The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[MysticPerception]

I just realized me throwing up would be big red flags and they would check on me for sure. There is no escape. I lose no matter what. My only hope is that she doesn't find my SN. If she does... I don't believe in God but God save me please in that case. I'm gonna be desperate enough to throw myself off a bridge at that point.

We still have to get you here. Take your phone into the bathroom

I don't even use my phone to browse here but I guess it's time to start. Luckily no one checks my history ever.

 

[Carina]

I am eating... but for some reason being watched..... so that's weird... but no photo... plus it just looks like bread... but it's quorn chickn patties

I just realized me throwing up would be big red flags and they would check on me for sure. There is no escape. I lose no matter what. My only hope is that she doesn't find my SN. If she does... I don't believe in God but God save me please in that case. I'm gonna be desperate enough to throw myself off a bridge at that point.

I don't even use my phone to browse here but I guess it's time to start. Luckily no one checks my history ever.

I hope it doesn't come to that where you feel like you'd have to throw yourself off a bridge. It may turn out ok still

 

[BooGirl]

Aramaic is a beautiful language.

 

[Jean4]

I just realized me throwing up would be big red flags and they would check on me for sure. There is no escape. I lose no matter what. My only hope is that she doesn't find my SN. If she does... I don't believe in God but God save me please in that case. I'm gonna be desperate enough to throw myself off a bridge at that point.

I don't even use my phone to browse here but I guess it's time to start. Luckily no one checks my history ever.

You can delete your history

 

[MysticPerception]

You can delete your history

I know I can I should have said it's a good thing no one checks my phone ever. At least no one has any reason to.

 

[Carina]

I just realized me throwing up would be big red flags and they would check on me for sure. There is no escape. I lose no matter what. My only hope is that she doesn't find my SN. If she does... I don't believe in God but God save me please in that case. I'm gonna be desperate enough to throw myself off a bridge at that point.

I don't even use my phone to browse here but I guess it's time to start. Luckily no one checks my history ever.

You can delete your history

As a note, you can also set browsers to delete history everytime you close the browser... granted if you select the most paranoid options, it will log you out of all websites too.

 

[MysticPerception]

As a note, you can also set browsers to delete history everytime you close the browser... granted if you select the most paranoid options, it will log you out of all websites too.

I'm already paranoid when it comes to this site I make sure all cookies and history is deleted every time I leave. Mind you that might be overkill but I really don't want anyone in my family trying to start something with this website if they get the wrong idea after I'm gone for any reason.

 

[Carina]

I'm already paranoid when it comes to this site I make sure all cookies and history is deleted every time I leave. Mind you that might be overkill but I really don't want anyone in my family trying to start something with this website if they get the wrong idea after I'm gone for any reason.

Yeah, I use opera for this website only ... different browsers for other things. That way I could just uninstall this browser if needed. LIkewise on my phone, I use firefox for this site (not the main browser for the phone), so I could uninstall it if need be.

 

[MysticPerception]

Okay now that I'm starting to calm down let's think about the positives. Yes there are positives I think. My niece and nephew are coming and I haven't seen them in forever so that will be nice. My nephew especially loves me for some reason though I never did understand why. I don't think my niece will even remember who I am though since she's still just a toddler.

Yeah, I use opera for this website only ... different browsers for other things. That way I could just uninstall this browser if needed. LIkewise on my phone, I use firefox for this site (not the main browser for the phone), so I could uninstall it if need be.

Yeah that's pretty much what I'm doing right now. I only use firefox for this site and nothing else.

 

[Jean4]

I'm already paranoid when it comes to this site I make sure all cookies and history is deleted every time I leave. Mind you that might be overkill but I really don't want anyone in my family trying to start something with this website if they get the wrong idea after I'm gone for any reason.

No worries. You aren't leaving.

 

[Carina]

Okay now that I'm starting to calm down let's think about the positives. Yes there are positives I think. My niece and nephew are coming and I haven't seen them in forever so that will be nice. My nephew especially loves me for some reason though I never did understand why. I don't think my niece will even remember who I am though since she's still just a toddler.

Yeah that's pretty much what I'm doing right now. I only use firefox for this site and nothing else.

Granted, I think suicidal people tend to be, I guess paranoid? assumes everyone knows? takes comments that could be innocent as 'omg they know'? so who knows, maybe it will just be a harmless time, and you can just maybe stop by and say hi every so often, not worry, or even just dismiss any issues if they come up without problems too! never know.

