The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Carina]

I really can't afford to be impulsive. Cant go to bed though yet. And totally not in mood to fix food, and getting drink is too much effort... ugh. Fortunately I haven't moved more than a few inches.

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Edit:
I'm going to bed or something... probably going to take things to kill this severe amount of pain I've been in all day... at least I know I won't oversleep as my mom will wake me.... will have almost 12 hours.
If I don't impulsive thought will win out.... At least I"m depressed, so I'm aware of it.

 

[Squiddy]

I really can't afford to be impulsive. Cant go to bed though yet. And totally not in mood to fix food, and getting drink is too much effort... ugh. Fortunately I haven't moved more than a few inches.

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Edit:
I'm going to bed or something... probably going to take things to kill this severe amount of pain I've been in all day... at least I know I won't oversleep as my mom will wake me.... will have almost 12 hours.
If I don't impulsive thought will win out.... At least I"m depressed, so I'm aware of it.

I hope you have a good night

 

[Carina]

I hope you have a good night

Thanks and I will. I just took two things I shouldn't have and left out one I should have.

Won't like....well kill me...unless really freakish thing happens...but it will kill pain and let me sleep lol.

 

[BlueWidow]

Thanks and I will. I just took two things I shouldn't have and left out one I should have.

Won't like....well kill me...unless really freakish thing happens...but it will kill pain and let me sleep lol.

I hope you sleep well.

 

[Carina]

Thanks. :)

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I'm really depressed (what's new), and I missed work yet again. Goodbye at least $200. Ugh. I'm probably going to take another sleeping pill and try to go back to sleep, even though I slept all day. Fuck it. I may not be able to sleep and may get back on, if I sleep then I'll be answering PMs and junk later. I love you guys, I hope you have a good night or day or whatever.

 

[BlueWidow]

I'm really depressed (what's new), and I missed work yet again. Goodbye at least $200. Ugh. I'm probably going to take another sleeping pill and try to go back to sleep, even though I slept all day. Fuck it. I may not be able to sleep and may get back on, if I sleep then I'll be answering PMs and junk later. I love you guys, I hope you have a good night or day or whatever.

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so bad. I totally understand it though.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so bad. I totally understand it though.

Thanks love, I may be back tonight but idk. All I want to do when I'm awake is take another Trazodone or Ambien and go back to sleep. It's not healthy I know, but everything is just so depressing. I appreciate you understanding.

 

[BlueWidow]

Back in bed now. I'll probably fall asleep since it's only 6 PM and by 10 o'clock, I'll be wide awake again. This is the time of the evening when I can't keep my eyes open though, so I'll be passing out for a while now. May try to come back later if I wake up, if for no other reason, then to bump Stan's thread.
Hope everyone has a good evening and a good night or whatever time it is for you.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Any colleges like that with game design degree?

I was trying to avoid commenting on your convo because it reminds me too much of real life.

Anyways, i think if you've never coded before you should start with something really basic like coursera's Harvard/MIT intro to programming course, codeacademy, or a myriad other well reviewed and free courses that introduce you to basic concepts. See how that goes.

Then maybe consider doing a coding bootcamp which will give you more hands on experience in a fraction of the time, at roughly half (or less) of the cost you quoted for Full Sail. These programs often have job placement coordinators and will help you land on your feet. You still have to do the work, and it is tough, but if you have some prep from beforehand and you put in the hours, you should do fine.

Video Game Design and production sounds like one of the more exploitative industries i've come across. If you're doing this because you want to be employable and not because you are pursuing your passion or something, you're really better off with something more general to software development.

 

[Squiddy]

Hopefully I can find a college that's not too expensive

I was trying to avoid commenting on your convo because it reminds me too much of real life.

Anyways, i think if you've never coded before you should start with something really basic like coursera's Harvard/MIT intro to programming course, codeacademy, or a myriad other well reviewed and free courses that introduce you to basic concepts. See how that goes.

Then maybe consider doing a coding bootcamp which will give you more hands on experience in a fraction of the time, at roughly half (or less) of the cost you quoted for Full Sail. These programs often have job placement coordinators and will help you land on your feet. You still have to do the work, and it is tough, but if you have some prep from beforehand and you put in the hours, you should do fine.

Video Game Design and production sounds like one of the more exploitative industries i've come across. If you're doing this because you want to be employable and not because you are pursuing your passion or something, you're really better off with something more general to software development.

I'm actually trying to learn Javascript from Codeacademy

 

[BooGirl]

I find it hard to believe that actual happy people exist.

 

[Squiddy]

I find it hard to believe that actual happy people exist.

Me too

 

[BooGirl]

Me too

and I find it really depressing that I'm not haha

 

[Squiddy]

and I find it really depressing that I'm not haha

I wish I were happy

 

[Backwood_tilt]

I find it hard to believe that actual happy people exist.

I've met them. I've been one - briefly. Nothing special about it.

Some things just work out better for some people.

 

[Squiddy]

I found one college, but the only thing is it's having financial problems

 

[BooGirl]

I've met them. I've been one - briefly. Nothing special about it.

Some things just work out better for some people.

Lucky bastards

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Lucky bastards

We all have our demons. I guess yours and mine are just greater and more ominous, which drives us to a place like SS.

 

[Squiddy]

I'm so bored right now

 

[BooGirl]

I just wanna be dead already. Is that too much to ask for?

 

[Squiddy]

I just wanna be dead already. Is that too much to ask for?

Same. Let's all pray for the meteor to hit us

 

[BooGirl]

Same. Let's all pray for the meteor to hit us

I like gamma ray bursts, personally

 

[Squiddy]

I like gamma ray bursts, personally

That could work too haha

 

[WhyIsLife56]

I find it hard to believe that actual happy people exist.

They don't. They're miserable too. They just try to hide it with alcohol, partying or some other stupid activity.

 

[BooGirl]

They don't. They're miserable too. They just try to hide it with alcohol, partying or some other stupid activity.

Maybe, but I have plenty of buddies who seem to be actually mentally healthy.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Maybe, but I have plenty of buddies who seem to be actually mentally healthy.

I don't believe that even for a second. There's no such thing as "mentally healthy" in a world like this. Whatever they distract themselves with is a coping mechanism.

 

[BooGirl]

I don't believe that even for a second. There's no such thing as "mentally healthy" in a world like this. Whatever they distract themselves with is a coping mechanism.

Well, mentally healthy in that they're not suicidal.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Well, mentally healthy in that they're not suicidal.

Suicidal doesn't necessarily mean mentally broken nor does it mean mentally ill.

 

[BooGirl]

Suicidal doesn't necessarily mean mentally broken nor does it mean mentally ill.

Well, it's a moot point in the end. Just kill me lol