomplishment when I get out of bed in the morning. But to go out and go through this program and looking for colleges— those are things to be admired. You are taking steps and you are doing it despite how difficult it is. :heart: :hug:
What's making me feel incompetent right now is at group, the nurse and I and a few other people were talking about my hair and how thick it is and how I need to wrap it up, but I don't even know how to wrap it which is making me feel incompetent
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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I got my wrenches! God the exit bag method is actually a lot costlier than my initial estimates. I might do an accounting of all of it and post for others when everything is finally together. Still just missing a couple items...

I am seriously considering buying rum and coke tonight.... like... really seriously...
Really though it's all down to me having prescriptions to pick up at 2 places, and if I"m out, I might as well buy things loll

I just returned to a glass of pineapple juice and vodka. Beers when i'm done the first glass :) Please join!
 
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