Granted I totally had an excuse for the SN lol. like if found, asked about ('ordered the wrong thing--cost more to send back than cost, I'll find another user for').

No worries. You aren't leaving.

You have a huge list for that now ;)

 

[BooGirl]

Honestly, if I get caught, who cares? I have the SN method memorized.

 

[Carina]

Honestly, if I get caught, who cares? I have the SN method memorized.

Impressive.... I just have 2 offsite backups, accessible from anywhere in the world if I so need it--both encrypted.

Not that I'll need it.

 

[BooGirl]

Impressive.... I just have 2 offsite backups, accessible from anywhere in the world if I so need it--both encrypted.

Not that I'll need it.

Haha, you're pretty good

 

[Carina]

Haha, you're pretty good

Really it's just unintentional side effect of PC being backed up, they get backed up alongside it lol. It's also one of the reasons I wouldn't purge the pc upon anything--it would trigger a restore potentially. If I delete, they just get removed naturally.

 

[MysticPerception]

Granted, I think suicidal people tend to be, I guess paranoid? assumes everyone knows? takes comments that could be innocent as 'omg they know'? so who knows, maybe it will just be a harmless time, and you can just maybe stop by and say hi every so often, not worry, or even just dismiss any issues if they come up without problems too! never know.

Granted I totally had an excuse for the SN lol. like if found, asked about ('ordered the wrong thing--cost more to send back than cost, I'll find another user for').

You have a huge list for that now ;)

I wish that would work but knowing my sister she would press the issue and find out exactly why I bought it and then it's straight to the therapist with me and no alone time ever again.

 

[Carina]

I wish that would work but knowing my sister she would press the issue and find out exactly why I bought it and then it's straight to the therapist with me and no alone time ever again.

For me when I came up with it,
I've been more afraid of it being found and one-way ticket to psych ward, but being taken to the long term (i.e. months/years in the town over, well towns over) and having an involuntary stay--not the happy 7 day max one by me)

 

[Squiddy]

I think I'm gonna head to bed

 

[Carina]

I think I'm gonna head to bed

Night Squiddy! I hope you sleep well!

 

[Squiddy]

Night Squiddy! I hope you sleep well!

Thanks :) you too

 

[MysticPerception]

I think I'm gonna head to bed

Goodnight. See you tomorrow.

 

[Carina]

I think I'm going to head to bed... so tired.

 

[BooGirl]

I think I'm going to head to bed... so tired.

Sleep well!
I feel kind of like a selfish little brat when I see all the older people around here lol

 

[MysticPerception]

Time for me to sleep. Well try to sleep anyway. Goodnight everyone that is still awake, hope you sleep well when you do get in bed.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Does anyone here have people who know they use this site, my husband does, he think's its the only thing keeping me sane/alive!!

 

[k75]

Does anyone here have people who know they use this site, my husband does, he think's its the only thing keeping me sane/alive!!

Before I ever started posting here, I showed it to my sister. I'm positive she's forgotten all about it. She doesn't know I have an account.

 

[Jean4]

Does anyone here have people who know they use this site, my husband does, he think's its the only thing keeping me sane/alive!!

Some of my co workers do
5:19. Checking in and going back to sleep

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Oh, oh, here's another terrible joke:
I have intense phobia of blades cutting my flesh. That makes self-harm too edgy for me.

You get it? Edges. Like, blades.
Ok, I'll stop when I'm dead.

 

[Finis Autem Spero]

Does anyone here have people who know they use this site, my husband does, he think's its the only thing keeping me sane/alive!!

I've mentioned a new forum that I've joined for people who don't want to exist to my girlfriend, but I've refrained from divulging the name because I know damn well she'd pick me out of the users because of my picture and over-thought name since it's what I always do. Also reasonably sure I'm the only person from Yorkshire here.

Oh, oh, here's another terrible joke:
I have intense phobia of blades cutting my flesh. That makes self-harm too edgy for me.

You get it? Edges. Like, blades.
Ok, I'll stop when I'm dead.

That's terrible. I love it.

 

[Carina]

Does anyone here have people who know they use this site, my husband does, he think's its the only thing keeping me sane/alive!!

Specific address our name of site no....content type/focus and that in here yep.