Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
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I no longer know what being awake the whole day feels like at this point #_#Sleepy crowd today, who stole all the adderall?
I no longer know what being awake the whole day feels like at this point #_#
NO ROUTE TO HOST.I would give you the biggest hug ever! In fact I AM GIVING YOU THE BIGGEST HUG EVER!!! *huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug*
sending huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs to you! (sorry to steal from you @cosmicpixiedust)Checking in, still trying to deal with the craziness at home. It's all so overwhelming and need a distraction. My meds have also been adjusted so I have the worst headache and feel really unwell. I hope everyone is doing okay today. Sending hugs to you all
I hope you'd get better.Checking in, still trying to deal with the craziness at home. It's all so overwhelming and need a distraction. My meds have also been adjusted so I have the worst headache and feel really unwell. I hope everyone is doing okay today. Sending hugs to you all
It takes some time for it to get adjusted. Be patient, and I am glad you checked in.Checking in, still trying to deal with the craziness at home. It's all so overwhelming and need a distraction. My meds have also been adjusted so I have the worst headache and feel really unwell. I hope everyone is doing okay today. Sending hugs to you all
Oh no :( I can still virtual hug you, though! Not the same, I know.NO ROUTE TO HOST.
Unfortunately HTTP doesn't support sending physical sensations :c
So my psychiatrist in the program asked me to stop smoking weed. No way in hell that's gonna happen
Checking in, still trying to deal with the craziness at home. It's all so overwhelming and need a distraction. My meds have also been adjusted so I have the worst headache and feel really unwell. I hope everyone is doing okay today. Sending hugs to you all
Yup. What a joke when hell freezes over, I'll stop. It makes me too happyOh no :( I can still virtual hug you, though! Not the same, I know.
You gotta keep some of the things in life that you love and enjoy! Some people are sillyYup. What a joke when hell freezes over, I'll stop. It makes me too happy
Ikr. It gives me joyYou gotta keep some of the things in life that you love and enjoy! Some people are silly
I feel you, dude. Saaame, it's great!Ikr. It gives me joy
My tea's gone cold, I wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
I saw that post this morning when I got up for a second and was on here without signing in just to check in before trying to go back to sleep and I saw that post. That person is a troll. They've always been a jerk.I think you will all be proud of me. 6:17 am. I woke up to an insult to Stan on The Who Is Stan thread. I politely responded. I will now take me meds. Feed the cats in time and debate if I get up.
It's called astral projection. Something I tried and was unable to do it.Good morning everyone,
For the last few days I've been trying to notice what happens just seconds before I wake up in the morning because it's always the same thing. I've been trying to find a way to describe what it feels like and this is what I came up with. It sounds a little crazy, but just hear me out.
So, I've heard some people describe sleep as sort of "practicing for death". Each night while were sleeping, we get to at least partially feel what it's like to be dead because we're partially unconscious. It feels like my spirit or my essence or whatever you want to call it has been allowed to fly around free during this period of time at night when I'm allowed to be unconscious. It's allowed to sort of escape my body and my mind. Then, in the morning just seconds before I wake up, against its will, it gets violently forced or jerked back into my body and mind- a space where it doesn't feel comfortable and doesn't fit properly. And being wedged back into this space where it doesn't fit makes it feel sore. It almost feels sore and raw from continually being stuck in this uncomfortable space that it doesn't fit into. And then as I wake up, it just makes me feel sick because here it is again stuck—when all it wants is out so that it can continue to fly free like it does when I'm asleep.
Anyway, that's the closest I can come to explaining how it feels when I wake up in the morning.
I don't know if that makes any sense to anybody or not.
I saw that post this morning when I got up for a second and was on here without signing in just to check in before trying to go back to sleep and I saw that post. That person is a troll. They've always been a jerk.
When I first came here they made some very rude comments to me and both Stan and BPD_LE sent me PMs telling me to ignore the person. And yes, I don't know why someone would come on a suicide form and say something like that about anybody. There seem to be a lot of trolls on here since the new year started, though this person has been here longer. I did worry how their comments were going to affect you though @Jean4. You have enough to deal with without worrying about that kind of crap. I hope you're okay.
Also, love and hugs to everyone who's having a bad day. And so glad @Squiddy is doing well in her program today so far.
Okay, have to get up get dressed and get coffee before I decide to just stay in bed all day. LOL!
Drinking chicken broth trying.I so wanna hug everyone.
And get drunk off rum and coke.
One of these is possible.
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How's the rebalancing going @Jean4?
Is the chicken broth good?Drinking chicken broth trying.
My best friend once rolled in a fire when drunk... then he called a woman and confesed his love for her....Sometimes I like to stand too close to the fire in life, then I regret it later.
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I like this idea. I'm wanting rum and coke... and wine. :DI'm really wanting to just drink wine all day. And nap. Wine and nap.
Are you okay?Sometimes I like to stand too close to the fire in life, then I regret it later.
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Although... (now that I"m not being watched as I'm at work and someone was behind me so I was being cautious).... What type of fire and standing too close were *you* meaning by this?Sometimes I like to stand too close to the fire in life, then I regret it later.
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