Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Stan didn't want his wall open. Smart move. So we just keep his thread alive lol.Fixed it, have at it! Gimme your worst!
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
It was. Just got checked in and am sitting in the first group. Gonna talk about why I currently want to ctbGo Squiddy!!!! Sounds like a darn good breakfast! Next time pics!!!
You could have been polite as I was lol.
Hey @Brick In The Wall . Why can't I post on your wall?
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
I don't really mind honestly. I just got bored and was fiddling with my profile one drunken night.
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 750
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Where there's a will, there's a way.
cosmicpixiedust
Pixie
- Jun 5, 2019
- 972
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Good luck with group. I have to attend an anger management group as part of my separation. I'm not even an angry dude but having to attend these groups is starting to piss me off, oh the irony.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 750
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
cosmicpixiedust
Pixie
- Jun 5, 2019
- 972
After this cigarette I'm going to call and reschedule my meds appointment, hopefully for sooner rather than later.
Also Fleetwood Mac, yay~
Also Fleetwood Mac, yay~
Me too! It's terrible. I wish I could hug him/her.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Yeah... me too. timing of things is bad.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I understand. I tried to CTB when my Peachy died. Before I put him to sleep, I told him that I couldn't live without him, and to come back to me.
People on Facebook were sending me pics of Orange cats (like Peach.). Nothing was right until I saw Milo and knew he was the one.
Hopefully @Circles new baby will come in soon.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
I actually didn't want to see any cats, hear about cats, look at cats, or even know a species of felines existed when Newt (a cat that I had before Phoenix--like 20 years ago) died.
When I wrapped him up for cremation the vet's office felt bad they had to undo it partially because they said they hadn't ever seen such care taken to wrap an animal just for cremation (they had to check obviously). I was so protective of him even after death.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Damn, I'm bouncing.
showered and brushed my teeth
Cleaned cat box and dishes
Changed out my water bottle on the water cooler
Put on clean pjs (that are too small)
showered and brushed my teeth
Cleaned cat box and dishes
Changed out my water bottle on the water cooler
Put on clean pjs (that are too small)
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Every-time I hear 'bounce' I think of the Dark Angel TV series, and just the phrase ' bounce' where it means 'leave' moreso than like 'bouncing off walls' or similar
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
cosmicpixiedust
Pixie
- Jun 5, 2019
- 972
Man I hate calling and scheduling around my work, but I (sort of) did it.
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 750
I feel like my dysphoria never even leaves anymore. I just sit around all day, feeling like a disgusting piece of human garbage.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
I am so tempted to find an unopened bottle of wine in the back room.... and down the entire thing tonight/tomorrow.
no clue why... but just have this thought of doing it.
Although given recent things... it could be the onset of destructive haviour... hmm...
no clue why... but just have this thought of doing it.
Although given recent things... it could be the onset of destructive haviour... hmm...
k75
L'appel du Vide
- Jun 27, 2019
- 2,546
I'm off my meds because I throw up every dose now. This is very bad. I'm at my GI doctor. Praying for relief.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Well, I won't say dysphoria may leave entirely. I do know from others that HRT could potentially greatly help you out in itself. It's not a miracle shot (pill/patch), but it does help people. And... anymore surgery (if desired) is covered by a lot of insurances as medically needed too!.
LegaliseIt!
Elementalist
- Nov 29, 2019
- 808
Maybe venting about it on here is like a safety valve, and it won't be calling out to you now that you've talked about it.
That helps with my cravings—it lines things up in perspective, and helps me view the big picture beyond the instant gratification.
I'm so sad that you've been hit with this diagnosis. It sounds like a very difficult illness to cope with. Sending peace, comfort and hugs.
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Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
That has nothing to do with dysphoria. Everyone here feels that way. It's why we are here lol. The question is, what are you going to do about it? You have options. You choose not to take them. ;)
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Not sure... like I do know I can semi-tell when my brain is doing things counter to normal reactions... but right now this is almost.... middle... don't feel depressed... don't feel hyper... feel overly focused with anything that could instantly toss me one way or another without warning while totally wanting to do things that are fun over healthy.... but it could be because I"m at work so putting on a fake persona which I've had almost my entire life of practice at.
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 750
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Tell me. What LGBT center have you called as we talked about? ;)
Here you go again
The Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual & Transgender Community Center
The Center is the heart and home of NYC’s LGBTQ community, providing programs for health, wellness and community connection.
gaycenter.org
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 750
It seems like it's mostly for support. I have support already, thoughTell me. What LGBT center have you called as we talked about? ;)
Here you go again
The Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual & Transgender Community Center
The Center is the heart and home of NYC’s LGBTQ community, providing programs for health, wellness and community connection.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
All Resources - The Center
The Center is your one-stop shop for all things LGBTQ+. The Center maintains Referral Guides to help navigate these resources.
gaycenter.org
LGBT places definitely don't bite, they are normally welcoming, for that matter to anyone a lot of times (some might want only LGBT, but otherwise). Some places even have LGBT medical staff! So it's almost high % of LGBT people EVERYWHERE within it!
So yeah.... they normally make sure to take care of people.
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Oh and it's listed as
TGNC RESOURCES
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Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Currently on a short 5 minute break. I wrote down suicidal thoughts on a paper and my nurse was like "do we need to hospitalize you" and I said no
